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The worst part about being from a source that has a fandom where I'm constantly sexualized or put down BECAUSE I am sexualized is that I know NOTHING.
I literally have no recollection of my source, nor do I know anything about me as a character within it. I don't know if that's normal, but it's definitely a struggle. - Venti (🪽)
MY SISTER SNITCHED ON MY DAD CUZ SHE SAW MY WRISTS
I lied and told her it was only there and only once a week for a couple months...
She fucking believed me...
"You tell dad or I will"
"Okay, I will. I just need some time"
LITERALLY THE NEXT FUCKING DAY SHE SNITCHES
Fucking bitch stay out of my life. The reason I started cutting was because of you! You havent been around for YEARS. You have a new family and you fucking left me and I'm fine with that. Dont fucking come around now and pretend were actually good. DONT PRETEND ITS OKAY FOR YOU TO GIVE ME AN ULTIMATUM AND NOT EVEN GIVE ME A FUCKING CHANCE
IM DOING JUST FINE BITCH LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. AND WHEN I TELL YOU WHY I DO IT AND WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED DONT GO ON A 15 MINUTE SPEECH ABOUT HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS AND HOW GAY PEOPLE ARE GOING TO HELL
I'm sorry, did I fucking say I was gay? DID I SAY I WATCH PORN?
No. No I didnt. I said that I feel alone and that i want to kill myself and this was helping me
AND I SAID I KNOW ITS A BAD COPING MECHANISM BUT DID I ASK YOUR OPINION?!
THIS IS EXACTLY MY FUCKING POINT. Bitch. Stop putting fucking words in my mouth.
Imma kill someone, myself or her🤷♀️
Fuck off, Karen.
Why am i never enough for anyone?
What the fuck are you supposed to do when everyones moving on without you? When everyone in your life doesnt want you?
He broke me so many times, but for some reason i'm only at peace when im with him
- i know this will end horribly, but im out of here soon anyways...
This morning, I was so proud of myself. My scars had fully healed. Now, i can still feel the sting of my fresh wounds, and i cant help but wonder, "why does this make me feel so damn good?"
- i tried to stop, but it just made me worse
I really tried to make this work, and I hope you know that...
