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Latest Posts by a-devoted-mutt - Page 3
in what universe are we "equal?" are you striving to be oblivious? i'm not terrified of shit.
yeah, right as always . you're warmer than i remember.
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in every universe, of course! i’m as equal with you as i am with everyone else!
oblivious? what ever do you mean?
best friends forever.
what's with the ribbing? what don't i want other people thinking? real cold, curly. not something a best friend would assume about their other half.
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we are best friends, jimmy.
but last i remember, you were utterly terrified of people even daring to think i was better than you.
which i always thought was ridiculous. we’ve always been on equal footing.
i am not cold.
glad you think you're adjusted. was convinced for a second you were too fuckin' starstruck half the time to properly man the tulpar's crew.
pleased to be your co-pilot. "friend" sounds kinda technical at this point in time. surprised you think of us that way.
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what do you mean “think” i’m adjusted? i am adjusted.
and you are my friend, jimmy. we’ve been friends for so long..what else would we be? what do you consider us? simply colleagues? that would mean i am above you, wouldn’t it? i know you don’t want anyone thinking that..
hmm . thinking ... you'd kinda furrow your eyebrow a bit, yer lips would be pressed into a thin line, your eye would twitch if you were concentrating too hard on trying to look determined.
it's the little things, captain. the ones you gloss over and the ones i catch. now, that quip about you being a grown man? yeah. but what are you to me?
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i’m your captain, and your friend, of course.
who says i gloss over them? i do my best to catch all the little quirks about all of you. it helps me adapt better to the people i’m around, to help them and take care of them in a more meaningful way.
i want to be yours, for you to know who's heart you have been given in a gift wrap box, love letter attached. i still cant bring myself to sign the note metaphorical so i leave a trail of bread crumbs in hopes you notice who i really am, that you wont be able to ignore the similarities and i will have never had to sign the note. its cowardly i know.. but its better then nothing.. -⛓
how sweet, dear. perhaps i might have a clue..
trying to envision the pout you've got plastered on while trying to refute my words. reveling in it.
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i don’t pout, jimmy. i’m a grown man.
maybe that idea is right, only one way to find out/lh -⛓
using my own words against me, now, are we?
for someone who was so scared, your confidence sure did build up fast.
you aren't fooling anyone with the whole golden boy leader façade, curly. though, i will admit, it's always been a good look on you. surely helps with not minding the rest of us, scampering and fizzling out on the lowest rung.
what, you really don't know who?
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sounds like jim, if i’m honest. now, from who’s system? i haven’t got a clue.
there’s no facade. i’ve never claimed to be the “golden boy”, and i fought like hell for my position as captain. however “good” it looks on me, it isn’t intentional.
and what ever do you mean, not minding the rest of you? i cared deeply, and still do, for all of my crew mates.
ive slowly been making less and less of an effort to hide things i think would give me away ^^' i have faith you will figure it out before i have the confidence to reveal myself hehehe -⛓
i have only the inkling of an idea.
i love making you feel special, its how you make me feel! you have a tag on my blog now not that you are aware of interacting with me off anon hehehe -⛓
i’m still so unsure on who exactly you are.
i have my own tag? how interesting.
I mean what else would i think about? All i’ve been doing recently is stalking your page and sending asks. You’re fun to talk to, it’s fun to see how you interact with me and the other anons you talk to on here
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well, it’s flattering that i’m taking up so much of your time.
i’m glad you consider me fun. not many people would.
as for how i interact with everyone, i try to be interesting.
well of course you’re taking up space, you’re all i’ve been thinking about lately. but on another note, i do have a question.
do you have a favorite anon? if so who? and could it be me?
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i don’t pick favorites, dear anon.
and i’m all you’ve been thinking about lately? well, you certainly know how to boost a man’s ego.
you dont think youre a good person, and i think im worthless and pathetic.. hehheh,, whats the bet these thoughts stem from the same place/ch you have not proven yourself to be a bad person, and i hope you never will. i dont care who says otherwise. <3 -⛓
perhaps.
thank you, however. i appreciate it.
i really do.
Hi again captain! how’s your day been? I thought about saying something sooner but i figured you’d want a little time between me and your other anons. I’ve been thinking about you just about all night and this morning, can’t seem to get you outta my head :3
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hello, anon.
it’s been quite busy. i’m working on redoing this account, fixing up my spotify, etc etc. lots of digital organization.
i don’t mind the inbox spam, i almost prefer it! it’s nice to talk to people.
all night and this morning? that’s impressive, anon. i must be taking up a lot of space in your mind, hm?
how could i not think highly of you? to my knowledge you have never done anything with intentions to hurt me -⛓
maybe i haven’t, but you have to understand. i am not a good person. at least, i don’t think i am.
its hard not to when youre so amazing, and mean so much to me. like what if you find out which anya i am and realise you have no intrest in me because of it.. -⛓
you will never know, until you try.
i’m surprised you think i’m so amazing, honestly.
the want to reveal myself vs. the anxiety that you will be disappointed to find out who i am. fight/ref (i might be getting in my head about it again) -⛓
well, don’t go getting too deep in your head, now.
i won’t be disappointed, i promise.
i’m so deeply curious about this anon…
small world, huh, captain? 'm sure you could connect the dots. use that pretty head of yers.
...looks like you've picked up after yourself these days. wonder if you're still as easy as you used to be.
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easy? what ever do you mean? “picked up after myself”? connect the dots?
oh, now i’m more curious then ever.
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how fun !!
i am very much the kind of person to constantly have emojicombos dot com open in a tab it makes it so effortless to build themed things -⛓
oh, absolutely!
i have a note in my notes app full of copy-paste symbols.
i love making pretty tags, im just terrible at using them. i like playing with the pretty symbols hehe. -⛓
as do i! it’s quite fun, deciding what goes with what.
its not that i wanted to stop talking to you, i was just didnt want to overstay my welcome if you have things to do./gen how far away is 9:30? its 8h away my time hehe -⛓
well, at time of writing this, it’s 9:07. i’ve decided to start redoing my tagging system, so that means i’m already on tumblr. i can always spare a few minutes to talk.
you mentioned having a busy day ahead of yourself, so i should probably let you get on with your tasks. good luck with your todo list. i will catch up with you later ^^ -⛓
well, if you wanted to stop talking, you’ve could’ve said so. /teasing. my todo list doesn’t start until around 9:30 my time. i’ve got a bit of time.
you mean so much to me, im glad i get to have this even if im still too anxious to reveal myself just yet. i assure you there are clues and its quite possible other anons already figured me out, but thats ok. if you figure me out im ok with you reaching out first, i adore you, and everything you do. maybe one day i can truly be yours, you might even be the one to build up my confidence. <3 -⛓
how sweet, anon. how sweet.
/gen.
maybe i am a tad obsessive, its not my intention. its just good to finally have an outlet for these feelings i have had for a while now my dearest captain. i would like to believe being yours would be better than anything he made me experience, even if your intentions could hypothetically be no different. -⛓
my intentions are far different, i can assure you of that much.
i’m glad you have an outlet, however. it’s always good to get feelings out.
in all honesty my preference leans towards not getting hurt, but that doesnt mean much to me as long as i get to have you, be yours in whatever way you desire. as far as i am aware most people that interact with blogs like this are just parasocial and obsessive but i want so much more then that.. -⛓
want to be more that parasocial and obsessive? i’m afraid i can’t give that to you without knowing your identity, anon.
in “whatever way i desire”? you sound like you’re truly in the throughs of obsession, anon. it’s enough to make a guy hot around the collar.
not as sweet as you. ^^
did you know someone once told me if they werent the one to hurt me you would do it. im ashamed of the fact i blushed, i just hope i hid it from that person well enough. -⛓
oh, that’s quite interesting.
are you saying you want me to hurt you, anon?
and here i thought you were more of the innocent, quiet type.
you are special to me, curly. youre the best captain a girl could ask for, hehehe. -⛓
oh, aren’t you sweet?