Borderlinepersonalitydisaster20 - BPDisaster

i literally have to lay down after every minor task. going to the supermarket is a herculean effort. how am i supposed to live a life like this

I want to pull out all my teeth randomly one night and then scare the shit out of people the next day. Or pull out every alternate tooth so none of them are touching and then put silver caps on the rest of them haha

where is the off button

it hurts me physically that he’s not mine we’d be so disgustingly toxic and perfect together don’t you fucking see he’s literally the male version of me I want him so bad

Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you've had an episode in front of them

Once they've seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you're not the person they thought you were

The shame makes me want to rip my skin off

Idk normalize wanting nothing to do with your fp and hating them and then wanting them to stay

how does one get over a summer love?

I cannot accept that one person can act so differently. I cannot love and hate a person at the same time and still see them as one person. You are two people. And I only love the one of you that has died. 

no you guys I’m acc down so bad it’s not even funny anymore