People Think Being Lovesick Is Just So Funny. Just A Little Heehee Joke To Toss Around. They Have No

i’m looking for an obedient puppy boy who will unconditionally fulfill all my anxious desires

Why the fuck is he with her so much. It can't be a coincidence that so many times I've seen him he's with her. Are they dating? I'm 75% sure that girl is one of the girls that talked shit abt him, but things can change. He probs wants her, even if she doesn't want him. It makes me want cry, makes me want to carve up her pretty face so he would ignore her, makes me isolate him so he would only think about me, and it makes me want to cut myself to forget.

I crave him so much. I don't know why. I've never talked him, but im 99% sure he is ur average boy, probs even a red piller, a 'natural' misogynist who won't even see me as a person since I am a woman he most likely won't be attracted to.

But my mind can't let go of him. My brain already hurts me so much, but this is just bullying. Making me feel so much for him. I yearn to just look at him. I barely even have the chance to see him, but I wish to properly look at him for even just 2 minutes.

And again, I feel like such a freak. A creepy stalker. I would not acc go as far as stalking him, but wanting just to look at him feels so awful.

Need to keep myself in check cause I feel so close to asking my mom if she could live on if I died.

I am one unnecessary and out of nowhere comment about my eating away from completely blowing off at my parents.

If he ain't like that, I don't want him 😤😤

Being so obsessed with a girl that I’m just left there using a flashlight in front of her while moaning and whimpering her name. Moving my hips up and down and pretending I was inside her, begging her to let me feel the real thing.

Her warm hand on my cheek, cleaning my desperate tears, her praise reaching down my ear when I’m about to cum. My legs shaking and cum leaking down the flashlight as I moan her name one last time. All obsessed, just for her

I don't understand. How can I be doing well and than one moment, out of nowhere my brain just switches completely and im upset all the time. Can't stop slumping, negative thoughts. Even more hopeless when it's not even triggered by something, because then I can't even prevent or understand it.

I cant do this anymore, I just wish I could die. I will never be able to be happy in this body, I'll never be able to be something, never be able to be a normal functional person. My body is my biggest enemy, I'm my biggest enemy. And I wanna kill it, I wanna kill it so bad.

Would be fascinating to know how giving up almost every day has affected my brain chemistry