I Have Small Dog Syndrome But In The Way That It’s My Ed In Its Loser Corner Of My Brain That Keeps

best workout combo

for an hourglass, thigh gap definition and smaller wrists ♡

4 sets of 20 reps of weighted russian twists

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlmhc2DMp8w THIS VIDEOO BLESS HER HEART

these r the only things that made my waist and legs shrink soo much

ive been doing the workout almost daily since September n the twists since jan, those r perf for flattening ur belly

it takes motivation but u will feel so good after finishing this

skinny is part of my personality idc

you could've sworn i was recovered with the way easter has me breaking my fast 10 hours earlier with super-sized chocolate bunnies

hmmm yeah im actually healthier when im weak and frail rather than fed and energized why do u ask

tw long ana rant

i’m so pissed off rveruday is a battle to convince myself that i need help, that i’m not a wannarexic, that my body is normal maybe a little skinny, that it’s not abt what i eat but how i think but i can’t fucking believe ANYTHING

i can’t thr0w up to save my life i can’t relate when ppl say “i could never eat all that” bc ik damn well i could. i could eat that entire plate and still be hungry for seconds. for desert.

no matter how many times i remind myself i’m literally -ving, that i’m weak and knee-deep into this ed i can’t believe it

bc i don’t look sick enough. no one can tell i’m fucked up except for my friends who probably know by now. only they know i refuse to eat yet the second i break my fast i’ll gorge on anything near me.

not all of my bones are showing yet, only the normal ones that every skinny person alr has.

no matter how many hours i’ve fasted i’ve never fainted once. sure, maybe i’ve come close to that at times but that still means no one will ever know bc they’ve never seen me do it.

every time i come into school it’s the same bullshit every. single. day i’m so tired of it

i see thinspo in all of my classes and they all wish they weren’t skinny, talking abt how they wish they looked healthier or smth

“i skipped breakfast this morning bc i forgot/wasn’t hungry”, “stop i eat sooo much idk how i’m so skinny!”, “we’re such big backs for eating chips”

SHUT UPPP

who the hell loses their appetite when they’re stressed. who loses their appetite at ALL and why does it never happen to me whether i’m binging or -ving???

when i move out i’m gonna have a big fridge full of nothing

⭐️ving Affermations

I control food, it doesn't control me.

I can choose to e@t or restr1ct whenever I want.

Wanting food has little to no effect of me. I e@t what I plan.

I only ever regret e@ting, never ⭐️ving. Don't e@t, don't feel regret.

I am in charge. If I don't want to e@t for a day, I will not.

I have control over my body. It does nothing without me allowing it.

I am never missing out on food opportunities. It will ALWAYS come around again.

I will not e@t just because other people are.

I like feeling hungry. It makes me feel good. I prefer it over feeling full.

daily affirmations:

i'm not chopped

a burger is not going to kill me

the opinions of my classmates don't matter because i'm not gonna see them after we graduate

i do not have a secret crush on my teacher

i'm not a pedophile and smiling at someone younger than me doesn't make me a pedophile

i am not secretly being filmed

i'm not a secret serial killer

nobody is stalking me

it's not a bad life, it's just a bad day

WHITE STRAWBERRIES R SO YUMM

the whole box (10oz) is 96 c@ls btw but i would explode before doing that

my fav thinspo recently is just looking at belly button piercings bc hard work will pay off in cuter fits ♡