I'm So Normal W Games That Let Me Pretend Im Loved

It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!

I still think it’s objectively fucked how the world is built for morning people and if you wake up later than everyone else you’re seen as a malicious aberration of some sort. I am that but it’s not because I wake up at 11 fuck yourself

I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.

JIRAIS listen, i MIGHT be leaving the community since i have been getting better like alot better, the scars that once dappled my body are gone, the cigrattes all i have thrown away, the blades are left forgotten in my jewelry box. I became more social and likeable, started to look at my body with love instead of disgust. Started eating healthy and going out. And i have been getting into the gyaru culture. Knowing that i am finally starting to feel like myself makes me wanna tear up, im happy

about to crash out

i want attention, im bored, i don't know what i want, im bored, i want attention, i want friends, i want to go places, im stuck in the same place, every day is the same, why are they not responding, i sense something is wrong, this always happens, we always drift a part, im tired, i want to delete everything, what is the point of this.

•──⋅☾ Arospec userboxes ☽⋅──•

Userboxes for all arospec orientations I could find.

Arospec - aromantic or are closely related to aromanticism when placed on a spectrum ranging from aromantic to alloromantic.

Aegoromantic - those who enjoy the concept of romance but do not have a desire to participate in romantic activities.

Apothiromantic - does not feel any romantic attraction and is repulsed or disgusted by it.

Aroflux - fluctuating between experiencing and not experiencing romantic attraction, or that attraction is being experienced to alternating or changing degrees.

Aromantic - do not experience romantic attraction, or experience little-to-no romantic attraction.

Autoromantic - elicit romantic attraction from themselves, by themselves.

Bellusromantic - having an interest in conventionally romantic things without desiring a relationship.

Cupioromantic - do not experience attraction but do desire a romantic relationship.

Demiromantic - do not experience romantic attraction until they have formed a deep emotional connection with someone.

Desinoromantic - do not experience "full-on" romantic attraction, but do experience "liking" someone instead of loving them romantically; the attraction then goes no further.

Frayromantic - only feel romantic attraction to people that they do not have a strong emotional bond with.

Grayromantic - low amounts of romantic attraction, rarely feel romantic attraction, only feel romantic attraction under specific circumstances, or are not sure if they experience romantic attraction.

Lithoromantic - feels romantic attraction but does not want that attraction reciprocated or loses attraction when it is reciprocated.

Nebularomantic - unable to or has a hard time distinguishing romantic attraction from platonic attraction due to being neurodivergent.

Quoiromantic - not being romantically categorizable, being unable to tell the difference between differing kinds of attraction, being unsure about experiencing romantic attraction or not, and/or not feeling the concept of "romantic attraction" to be relevant to oneself.

Recipromantic - only experience romantic attraction after knowing that the other person is romantically attracted to them—that is, when it is reciprocated.

The way Tomoko demonizes her classmates for having more active social lives than her is actually so relatable it's not even funny. Same thing with how she simultaneously worships and resents pretty, popular girls! She just like me frfr.

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