Here's Some Lentil Soup I Made And A Update. I Don't Have Pneumonia Thankfully. But I Do Have Acute Bronchitis

I'm proud of myself. I was quite productive today.

Homemade sauce and meatballs with store bought noodles. Lemon water and candied lemon peels.

I feel like this flower deserves its own post. I've never seen a flower look so cartoonish before.

This is a bit of a rambling post I apologize just scroll past it if you want.

I just spent the entire day in the a hospital. Getting poked and prodded by people because I haven't been able to breathe for two weeks. On and off wheezing almost fainting the whole nine yards.

And I had to go by myself with my narcissistic father who complained and snapped at me the whole time. I tried getting multiple of my siblings to go with me because I go to every appointment they go to. Everyone said no and my mother was watching my nephew and couldn't go.

Well turns out I could possibly have a pulmonary embolism in my lung. For those who don't know that a very dangerous blood clot that can kill me.

So I'm sitting in the ER tore between crying like a big baby and acceptance and my father was complaining about the bill of anything not covered by my insurance.

So we went from a urgent care to the ER. And some how my father managed to convince to ER staff that me not being able to breathe was allergies. Anyways I apologize to anyone who reads this I just really needed to get that out.

Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.

Of fucking course

What sick bastard doesn’t

The duality of bread. I cooked them at the same time but one didn't rise.

I would like to apologize for my long absence. It wasn't my intention to be away for such a time. April 12th.

I had some decaffeinated tea on the right and some homemade chia seeds pudding with half a banana.

Not the ideal meal but I was incredibly busy.

By the way if you enjoy drinking tea especially loose leaf tea I highly recommend you try this brand. It's my new personal favorite.

Some of my absolute favorite photos.

Small rant!!

If someone SH's for attention it doesn't mean you can start just...IGNORING THAT PERSON'S ISSUES?!?!?! IF SOMEONE SH'S FOR ATTENTION IT'S STILL SH AND JUST AS BAD AS SOMEONE SH'ING BECAUSE THEY FEEL DEPRESSED. WHY ARE YOU PUTTING A METER ON HOW BAD SH IS BASED ON THE REASON. IF SOMEONE DOES IT FOR ATTENTION, THE ROOT CAUSE IS STILL A MENTAL ILLNESS/SOMETHING IS DEF STILL WRONG AND THEY DESERVE THE SAME AMOUNT OF CARE AND LOVE AS PEOPLE WHO SH FOR OTHER REASONS.

SH IS SH. NO MATTER THE REASON OF DOING IT. AND EVERYONE WHO DOES IT DESERVES TO BE SEEN AND DESERVES HELP AND LOVE AND CARE.

Here's some things I photograph today.

March 2th.

I was on the move the whole day and didn't have time. I had three gummies worms, a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. And Gatorade from a quick trip and peach water.