Doctorsickx - Doctorsickx

yes, please

Craving entertainment but having absolutely no interest in anything

Kill me

The bone chilling winter comes after my soul

as I run through the slippery woods

plummeting inside the abyss.

I'd like to stop being anxious now. My head is exploding.

My childhood trauma didn't make me stronger. it made me a people pleaser. it made me forgive way too much. it made me not speak when i'm supposed to. it made me an extreme empath.

I dine alone and I have no cutlery

to hold my appetite

as I attack this platter of death and misery

with my bare hands

and leave no crumbs.

The cold and the void have made me into a deadly concoction of shivering mess.

You stumble at my doorstep again

with the sly smile and sparkly eyes

that I fell in love with at once

and you pull me close

keep my heart in your warm hands

while you whisper our names together,

oh, how my heart just beats right of your hands.

I love you, with the pieces and mirrors

and blood and tears,

I love you with all my breaths and being.

Anger bursts inside of me as fire crackers under the moonlight, with a cackle first and then a battle cry.

Fucked and how. I need a vacation. Getting it. Then back to the bullshit which is my life.