School Sucks
School sucks
It’s Tuesday and so far this week:
Someone had to leave class to puke in my block one class yesterday so of course I had a panic attack (#emetophobia)
I worked myself to death so I could finish mh project for social studies just for him to extende the due date because of 1 group
Math is killing me. I just do not understand one concept and I haven’t had a chance to ask my teacher yet but of course my brain is telling me I’m stupid and should be in the lowest level of math
Physics kind of makes sense but I can’t stand it because that’s different then it should be because I’m bad at physics so I don’t like that it’s different
My plan changed yesterday because I thought I had therapy yesterday but it’s today so I had to change my whole plan for the week
I was late to math yesterday and I didn’t mean to
The hallways are loud and I can’t stand it but I keep forgetting my headphones in my locker
The cafeteria smells like food. It is bad
My mom keeps yelling at me for taking a nap after school. I try not to but if I don’t I can’t do homework
I feel like I’m in a constant state of almost shutting down
⬆️Same thing with not being able to talk
There’s only a week left till a HUGE change which is causing me to only think about that change and not my schoolwork
I have a change in my schedule today as well which I dreading
My mom hasn’t bought the snacks I like so I’m grasping for straws for my lunch
I still don’t know how to regulate myself at school or in general and it’s causing me to freak out
My bus driver plays really loud music
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Me: of course
Do I have chronic pain or am I just constantly in pain because bad health habits
1 rose has a carbon emissions of 1.8. One banana has a carbon emissions of 0.11.
Don’t buy roses, BUY BANANAS!!!!
I need someone to kiss me but I swear to god the thought of someone kissing me makes me feel sick.
Like, what?
How do I need to be kissed but also the thought repulses me
I need to kiss someone but also magically make it so I can’t be kissed back but not in a rejection way
I need someone to kiss me but without the kiss
Like wtf does my brain want right now?
Am I going insane?
Is this a neurodivergent thing? An aromantic thing? An ace spectrum thing?
WTF IS THIS?!?!?!?
1 WEEK TILL GENDER CLINIC APPOINTMENT!!!!
1 WEEK TILL I FIND OUT IF I CAN GO ON T
MY FRAMA TEACHER HAS MET JAYSON MEWES AND KEVIN SMITH!!!!!
I DIDNT THINK I COULD LOVE THAT MAN ANYMORE BUT NOW I DO!!!!
Sleeping in my own bed, never
Sleeping on my grandmas couch or in her spare bed, YESSSSSS
I am currently crocheting my teddy bear a Halloween costume to match me and my best friend
Look at my pasta. Thanks to my dad. He really slayed the birthday gifts.
Back row: small shells from my birthday supper, Gemelli from my birthday supper
Middle row: rigatoni from my birthday supper, Luna coni from my birthday supper, ditali, dapeletti
Front row: Pepe bucato from my dad, lumachine from my dad, ditali from my dad, swirls from my dad
Does anyone have suggestions for items that feel like you are being swaddled. My current go to is to tuck myself in with my weighted blanket but it isn’t enough pressure. Any Recommendations?
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