on my mind 24/7
but like I used to eat so much more than I want to now πππ I've just resigned myself to eating until I leave them in a week. they already get weird when I want to skip lunch or breakfast and stuff π«
Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty
or does that get better once I level up in anorexia
This is what it is like
It feels like this of course I'm addicted
bestie sleepovers but itβs us buying low cal snacks and watching triggering movies
I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage πππππ No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body βΉοΈβΉοΈβΉοΈ
lightning makes it always look different lol
it looks like I'm fat but I have abs π