But Like I Used To Eat So Much More Than I Want To Now 😭😭😭 I've Just Resigned Myself To Eating

but like I used to eat so much more than I want to now 😭😭😭 I've just resigned myself to eating until I leave them in a week. they already get weird when I want to skip lunch or breakfast and stuff 😫

Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty

or does that get better once I level up in anorexia

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10 months ago

this is literally the most basic fit on earth but whatever 😓

This Is Literally The Most Basic Fit On Earth But Whatever 😓
This Is Literally The Most Basic Fit On Earth But Whatever 😓
This Is Literally The Most Basic Fit On Earth But Whatever 😓
This Is Literally The Most Basic Fit On Earth But Whatever 😓

also I don't actually have a thigh gap I'm just doing the thing where I lean forward lol

why does my face look so weird 😭


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7 months ago

REPOST THIS SO PEOPLE SEE PLEASE OR ADD MORE WEIRD PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW ABOUT

REPOST THIS SO PEOPLE SEE PLEASE OR ADD MORE WEIRD PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW ABOUT

IF THIS BASTARD TRIES TO TALK TO YOU PLEASE DONT LET HIM HES LIKE ONE OF THOSE WEIRD "COACHES/DOMS"

let's be mentally unstable without creepy mens interference please 💕


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9 months ago

how to grow the fuck up

4 months ago
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10 months ago

what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something

I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.

I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do


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10 months ago

this is mostly directed towards the 3d babes but like..

idk where y'all are getting that obesity is "glorified" in our society?

I really don't think obesity is promoted in our society, or at least not in the way that people say it is. I think it's a much more sinister reflection on capitalism.

1) obesity is something that systemically affects poorer communities because the food they can afford is worse for them.

2) we have created a society that makes it extremely hard to afford the time to exercise, eat properly, take care of your family, take care of yourself, and deal with all the other stressors of life. a top contributor to obesity is stress, and that's not to be taken lightly.

3) people who are even a little overweight are proven to be treated worse in the medical industry.

so these people get stuck in a loop of eating things that aren't good for them, stressing out constant, and then paying a bunch for often expensive and ineffective medical help, eating the same shit, stressing, and coming back, over and over again.

but when you go to a doctor, and you are even a little high on the BMI scale (which is an inaccurate system anyways) they will treat you like shit, often ignoring conditions that have nothing to do with your weight, even if they are life threatening. I've experienced it myself and watched my family experience it.

this is all to say that saying obesity is being glorified, or saying that being anorexic is healthier than being obese (which is factually untrue, you can die from anorexia way easier and way quicker than being obese) is just a reflection of not thinking deeper about these issues, and not caring about people struggling.

when you see a large group of people engaging in a destructive behavior and your first thought isn't "why?" but to rather hate on the people suffering, there is a problem there.

you are not better than anyone else for struggling with an eating disorder. you are not better than someone who "lets food control their life." food controls your life too, because you are still constantly thinking about it and restricting and counting calories and obsessing. if anything, it takes up way more space in your head than it does theirs.

the enemy shouldn't be each other, it should be capitalism. the same people that make you feel like shit so badly you abstain from one of the basic things needed to live are the same people who are systemically causing obesity to profit off of people's suffering. they make us hate each other because a society divided on every front is easier to control and make money off of.

you are a victim. and so are they. we all are.

10 months ago
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10 months ago

i don't really ever talk about relationship problems its always so personal my boyfriend is so good with words but wow 🙁

idk what to even say or think or anything

I Don't Really Ever Talk About Relationship Problems Its Always So Personal My Boyfriend Is So Good With

he doesn't even know about the really bad things about me too ☹️☹️☹️

he went back to being sweet and everything but I don't know what to do about it at all


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10 months ago

Low-cal meals that are my go to🤍

So here are a few low-calorie meals that I heavily depend on, and they are each under 100 c@lories:

1. Cucumber and Hummus Bites

Ingredients:

- 1 small cucumber (16 c@lories)

- 2 tablespoons of hummus (60 c@lories)

Instructions:

1. Slice the cucumber into rounds.

2. Top each cucumber slice with a small dollop of hummus.

2. Egg White Scramble

Ingredients:

- 3 egg whites (51 c@lories)

- 1/4 cup chopped spinach (2 c@lories)

- 1/4 cup diced tomatoes (5 c@lories)

- Salt and pepper to taste

Instructions:

1. Spray a non-stick pan with cooking spray.

2. Scramble the egg whites with spinach and tomatoes over medium heat until cooked through.

3. Season with salt and pepper.

3. Strawberry and Cottage Cheese

Ingredients:

- 1/4 cup low-fat cottage cheese (40 c@lories)

- 1/4 cup sliced strawberries (13 c@lories)

Instructions:

1. Combine the cottage cheese and strawberries in a bowl.

2. Mix well and enjoy.

4. Zucchini Noodles with Tomato Sauce

Ingredients:

- 1 cup spiralized zucchini (20 c@lories)

- 1/4 cup marinara sauce (40 c@lories)

Instructions:

1. Heat the marinara sauce in a small pan.

2. Add the zucchini noodles and cook for 2-3 minutes until tender.

5. Celery and Peanut Butter

Ingredients:

- 2 large celery sticks (10 c@lories)

- 1 teaspoon natural peanut butter (32 c@lories)

Instructions:

1. Spread the peanut butter on the celery sticks.

2. Enjoy as a crunchy, satisfying snack.

6. Greek Yogurt and Blueberries

Ingredients:

- 1/4 cup non-fat Greek yogurt (25 c@lories)

- 1/4 cup fresh blueberries (21 c@lories)

Instructions:

1. Mix the Greek yogurt and blueberries together in a bowl.

2. Serve chilled.

7. Veggie Soup

Ingredients:

- 1/2 cup diced tomatoes (15 c@lories)

- 1/2 cup chopped celery (8 c@lories)

- 1/2 cup chopped carrots (25 c@lories)

- 1 cup vegetable broth (10 c@lories)

Instructions:

1. Combine all ingredients in a pot and bring to a boil.

2. Simmer for 10-15 minutes until vegetables are tender.

I only eat these when I desperately need to take my vitamins or most of the time I'm too lazy so I jus don't cook and take a nap instead or drink a 0 c@l drink.

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