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every year around this time i am shocked that its dark at 5pm and i will continue to be…. its so fucking rude of the sun to leave early bitch YOUR SHIFT ISNT OVER

wilbur's doing really well :D

"you'll understand when you're older" is a song for early morning walks where it's a little bit chilly but you're not freezing because the sun is out

wait actually rb this and name as many mutuals off the top of your head as you can in the tags i’m interested

life is good actually. fuck you.

my cat his ears are so pointy but his heart is so full....

snow in the garden

don't have a dni list but if I did then people who hate black cats would be number one baby

guuuess what

ive decided that time is

irrelevant and i may need to eat it.

the guitar and his voice and the voice cracks and the straining and all the passion he puts into it and the texture of the song and how happy he looks and and and and

and it still went HARD

wilbur sang the fall for us while his voice was literally dying and his guitar had four fucking strings on it i do not think we appreciate this man enough actually

Strawberry cap ybard

blue’s dreaming of airplanes,

try not to speak too loud.

I am split in half like a horizon

Eyelids flickering- waiting for the sunrise.

the way wilbur says “you look so cute when you’re so angry, if i’m going down, you’re coming with me” IS SO TENDER FOR NO REASON

the original iafiap sounds like the title is true. the world is pointless, everythings fleeting and nothing matters.

the lovejoy version sounds almost mocking of the phrase. lifes not pointless. the little things arent so bad if you look at the bigger picture.

*probable sappiness warning*

It’s okay cuz im self aware heh. Anyways-

-

i am

for the first time

truly truly happy.

Like finally breathing

or touching the sky.

I looked for it for so long.

And now he it is on my doorstep.

Sunshine

My Beautiful sky.

This is thanks to you,

and so this is for you,

I feel happy. I love you.

ah so i have ascended.

and i am not lonely up here in the sky.

Me and my pebble brain

i et the world

it truly is lovely.

i may be kissed

in the nearish future and ah

oh how lovely.

Oh to walk barefoot through the damp dirt in the forest, following an almost human silhouette into the darkness.

a carnivorous giraffe whose jaws can unhinge like a python’s

mmm a little grey is all

i think that in the world there are little birds.

These little birds are delicate and must be held gently so as not to damage their soft bones.

it is a good thing to be alive in a world with little birds. Little birds i could hold, and give a little kiss.

happy

i am atrocious with people

so truly bad at it.

Because I can be the smoothest motherfucker around- IF i don’t really care about the people’s opinions.

As soon as I start to actually like the person and look for approval. That’s when things go to shit. I start worrying about everything.

I’ve been advised that just “going for it” is the best approach. I am going to do that in spite of my incredibly and inexorable chaotically fearful habits.

hhh wish me luck.

(i think) october is going to bring with it the one I’ve been looking for.

This belief has gone very very poorly for me in the past.

I’m glad i don’t seem to learn from my past lol.

(but really he might be coming!!! my dear! i wish to hold him close.)

i hope he comes near.

grasping at september skies

with empty fingers

is nothing

on holding october sweaters.

hands entwined

ive been needing to say more words lately.

ive told my dear all the ones I needed to.

so now i shall say them here.

coalescence

heathen

fortuitous

darling

charismatically

prestidigitation

opal

conartist

preordained

okay. good enough for now. I’ll be back with some sunlight next time.

pube is a good name actually i dont think any other name would be as good.

guess what if anyone knows i exist here

im in love.

It feels like i have now the ability to eat the world but finally will choose not to.

It’s still tempting though