jujubeanie

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My YouTube channel got taken down and I have no idea why :< I don’t even post on ittt I literally just make playlists and comment on videos 😭

To answer your theory about Omori and the closet, the black light bulb in the Headspace is synonymous with the rejections of thinking (in the popular mind, a light bulb is synonymous with an idea) therefore the white space is literally Sunny's thoughts as he forces himself to forget what he did (the toy box under the light bulb is off, a sign that he doesn't want to see what he did)

ik, HOWEVER :P I headcanon Sunny as bisexual and just think it’s fun to think of Whitespace originally being based on a repression of Sunny’s sexuality! There’s lots of evidence to suggest headspace existed before Mari fell, so why not imagine a timeline where Whitespace existed beforehand bc Sunny was bisexual and growing up in a small religious town sometime in the early 2000’s and never really learned about these things and then was scared that something was wrong with him?

Love <3

Change a single letter and change the word game

I want to play a game with you all.

You have to make a new word by changing only one letter of the last word.

Dirt

GUYS.

I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING.

SO YKNOW HOW THE WHITESPACE LIGHTBULB IS PROBABLY BASED ON THIS ROOM?

THAT’S THE ROOM WHERE THE VIOLIN IS RIGHT???

YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE THAT ROOM IS???

THE CLOSET.

WHITESPACE IS LITERALLY THE FREAKING CLOSET

"queer basil theory" its not a theory. fucking look at him

months later and I found myself doodling this again in us gov class lol

I googled for plushies of the Big Yellow Cat and I haven’t been able to find any and it’s making me sad T^T I might have to try and make one sometime but freaking Joann Fabrics closed and also my sewing skills are moderate at best lol

NEIGHBOR’S ROOM

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Day 3 of the Omori October challenge I’m doinggg :D Yes, I know it’s not perfect, but this took me all damn day and I still have homework to do 💀

AHHH THIS IS SO GOOD HOLY CRUD- I LOVE THE WAYS YOU SHOWED ALL THE CONTRAST WITH EACH CHARACTERS EYES AND STUFF BEING FROM THEIR SIBLINGS AJFJVJSJFHVHCHDU IM LITERALLY FANGIRLING (fanenbying?) OVER THIS!!! :DDD

OH MY GOD FINALLY SOMEONE ELSE WHO NOTICED THAT!!!! Aughh I'm so abnormal about it you don't understand... They're complimentary THEY'RE COMPLIMENTARY!!!! AND THEY MAKE A RAINBOW!!!!!!

I actually drew a little thing yesterday based around the colors :3 (But Tumblr won't let me send it</3)

AHHH THAT’S SO COOL!!! AOAHFHVJDJFHVHF-

I FREAKING LOVE HOW THEY ALL ARE COMPLIMENTARY WITH EACH OTHER AND RAINBOW COLORS AND JUST AIFHGJDJFJVJFJFAHHHHHH- IT MAKES MY HEART HAPPY 😭🫶

also you should post the drawing, if you wanna!!! I’d love to see it! :D 🫂

reblog if you're gay, not gay, slightly gay, or if you just want to launch donald trump into a dying star

OH MY GOD FINALLY SOMEONE ELSE WHO NOTICED THAT!!!! Aughh I'm so abnormal about it you don't understand... They're complimentary THEY'RE COMPLIMENTARY!!!! AND THEY MAKE A RAINBOW!!!!!!

I actually drew a little thing yesterday based around the colors :3 (But Tumblr won't let me send it</3)

AHHH THAT’S SO COOL!!! AOAHFHVJDJFHVHF-

I FREAKING LOVE HOW THEY ALL ARE COMPLIMENTARY WITH EACH OTHER AND RAINBOW COLORS AND JUST AIFHGJDJFJVJFJFAHHHHHH- IT MAKES MY HEART HAPPY 😭🫶

also you should post the drawing, if you wanna!!! I’d love to see it! :D 🫂

YALL I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING.

ALL THE OMORI CHARACTERS SORT OF HAVE AN ASSIGNED COLOR RIGHT???

ALL THE SIBLING DUOS HAVE COMPLIMENTARY COLORS

HERO IS BLUE, KELL IS ORANGE

MARI IS PURPLE, SUNNY IS HEAVILY IMPLIED AS YELLOW

AUBREY IS PINK (close enough to red), BASIL IS GREEN

HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THIS BEFORE I NEED TO DRAW THIS OMG-

I think one reason Sunflower/Dandelion is so good as a ship is bc Sunny and Basil have literally seen the worst in each other and love each other regardless. Like we know Sunny feels affection towards Basil bc they hug in the good ending in Sunny’s dreams (showing what he wants to happen), in Headspace their power move is them holding hands and it’s literally op, Basil is literally the first person Sunny smiles at in over four years. Basil clearly still feels affection towards Sunny bc obvious reasons, including the fact that he held Sunny on such a high pedestal that when Sunny left him, it sent him into a spiral where he managed to convince himself that Sunny was completely innocent. they both have literally seen the worst in each other. But they still find it in themselves to smile at each other in the end- a small symbol of hope.

do yall ever get the urge to lay in the darkness and listen to Poems In The Fog from the Omori OST and just cry

Just an extremely Normal thing to say

Reminder they want to increase the budget for ICE from 3.5 to 45 billion dollars.

Reminder the majority of that will be for building new detention centers.

Reminder ICE are *currently* detaining tourists who can pay for a plane ticket home and people with visa issues that were already resolved, because they have to make quota so Trump can brag about the numbers going up.

Reminder most of these people were already in the immigration system - that's why they were easy to detain.

Reminder this is all at taxpayer expense.

Reminder these are people.

Ddlc Monika ramble bc my hyperfixation is coming back and somehow settling alongside my Omori one

Alright so like. I hate how many people treat Monika like she’s pure jealousy and obsession :/ especially given everything she’s gone through. I’d like to make a couple of points here, and analyze some of the lines from her poems (not all) to give more insight into what was going on in her mind. All the poem screenshotted are from FandomWiki, I believe.

The first part of this poem is a direct reference to when Monika gains ‘kernal access’ to her game- or more simply, self awareness. The hole appears a metaphor for a screen- She wasn’t looking into the screen, she was looking out. And the player is looking in. The second part realizing that her friends aren’t even real. She’s starting to see herself as something else than the others. And I don’t think it’s in a narcissistic way- In this case, she IS different now, because she doesn’t have a script that all her actions follow, unlike her friends. The people she cares deeply about aren’t even people; just lines in a script. The part at the end, about her brandishing her pen, is when she starts to edit the script, desperate for a way out.

I’d like to point out first that red, green, and blue are the primary colors when it comes to light- AND the colors of pixels on a screen. I can’t tell what the ‘noise’ she’s referring to exactly is; possibly a reference to anxiety, or existentialism? Most likely, in my opinion, is that it’s the game’s music. See how she compares the noise to a turntable, and a vinyl? That’s a direct connection to the music. And considering that the game’s music plays on loop… That wouldn’t exactly be fun to hear on loop for god knows how long 😬

The version of this poem from Act 2, I can’t see any meaning to the vowels missing, though perhaps someone else has. Generally, this poem just shows Monika’s mental health deteriorating further. Combined with the fully capitalized words, along with “Like playing a vinyl on a pizza crust” suddenly turning into “Like playing a KNIFE on a BREATHING RIBCAGE”- It really does mostly seem like we’re watching Monika go a bit insane. The words “KNIFE” and “BREATHING RIBCAGE” really exaggerate how much the noise really hurts her. (Also, personal comment is that this sounds a lot like overstimulation TvT)

This poem seems to be more metaphorical than the other two. ‘The Lady’ seems to refer to the game’s script- she’s a being who knows everything, knows Monika’s own thoughts and feelings, and she knows everything that can and will happen. Just like the game’s script. The imagery of Monika being a feather on the wind very much gives off the feeling of being helpless, unable to fight against the game’s script. The Lady tells her that there is no meaning, and no purpose- Likely how Monika really does feel. Nothing she does has any impact in the real world. The Lady telling Monika that “We seek only the impossible”- It’s directly telling us what it felt like when Monika learned she was the only character without a route for the player to take. There is no scripted world where Monika finds a happy ending with the player, the person she loves, the only thing she knows is real.

This last poem shows that she really doesn’t mean to hurt anyone. She doesn’t have any real malicious intent towards the other characters. She just wants to be happy.

Those are some thoughts I have on her poems. Something else I’d like to be considered is the fact that Monika knew everything her friends were going to say- including some of the harsher words her friends have used, or even thought about her. Along with the fact that her own friends were seemingly the only thing standing in the way of the player, and she’d just learned her friends weren’t even real.

Generally, I feel like people don’t empathize enough with Monika T^T this was a really long rant and idk what it accomplished but yeah-

so can we start hunting down white liberals now or what

Late night thoughts post and I'm eepy so if I sound deluded that's why but like, I just discovered fictionhearted and I am currently questioning if I'm fictionhearted with Basil as the character and that could be part of the reason why I'm so freaking defensive of him and get so upset when people misinterpret his character 💀

I think this might’ve been Sunny’s entire childhood in a nutshell

i love your art its so fire <3

AH TYSM- YOU’RE SO SWEET 😭🫶🫶🫶

People are not defined by their addictions.

Someone who is an alcoholic isn’t just an alcoholic. Someone who’s hooked on opioids isn’t necessarily a bad person. Someone who can’t help but shoot up on heroin isn’t necessarily crazy. SOMEONE WHO IS ADDICTED TO DRUGS ISN’T A BAD PERSON JUST BECAUSE THEY DO DRUGS. And even if they are a bad person? They should still be entitled to get help. If the cops arrest someone for possession of drugs, that person shouldn’t just be charged for the crime. They should be given legitimate help to stop the addiction. And because this isn’t done, at least where I live in the US, my Papa (mom’s stepdad) is now dead. Today’s his birthday, and two days ago, he committed suicide. He was an alcoholic, who was arrested multiple times, and one of those times was for possession of drugs. I don’t know what kind. All I know is, very little was done to help him, if anything at all was done. Just because someone has an addiction does not make them a bad person. I can say this with confidence because, when I was little, my Papa was one of the funniest people in my life. He made me and my cousins giggle a lot, by telling jokes and making funny faces and tickling us silly. I don’t have many memories of him beyond that, because once he and my Nana (mom’s mom) got divorced a few years back, we only saw him twice. We tried to schedule time to spend with him, but a lot of the times, he would cancel last minute. He would stop reaching out to people as much. He had to give away his cat and move out from the house he and my Nana had lived in. He moved into an apartment. Multiple times, my aunts who lived nearby called for police welfare checks on him.

Two days ago, on March 20th, my Papa was found dead. I don’t feel comfortable sharing how he did it, but he did leave a suicide note- a note that none of my family had access to for about 24 hours or so after we found out what had happened. Chances were that he was intoxicated, due to the location he was found, though we haven’t gotten back the toxicology report yet to confirm this. The day before, one of my aunts had called the police to do a welfare check on him, as he wasn’t answering his phone. Five minutes later, the officer she’d gotten in contact with responded- a time short enough for us to believe that the officer(s) involved in the welfare check were negligent. My personal opinion, though biased, is that since he had been arrested before (not for any sort of major charges to my knowledge), the police were starting to be tired of him, and think of him almost as a nuisance. Like I said, however, this is just my opinion.

People with addictions need to be treated as what they are- people. Good or bad or anything in between, everyone deserves to get treatment for an addiction, and to have their health taken care of. Otherwise, the consequences can hurt not just the person themselves, and not just the people who love them, but our entire society as a whole.

Rest in peace, Papa, and happy birthday. I love you, and I hope you knew that. 🤍

Chat is it possible to have religious trauma without ever actually being apart of a religion at any point in my life-?

like I just have such negative feelings towards Christianity specifically but most of them are because of the things some people have done because “god told them to” or whatever. And the thing is I have loved ones and friends who are religious and I love them and respect them and their beliefs because they’re good people

but I’m wary of Christianity as a whole because it feels like a gamble when going to a church for any reason. Like you COULD walk into a community of people who love and accept you for being neurodivergent and lgbtqia+. Or you could walk into a community that demonizes you for all of that and more and tells you to repent or go to hell.

and also I don’t really like that one little detail that says I’m gonna go to hell and be tortured eternally solely because I don’t believe in god :/ as someone who’s not religious, it’s kinda hard NOT to have a negative reaction to that

disclaimer: THIS IS NOT A POST HATING ON ALL CHRISTIANS. I have multiple family members and close friends who are religious and Christian, and I love them all sm and I respect their beliefs. I’ve had a lot of really cool conversations with some friends about what they believe will happen after death vs what I believe and i really love those conversations! :3 this is specifically my grievances with the bad side of the Christian community TvT

The first part of a short Aubrey comic I’m working on TvT

might be a while until there’s part 2 bc my stylus hates me rn and anytime I use it on my screen, it leaves streaks of rubber 💀 I just wanted to post this bc I haven’t posted art in way too longgg

also I’m so so so sorry for the low quality of the image; I couldn’t find a way to get the full quality drawing to download 😭 if I manage to fix that, I’ll edit TvT

HAPPY IDES OF MARCH!!! WOOO LETS GO KILL SOME DICTATORS TODAY :DDD 🗡️🗡️🗡️

it is hot inside and out. It’s not even that hot, it’s like 70 something. Help

CHAT THE IDES OF MARCH IS TOMORROW LETS GOOO- :DDD

anyways here’s a knife for no particular reason or anything 🗡️

HOLY CROW THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY UNDERRATED AHHH!!! YOUR ART DESERVES MORE ATTENTION- :DDD

Repost because I still really like this😆😆 hopefully more people will see it this time!

Name: Juju

Date: Wednesday, March 12th

Class period: uhmmm idk I’m in third period math rn so we’ll just say that

According to google, “a person who conforms to accepted behavior or established practices.”

First sentence of the first post: “i feel like a lot of discourse around identities…” It’s notable that OP specifically says ‘a lot of’- not ‘all of’.

OP’s profile picture includes both a trans flag and a bisexual flag. It is safe to indicate that they identify with both of these labels.

OP is supportive of all identities mentioned- their entire argument is to let people identify as they want if it doesn’t hurt anyone, even if OP themself doesn’t understand all of the identities used in example.

According to google, “Critical thinking is a kind of thinking in which you question, analyse, interpret, evaluate and make a judgement about what you read, hear, say, or write.” OP shares an opinion based on their own experiences- I do believe that’d be considered critical thinking. In turn, the hater said unconstructive criticism in response that was also quite unoriginal.

The user did not have any supporting evidence for her claim. It seems she meant to say something smart and wise, but due to her lack of evidence and obvious stupidity, she failed to accomplish this.

Yes.

Bonus question response: Most definitely.

i feel like a lot of discourse around identities could just be boiled down to “you could not pay me to care about this”

chat I need y'all to hold me down doing ten minutes of some random exercise things every day for the next like week or so 💀 HOLD ME ACCOUNTABLE PLEASEEE-

Guess who’s been writing “My body, my choice” on sticky notes and taping them in bathroom stalls at my school bc they’re angry with the world? 🤪

update: when I checked at the end of the day, at least two were gone, and quite possibly a third. So I did another in one of the stalls where it had been taken down and promptly ran out of tape ✌️

Idfk what I’m doing. Does it look like sh!t? Yep. Do I give af? … maybe idk I might continue this- 💀

Lil nightshade-y doodle (aka I got bored in math class)