I Can Never Trust Anyone.

How do you kill yourself in the most painless way?

Mental health getting so bad, I'm self sabotaging and ending all of my remaining friendships.

Stop acting like you know everything about me.

I need to keep telling myself it’s not normal to look at sharp objects and wonder how it would feel to cut my skin open with them

anxiety has taken away all my happiness.

School is so fucking hard

I keep throwing up wtf

the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

Apparently this needs to be said so

Forgetting things is morally neutral! Memory issues are morally neutral!

You're not a bad person if you...

forget things quickly

forget people

can't remember entire stages of your life

can't remember important things

can remember some things very well and forget other things all the time

can't remember things (or anything!) about your interests

forget to eat, sleep, go to the bathroom, etc

forget to reply to texts

remember things and immediately forget them again

can't remember birthdays, events, etc

frequently answer 'I forgot' to questions

can't retain new information

forget things you used to know

only remember things when it's too late

have vague, distorted and/or unreliable memories

depend on others to know how an event you were in played out

have other symptoms that are worsened by memory issues and vice versa

... and anything else I might have missed!