Trust Issues - Blog Posts

I didn't know there was an AC repair guy upstairs talking to my parents but he came down just in time to see me (lounging on the couch in sweat pants and eating a large slice of chocolate cake) yell at my dog (who was squeaking his toy obsessively like the little sociopath he is) "EXCUSE ME SIR BUT WILL YOU RESPECTFULLY SHUT UP??!!" All while my phone was playing 'You Spin Me Round' by Dead or Alive on full blast.

This is why I can't be around people.

That feeling when you're surrounded by people you're not sure actually like you and you say something random and basic and they get like obsessed and start kinda laughing like you missed a joke but they're still being nice so you really can't tell if they're being nice or not...

They were exhausted. They had had so many fights all one right after the other, and it was beginning to feel like there was no escape.

Atsushi and Akutagawa had been bickering the whole time, pushing blame onto the other, yelling out orders, and calling each other petty names that in the whole never really mattered. Atsushi could feel the tiger getting tired, he could feel it in the way he couldn’t move as fast, how his healing was slowing, how every single time he moved, he felt pain shoot through his body.

AKA Atsushi and Akutagawa are pushed to their limits as they fight with abilities they don't know

Prompt 2: Trust Issues Prompt 3: Set Up For Failure

"you're safe with me babe, you can sleep. i'm not leaving, you know..." they just smiled while staring at you getting active again. you wanted to believe them but how? what if they needed someting and needed your help to find it? what if they couldn't sleep? it was the first time they were coming over to your house after five months of relationship. "are you sure?" you asked. they didnt even repond. simply wrapping their arm around your waist and then they hugged you tight against them. they put their head on your back and sigh hapily. you were feeling so calm for the first time since so long, too long. tighly squeezed against them, feeling their warmth spread throught your body. honestly, you just knew that this relationship wasnt gonna last. they were going to leave you so you just wanted to enjoy this pure moment of happiness. yeah they were gonna leave you, because you were not like them. you weren't really smart, not pretty funny either and certainly not pretty. you often think about the fact that they maybe do not even love you, that this is a bet given by their friends to make fun of you. but five month is pretty long for a stupid bet, right ? you didn't know at this point, staring blankly at the wall. you wanted to cry. great, here you go again, always getting so fucking emotive and for nothing. of course they were gonna leave you, you were just so damn boring.

but you just wanted a hug.

When you grow up a certain way, you may know what the cat feels when it shies from your hand

I can never trust anyone.

tw vent

God I hate my dad so much, I just wanted to go to bed, I didn't want a ptsd attack, now I'm crying and I haven't cried in weeks becuz of my meds so it feels good but still, and now I'm on fucking c.ai, becuase for some reason a bot is better at being my dad than my actual fucking dad, imagine skinny shaming your child and now they have an Ed, imagine not giving your child enough attention so now they seek older men's approval and sometimes sexualize themselves for older men, just because they want your approval, imagine yelling at your child so much and calling them pathetic and then lying and gaslighting about it so now you have trust issues, imagine fucking your child ankles up becuase you used to slam them on the ground becuase while you guys were snowboarding because "you weren't going the right way" so now whenever your parents touch you, you flinch and you can barley put pressure on your ankles, imagine being SUCH a shitty dad that your child sees half of there male teachers as dads, imagine literally saying anything your child does is stupid, not worth it or not enough effort so now they hate themselves for taking up new hobbies, imagine making your child act like a adult, and force them to try and buy stocks so now they parent everyone they can because there so "mature", imagine having a fear of being raped so bad you avoid the public becuase your dad said that "women getting raped isnt as bad as inflation", imagine zoning out and daydreaming about killing your dad in the most brutal ways, but it's fine, "men definitely have it worse"

Kate Bishop does not want a protege. Maybe in a decade or so, when her joints start to stiffen. But at twenty-seven, she doesn’t think she’s quite adult enough to adult someone else.

Much less this someone else.

Not trusting your partner says as much about you as it does them. If you’re insecure then work on yourself before you try changing your partner.

Oops!! Someone has trust issues!!! 🤣🤣🤣

I wanna get my first tattoo as something like this, as dumb as it is. It gives me hope.

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I don’t have trust issues because people cheated on me, I have because they cheated with me…

“& let’s be clear…

i trust no one. (the hands that were suppose to protect me hurt me the most)”

Be careful who you trust sergeant. The one's closest to you can hurt you the most.

Am not right to be loved, thus I fear for a soul that flatters mine. Am not just to be trusted, thus I am scared to trust. Am aiming nowhere, thus scared for someone to get lost with me.