just an elk therian exploring the wild world of tumblr :Dehehhee i like doin goofy doodlesFEEL FREE TO SPAM LIKE MEEE ILYSM WHEN U DO!!!
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I JUST REALIZED THE ONLY WAY JAYFEATHER COULD BASICALLY SEE IS THROUGH DREAMS- SO MY LIL HC IS THAT HE THINKS THE REAL WORLD LOOKS LIKE MOST DREAMS :3
we stan dreamcore jayfeather >:))
been learnin how to shoot in more/varied pewpew games with new friendguydudeidk!! honestly its so much more hard to shoot in 1st person then 3rd- but maybe thats just my 42 hours on rdr 💀💀
UR SO TALENTED N LOVLEY BUT THIS IS ALSO SUCH A COOL DESIGN AND IDEA!! im surprised it isnt an offshoot of canon leafwings cuz this would be such a cool ability- especially since sandwings are the only tribe have cool tail things rn XDD
made an oc with em-beetle the sassy young prince >:D (AA IDK HOW MUCH I CHANGED BOUT THE TRIBE SORRY IF I DID SMTHIN WRONG 💀)
betta fish seawing?? JELLY FISH SEAWING???? raptor-like bodies (or just bipedal lolol) dodo dragons >:) season changer? SUGAR GLIDER WINGS sorta mantis-like arms? bird legs ehehe stained glass wings?? microraptor-like wings/feathers FLOWER TAIL >:D elephant-like tusks? cuthulu-like face tentacles lolol no eyes (but with like big ears,whiskers or echolocation so they can 'see') able to puff up like a frog manta ray-like wings POUQUIPINE SPIKES ONG I WOULD LOVE TO SEE THIS tree branch horns/tail weird shrimp ahh big/wildcat-like? cougar,snow leopard,cheetah,etc p l a t y p u s some sorta antelope? mayeb a warthog A WHOLE TRIBE BUT EVERYONE IS A DIFF DOMESTIC/WILD DOG >:D
lolol im just naming animals now so why not just name random stuff that inspires me: beavers walrus penguin manatee lobster hummingbird tapir anteater mountain goat rabbit fox lionfish barn owl xeric shrubland redwood forest boreal forest overgrown cliffs coastal cliffs
yeeees.... YESSSSSSSSS
LET THRE SEXUALITY-GUESSING CHAOS BEGIN
WELCOME TO MNY WORLD LITTLE QUEER >:)))
HELP FUCK IDK WHAT TO DO FAIOHSFWGAIAAWAKJGJDWKAAA IVE NEVER HAD A CRUSH LIKE EVER IN MY LIFE THEN SUDDENLY OUT OF THE BLUE I DEVELOP THE MOST GIGGLY SWEET LOVE FOR THIS ONE DUDE I MET AT CAMP AND GAVE MY DISCORD A FEW DAYS AGO-
KKINDA GOOD NEWS THO: I THINK HE LIKES ME BACK?? IDK HE PERFERS CALLS OVER TETXING AND SHOWS ME HIS INTERESTS + WE WATCH YT TOGETHER SOMETIMES IN A CALL
PLEASE JUST GIMMIE LIKE SOMETHING I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO HANDLE LOVE- YET THIS
SORRY I PRACTICALLY ABANDONED YALL FOR 5 DAYS I WENT TO SUMMER CAMP (it fucking rocked btw we stan ymca sponsored camps)
I ALSO DID PLENTY 'O DOODLES WHILE I WAS THERE!! might share later :3
i think i just got the worst-
LIKE??? THATS LITTERALLY IMPOSSIBLE BOTH ARE IN MY LIFE SO MUCH WHAT
[insert that one emoji fading guy meme here]
wait no
there we go XDD
WAIT I WANNA HEAR THE COMMUNITY
WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TJEIR ACTUAL NAME IS (we call them stormi) OR GENDER IS BUT I FUGGIN LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEY KEEP COMING BACK AAGAHGDAAAA (its prob cuz the wild catnip we have growin round and the attention we give em tho XDD)
I LOVE THEIR LITTLE FROSTY FEETS AND BLUE TRIANGLE THING AND BRIGHT EYES AND BROWN BELLY THEY AND THEIR SUBLE-STRIPED TAIL AAAAA I WANNA KEEP THEM FOREVER BUT WE HAVE DOGS AND I + MY MA HAVE NO EXPIRIENCE WITH A CAT AND LIKE..WHAT IF TJHERES AN ACTUAL OWNER T_T
my favorite little glitter pebble puma otty you litterally dont know how much i wanna katnap u ur so beautiful and kind and PURRED AND RUBBED AND MEOWED TO ME AAAA <3
*DUMPS THE MOST AMAZING PHOTOS ONTO U* (my lord cats are hard to photograph)
aint gonna lie tho i think my best theory would actually be outdoor cat as:
-we have many neighbors w/ cats -no major or minor(?) scars -no fleas, mites or bugthings (as ive seen so far) -very friendly to humans (walked straight up to me, rubbing, etc) -fine with loud noises (gravel stepping, airplanes, lawn mowers, my annoying ahh dogs) -looks pretty healthy (idk whta a healthy cat looks like irl but most seem to be pretty slim in photos and can be healthy)
have they given birth before btw??- or is that just a really big primordial pouch- (can u tell i have never interacted with a cat irl yet-)
also any tips on how to 'catch' a cat without loosing any of its trust? im afraid they might not return if i fail cuz i wanna chip check em xdd
aint gonna lie i thought i would have more deer plushies (GAUAHAHAAA ITS ALL XMAS FAULT WHY DO DEER HAVE TO BE XMASSY AND NOT JUST DEER >:()
dont mind the bison i just wanted to include him cuz he was my only one of that species n close enough to an elk for me lolol
also like what is up with no plushies being female deer??? they pretty cool too and fawns need a momma :((
I WANT UUUUU TO GET A PLUSHIE OF YOUR KINTYPE/MOST SIMILAR TO YOUR KINTYPE (TRUST ME U WONT REGRET IT)
guhhhh how tf do u draw an elk hoof pointing
I WANT UUUUU TO GET A PLUSHIE OF YOUR KINTYPE/MOST SIMILAR TO YOUR KINTYPE (TRUST ME U WONT REGRET IT)
guhhhh how tf do u draw an elk hoof pointing
Even predators can have predators- and can do much more harm.
my human body cannot do quads themselves- and it just makes me uncomfortable as a whole when i try, but this video is important to listen to; especially the last parts.
yes- people can sexualize you in shorts and fully clothed yes- there are people who have a fetish for bare feet and armpits yes- two is better then one, think of your trusted one as a sorta account manager or virtual bodyguard (mini yes- even wwe wrestlers have bodyguards, no need to say your tough and can 'fight them off'- trust me, adults know how to handle screaming kicking people of any age, height and weight.)
i would say your good within the whole 'location identify' thing as long as your in a big city or place with lots of individuals and away from where you actually live- ex: parks, businesses, EMPTY parking lots (cars have much more identity then you think), docks, even statues (remember the city bit though- i heavily would not do if its a town or smaller as theres much more chances of you being identified)
**every community has its creeps, and we cannot stop it no matter what- best is to just not bother with that corner of the party.**
Please watch!!
Therian safety, especially towards minors! ⚠️
Credits: birdydogs on tiktok
KREETCHUR IDEAS FOR BIGTREEPLANETTHINGIDKICREATEDITLIKE5MINSAGO WOOO!!!! sorry the first guys was drawn sideways it just started out that way lolol
randomly back on wigglypaint again- aint gonna lie it looks good with all color themes XDD
anyways i just thought this lil guy would relate to some of yall- remember, as im in a community that all suffers from plenty of things (and i do too), dont be afraid to get help, though therapy is the best option since they are trained for many years. telling your therapist that your a nonhuman and have much pain within your human body will get them to do the proper research and do their best to help you. humans can indeed help nonhumans- and have so many times before.
dont be afraid to ask for therapy either! it took me some years to find the perfect type that fits me- and there are plenty of unique ones with unique people that will make sure you are your most comfortable. it might be scary at first- trust the process. its totally fine to not talk to them for many sessions or sit on the floor! they will be patient for you- to help you. its also totally okay to switch as many times as you want! dont be pressured to stay with a person your supposed to trust when you dont- though it takes time to earn trust so i do recommend atleast 2-3 sessions. think of the first as a warmup!
extra note that might help more people: you might wanna to track new medicine your taking in a writing journal or computer notes! (especially about what your feeling!) i personally find it helpful as i never really saw myself 'changing' when i take medicine. though it will never change you or your personality- medicine is supposed to help and heal you, like a mini therapist for your inner body! :D sometimes you have to take it forever, although other times you can use different ways to treat the problem- dont be afraid to ask if thats an option! i know some people dont like pills- but i bet there is another option or area to practice taking them! tictacs or jellybeans are kinda fun to take as a practice option XDD
um so heres a dumbass rant from me at 1am on 0 hours of sleep
but you see im not nature
my species rejected nature millions of years ago and now wants to go back to it like they havent destroyed so much of it our of their own greed and spite to be the gods they could never be?????
its so weak of us to be mindlessly controlled by whoevers out there pulling the ropes
we dont even know them or anybody thats not widely public because 90% of us are at the bottom- peasants to them just living off of useless numbers on a imaginary thing called a screen and green flimsy paper with more numbers just to determine our already short life
how the fuck did we evolve to be the 'greatest' anyways???
-we dont have any fur -we dont have any fangs, claws or fighting things -we cant climb, swim, run (yeah fuck that whole 'We EVolVed fOr StAminA' shit cuz i literally struggle to climb a hill or run on flat land for more then 2 full seconds) or do anything without time and effort of our lives -the things we hate the most is our own species???? -WE MISTAKE OUR OWN SPECIES DOING FOR 'STANDARDS'?? LIKE DUDE WE ARENT MONOGAMUS WHATS THE DEAL WITH WEDDINGS N CHEATING N SHIT -we are born so weak and have to be taken care of for MORE THEN 18 YEARS -we are so limited with our abilities other then 'oH cUz SMaRt HAhA' like our own ego couldnt get enough because we are obviously dumb -we are evolving backwards
aint gonna lie
society dont seem to exist to me
and if it does
WHERE TF IS IT AND WTF ARE THEY DOING???
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till i found her
now i find her everywhere
shes always there /lyr
drew my lil ghost of chicago :)
made a few more variants cuz i was vibin to the looped song and so that chicago gets haunted by all our ghosts /j (ftu! made on wigglypaint by me :DD)
SHE GETS MARRIED TOMIORROW OHWHENIMGONEFORNOW(??)UHHHSOMETHINGIDK BADABABADAABADBABDABDAAA BDADBADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
/more lyr cuz the ending just blasted in my ears and istg im addicted to music like weed cuz that felt so nice
idk- i usually call it the 'centaur shift' in my head but its more of an offbranch of phantom limbs/shifting- it feels like i have a sorta centaur-like body with another pair of legs and gets me really sensitive about my arms xdd
ive only had it about 7 times now and its pretty rare/sporadic- but most happened when im outside walking my dogs or smthin, i dont think its a new kin either (rip centaur research /j) i really do wish i could relate to somebody else with shifts similar to this one but everyone has a different nonhuman experience and i havent found somebody whos also experienced this yet and im quite curious lolol
ok so can we talk about the whole 'turning straight ppl gay' thing- like.. huh? if you have a straight char WITH a girlfriend or something and then have ONE guy friend the fandom will go totally crazy and be like
'OMG HES SO GAY THEYVE KNOWN EACHOTHER SINCE CHILDHOOD PLES PAIR THEM UP AND MAKE MY HEADCANON BE TRUE SOFT BOI X EMO!!!'
also do you know whos saying this straight girls for some reason????
?????????????????????
like why tf do u need these two guys to kiss just kiss your own highschool boyfriend that youll break up with in a month ya yaoi-crazed freak
like if you swapped roles with a gay char, boyfriend and one girl friend then ONE person headcanons their straight thats homophobia??
(future me: ITS EVEN FUCKING WORSE WHEN THEY DO IT TO IRL PPL LIKE GIRL- THATS A MARRIED MAN WITH 2 CHILDREN JUST TRYNA ACT OUT A CHARACTER AND NOW U TRYNA DRAW HIS HYPERREALISTIC PP TOUCHIN ANOTHA MANS BOOTYHOLE)
AYIUFEKHAJAAAA istGGGG we need to stop ASSUMING and FORCING peoples sexualities LOUDLY like plz just keep that shit locked up in your mind idc if theyre roomates or not in your highschool fanon fic just keep that stuff away from me -me, a literal and openly queer person to show how weirded out i am by this stuff
also the whole 'race headcanon' shit like dude they were white in the books they were white in the movies why are they latino all the sudden?? i know black lives matter n all but changing a persons race is uhhh yeah
mob mentality is fucked man we all fucked when the twitter (no fuck the name 'x' it sounds like a porn site) trending floodgates open and they find out what next impossible natural human behavior to make 'boyfriend goals' like mf mafia army men that would stalk,kidnap and rape u until you got stockholm syndome (that was literally the plot of a smut fic i read- SOMEBODY WROTE THAT THINKING ITS HOT??)
most recent and epic funnyname animal discovery:
they do have a pretty cool backstory on their breed tho but i cant get outta my mind that its just 'heck horse' T_T
i love my hellhorses :3
WOULD ANYBODY LIKE THIS AHHAGAAA I WANNA TYPE SO BADLY :3
SPACE SILLIES!!!
uhhh here without text
accidentally drew these guys for a contest so im just posting em here XDD
MADE A LIL GUY BASED OFFA BUG.PNGS WORK (go check em out frfr aint wanna tag tho cuz disruption) CUZ THEY COOL :3
ANYWAYS i was gonna use em for a fantasy-based kingdom rp but well this is all i have typed so far-
Koyo-he/she/they is apart of a small race of sentient beings who take looks after bugs. She often wears a poncho for human decency although he dosent need clothes and wouldnt rather wear them. (they dont have parts cuz they reproduce magically/asexually also i nono want to sex the kreetchur :()
hes such a shouldersitter ong (2'4 kweens speak up /j)
BRO WE NEED MORE OF THESE TYPES OF DOCUMENTARIES THIS IS SO NICE!!! just like no people talking/no people at all, all true wilderness and wild, music, etc LIKE DUDE THIS IS SO PERFECT FOR ME I FELT LIKE I WAS THERE AAAA I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I CANT EXPLAIN THE EUPHORIA-
now this is a TRUUE documentary in my eyes, JUST DOCUMENTING COOL ANIMALS DOING THEIR COOL ANIMAL STUFF!! <33
BACK ON MY KIN-SEARCHING FUGGIN GRIND HERE LESGOOOO I HAVE MOTIVATION TO SEARCH FOR MISSING PEICES OF MY IDENTITY SO I CAN LIVE MORE MYSELF! IM INCLUDED IN A COMUNITY OF MORE PPL LIKE ME THAT CAN HELP ME BE ME!! IM SO JOY TO BE NONHUMAN! FUQ SOCIETY!!!
🗣🗣🗣 WE GETTIN OUTTA THE QUESTIONING CLOSET WITH THIS ONE CHAT
why tf am i writing so many poems latley- anyways this one kinda depressing idk why lolol (im also sick at the moment and a bit sleep deprived so this one might not make sense to most ppl- maybe even me once i sleep XDD)
The bugling cage
Fresh grass smell birds chirping bees and bugs humming in the distance i can hear it all
bright flowers soft sunlight fluffy clouds floating miles above me i can see it all
but i cannot frolic i cannot speak i cannot graze
because its all a dream a memory an imaginary thing
im trapped in my own brain. my body is just a zoo, keeping this ill and depressed bull while it struggles to get free.
it begs to frolic they beg to speak i beg to graze
some people may not agree with my brain but my body seems normal enough for them to talk to me i may have a tail, hooves or a set of antlers but i seem normal enough
until they meet the brain until they meet my real form until they visit the zoo.
*insert murlk also here cuz idk how to draw that flat ahh pancake gecko*
aint gonna lie- i miss doge already xdd
hope u much wow wherever u go, and rest in peace
I WENT TO KWITES INSTA FOR THE FIRST TIME (WHY DIDNT I BEFORE-) AND IM LITTERALLY THE ENTIRE WIKI FOR GENDER ENVY BECAUSE ??? BUT LIKE I JUST IDK I CANT DISCRIBE IT IDK AIUKBJDLAS ,MNSJDBHUWVYAIGF DVKHJWMNDABHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
anyways might do a face reveal because i feel slay and very masc cuz somebody in public 2 days ago (A TOTAL STRANGER!!) saw a nametag i wrote on (it was like an event idk school shi) that said 'any name any/all' (my most common prefs) AND CALLED ME CARL LIKE- I LOVED IT??? WHY?????? (LMAO THE NAME THO- STILL LOVED IT) AM I GENDERFLUID WHAT IS GOING ON I WANT TO BE A GUY BUT ALSO A GIRL AND KEEP MY COOL EPIC HOT GIRL BODY BUT I JUST WANNA BE GUY AND SEEN AS GUY IDFK
KWITE GIVES ME SO MUCH HOPE THO THAT ITS POSSIBLE LIKE TYSM(??) I LOVE U MATE IF UR READING THIS /LITTERALLY THE MOST POSITIVE TONETEXT EVER POSSIBLE