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I'm not sure if this is like weird or anything, but I'm getting kinda overweight and it's lowkey giving me gender euphoria. Is this a unique experience or does anyone else have this.
(this is not in a fetish way, please don't take it like that)
TW ed
Dont you just love it when your skinny to begin with and then you see a FUCKING CARTOON and want to relapse to look like it even though its physically impossible without being on the brink of death and the only thing you can do is force yourself to finish your dinner that was all ready extremely small cuz you cant handle normal food portions anymore
Is it to much to ask to be only perceived as a vaguely masculine eldritch being of horrifying beauty?
Rare mention of a form of one of the instruments I play.
Why settle for gender euphoria when you could have gender euphonium???
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YALL I REDESIGNED MY SONA AND ITS GIVING ME GENDER EUPHORIA
Y’all I just tried on more girlish clothes for the first time
Was…
Was that…
Gender Euphoria?
Inspired but David Bowie album ,Aladin Sane. (very looselyinspired, just the vibe of it really ~and the colour scheme~)
Today someone at work called me sir and it gave me so much gender euphoria srsly I was so freaking happy! But then I ruined it by talking with my stupid customer service voice and they corrected themself and called me ma’am :(
Rb to give gender euphoria to the person you reblogged it from
Hey y’all here’s something I drew for my queer studies class last semester 🏳️⚧️
I wasn’t able to put too much time into it but I’m pretty proud of how it turned out, especially the mycelium rib cage 🩻🍄🟫
Happy pride! 💚
I WENT TO KWITES INSTA FOR THE FIRST TIME (WHY DIDNT I BEFORE-) AND IM LITTERALLY THE ENTIRE WIKI FOR GENDER ENVY BECAUSE ??? BUT LIKE I JUST IDK I CANT DISCRIBE IT IDK AIUKBJDLAS ,MNSJDBHUWVYAIGF DVKHJWMNDABHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
anyways might do a face reveal because i feel slay and very masc cuz somebody in public 2 days ago (A TOTAL STRANGER!!) saw a nametag i wrote on (it was like an event idk school shi) that said 'any name any/all' (my most common prefs) AND CALLED ME CARL LIKE- I LOVED IT??? WHY?????? (LMAO THE NAME THO- STILL LOVED IT) AM I GENDERFLUID WHAT IS GOING ON I WANT TO BE A GUY BUT ALSO A GIRL AND KEEP MY COOL EPIC HOT GIRL BODY BUT I JUST WANNA BE GUY AND SEEN AS GUY IDFK
KWITE GIVES ME SO MUCH HOPE THO THAT ITS POSSIBLE LIKE TYSM(??) I LOVE U MATE IF UR READING THIS /LITTERALLY THE MOST POSITIVE TONETEXT EVER POSSIBLE
Tomorrow at school I will wear my ultimate boy outfit. Which a binder, my custom he/him shirt, and cargo pants.
Me: I don’t think I’ve ever experienced gender euphoria 🤔
A random lady who texted the wrong number: calls me a “nice gentleman”
My genuine reaction at having been called that: 😁
Okay so I love playing FPS games and I sound feminine. I was playing with one guy (who was a complete asshole by the way) and he said “you sound like an alligator or something” and I got so much gender euphoria. Please, if any enby’s come across this, share the weird things that give you gender euphoria.
Dressing as a character that gives me gender envy for halloween makes me feel so powerful!
Tonight I am the king of gender!
Time to put on the gender affirming spotify playlist and learn to do a push up! Fuck, I cannot tell if I'm excited or not
I wanted to draw a lil' portrait of myself imagining how i would look like on hrt and after top surgery, finally being able to rock crop tops i want. It gave me so much gender euphoria, i can't even >< I can't wait to get further into transitioning medically, im trying to transition socially for now and .... its a struggle sometimes, but it's oh so worth it. In the end it became my new awatar, hope you like it :>
Also - i'm cooking some more arts in the back, i just have to somehow finish them and not start another milion new projects :"") Wish me luck with my chaotic mind...