randomdemon

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I don't know if it's been asked or answered by the creators of tma but I'm curious if anyone knows if the statements that feed the eye can just be anything fear related or has to be like, touched directly by the fears

I just convinced my therapist that her new puppy is a small trickster spirit that that she accidentally acquired dominion over

Maturing is wanting to go feral but knowing you'll regret it and that you need to conserve energy to get through the rest of the day

When I was little I was homeschooled and I was a bit behind on learning to read I think, I was so excited for when it would be my turn to learn to read and begged my grandma and older sister to read to me all the time, I learned to read eventually but I don't like to read on my own, my grandma and sister had read the black stallion and black beauty to me so many times I could read them on my own but for the most part I wouldn't, I would always run up to my grandma or sister and beg them to read the old books to me, they always said why? You can read them yourself now, you don't need me, most of the time with a little persuasion they would still sit down with me on the blue couch in the white room and read a chapter or two of whatever book I had requested, I finally know the words for why I wanted to read with them when I could have easily done it myself, I didn't necessarily want to read the book for the story, the point wasn't reading the story, the point was sharing the story with them, I enjoyed their company and wanted to share a minimally engaging activity with them so I could revel in their presence and enjoy their gentle companionship

Sleep is the despairing soul's opioid

It bothers me that I will only ever be myself and no one else and I will never be able to touch another person's mind with my own and how I perceive the world will be based solely off of myself and I can never truly be with or apart of something because there is such a huge disconnect between what I think and feel and why and how and what other people see think and feel and there can never be true togetherness because we are our own and isolation is the price of intellectual freedom from a unified consciousness

If real life was dnd I would be a warlock with a very unfortunate choice of patron. My dad is the main reason I haven't died due my own stupidity so it's safe to say he would likely be my patron but because he's a Christian math teacher instead of magic or power he just gives me weird life advice and solutions to math homework and taxes

Why is it every time without fail the week before my period I get so hungry I start eating like a bear preparing to hibernate through winter

Me, standing in my siblings doorway at 12:30 am with a trinket:

"I've brought you a gift"

Bro my boyfriend's house just got hit by lightning the fuck

Whelp I just heard what was either a gunshot or a car backfiring and I want to go home now, america is so fun

I hate popular girls, they're mean as fuck for seemingly no reason other than their own amusement

Here's the link to a masterpost of confirmed marches (which has reblogs turned off so it can be updated)! Please share this one!

If you don't see a march in your area and would like to organize one, please email march@queeryouthassemble.org!

If something in your life isn't working just aggressively threaten it til it starts working again, tv remote not working? Slap it against your hand and threaten to throw said remote and TV into a volcano, bad grades? Insult yourself until your so outraged and angry you complete work out of spite, is your appendix causing you dibilitating pain in a late stage capitalist hell hole?! Threaten it with surgical removal and soul crushing dept!!!

No better way to express yourself than to vent in your note app

I have so much creative energy and if someone does not give me some sort of project that uses up that energy I will be included to use it for destruction and/or violence

Just walked out of a church meeting because the adults were arguing and being passive aggressive and it was scaring me, might fuck of and never show my face again

I was upset because I'm in an amphitheatre at art uil and it's taking forever for the award ceremony but one of the other schools just started playing duck duck goose and made a freaking conga line

Update: they are now singing bohemian rhapsody

Another update, about 30 min from the original post: they played Marco Polo

One of them just went up and said everyone's art was amazing and good job :')

Two of them stared slow dancing

Kazoo line

They played rock paper scissors

There's are kid in a fedora

They did the mocaraina in a line

They got a laser pointer

Saw someone's geometric shape thing on my desk in math and was inspired to draw a mutagen worm and then I did a background because heaven forbid my peers don't understand the reference

Swag

Swag

Nothing like mean girls at school to make you feel bad about yourself!

Man I fucking hate people everyone in choir, they're so mean to the other people (the noticeably autistic kids and the blind girl), they are so mean to them, the girl doesn't realize they're being mean to her and they don't stop when the others tell them, none of the teachers treat them like people it's so weird and upsetting but if I say something I'm scared they'll make me part of the joke and I can't go through being the punchline again

You know what, shout out to my grandma for teaching me the basics of almost everything I know, she's literally the coolest lady ever and doesn't even know it

The Lord yeeteth and the Lord yoinketh away, and right now he's gambling with my last ounce of patience

Tried to draw megamind in math class without a reference instead of paying attention

Why is my best work when I don't have actual drawing paper

My dad just hugged me, today is a good day

I like to think that Santa Claus is real, not in a traditional sense because flying reindeer are impossible but more in spirit, all versions or similar characters all share the fact that they spread joy and kindness to other people, while given some similar names and all having some sort of uniform using this logic anyone who is helpful, kind, and or generous fits the criteria for being Santa, therefore anyone who isn't a bitch is santa