And you are just there crying alone again, aren't you?
I wish to make my love pure again.
I wish I could turn back time,
To when we had our first connection.
I would write our story all over again,
But this time with more experience.
10.03.2021 (Part1)
Hii Tumblr People❤️
Shu here and I just wanna share a small insight of my recent days.
So, I live on an island in the Indian Ocean where there were zero local cases of Covid19 for the last 3 or 4 months. Life here was back to normal compared to other countries. However, two days ago the authorities found a local case and since then the numbers keep increasing. The government came forward yesterday to address that we will be in lockdown for around 2 weeks.
So since there isn't much to do at home, I've decided that I will take this opportunity to share more here; about my day, the news, and much more.
As you can see in the picture, today is a good day. It's sunny with a little bit of wind. The perfect weather for a beach day. Sadly covid19 said no to beach day. I'm feeling rather overwhelmed lately. I've been feeling a lot, both negative and positive and it's hard to control. I'll do my best to sort those feelings out.
You people can follow me for more and I appreciate any support. ❤️
And because it’s been a while, here a second one !
The best thing I've come across in a while.
“I used to be a villain like you, then I took a Natsu to the face.”
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Jellal, Laxus, Hades, Zeref, Acnologia
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10.03.2021 (Part2)
I made myself some Shin Ramyun and some coke as lunch. Very unhealthy I know but at least my tummy is happy😋
I've become very silent lately. I keep telling myself that it's because I need some time alone or that I'm finally at peace with my loneliness.
But, somewhere, I feel like it's because I'm tired. I'm tired of speaking up everytime without being understood so I choose to keep everything inside.
I want to be held.
I feel like if I'm not held by the right person anytime soon I will break into thousands of pieces.
Lately, I've been wanting someone to compliment me.
I have so much self hatred in myself these days that I can't look at the camera or the mirror without my smile fading.
I want someone to tell me that I'm worthy, that I'm not as bad as I think i am and that it will get better.
Ig: @shuux27 Just a kitsune turning 20 and wanting to record her 20s.
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