He Frustrates Me
He frustrates me,
He is everything I try to be.
He is the beautiful ray of sunshine,
He is the smell of the dark forest pine.
His smile is the first setting of snow,
His hair is darker than the hide of a doe.
His posture is hunched,
His smug face deserves to be punched.
He is arrogance,
He is a wince.
He is a critical teacher,
He is a frustrating preacher.
His grating voice sings the songs of angels
His perfect smile hides teeth of whack paddles
His laugh is a thousand rusty nails
His intellect can cure all your ails
He starts everything but commits to a peep
He commands an army but wants to sleep
He’s beautiful but he fell out of favour
-A.F.A. Makar
Pedro Alonso López, more commonly known as the Monster of Andes, was born 8th October the seventh of thirteen child of Benilda López De Casteneda in Colombia 1948. He commonly caught his mum committing acts of prostitution and this would lead his mother finding him fondling his younger sister’s breast in ‘57 when he was eight. As a result he was kicked out of the house. The supposedly a polite boy who wanted to be a teacher (according to his mother), ran away to Bogotá, Colombia. He then said he had been kidnapped and raped. He was later taken in, aged 12, by a US immigrant family and enrolled in a school for orphans. He ran away again after two years either with a teacher or because he was being molested by a teacher.
He was a serial killer and child rapist who murdered a minimum of 110 young girls from the year 1969 to 1980 but claims to have murdered over 300 across Colombia, Peru and Ecuador. The monster of Andes claimed that during his imprisonment for car theft, he was brutally gang raped and then, still incarcerated he hunted down and killed the most brutal of his rapists. When he was released he moved to Peru and started murdering young girls. He claimed that by ‘78 he had killed over 100 girls before he was caught and captured by an indigenous tribe. They were about to execute him, before a missionary from the US persuaded them to hand him over to the state police, after which he was quickly released.
López claimed he returned to Colombia and the moved to Ecuador, during which, he claimed he had killed about three girls a week. He stated: “I like the girls in Ecuador; they are more gentle and trusting. More innocent.”
The nonce was arrested when an attempted kidnapping failed and he was trapped by market traders. The Associated Press (AP) reported his arrest to been in march 1980 and that he had boasted about killing anywhere from 200 to 369 young girls. According to CNN, López “Was arrested in 1980 but was freed by the government in Ecuador at the end of [1998]”. During an interview from his prison cell, the pedophile described himself as “the man of the century” (obviously disregarding his rapes and murders of young girls) and said he was being released for “good behaviour”. An A&E biographical documentary reported that he was released from an Ecuadorian prison on 31/8/199, then rearrested as an illegal immigrant and tossed him to the Colombian authorities, who pinned a 20-year-old murder on him. He was declared insane and held in the psychiatric wing of everyone’s favourite Bogotá hospital. In 1998, he was declared sane and released on a $50 bail, subject to conditions. He later absconded. The earlier documentary says that Interpol released an advisory for his rearrest by Colombian authorities over a fresh murder in 2002, he is currently wanted and whereabouts are unknown.
Aside from uncited local accounts, López’s crimes first received international attention from an interview with Ron Laytner, a longtime freelance photojournalist in his Ambato prison cell in 1992. According to Laytner’s story, López got his nickname Monster of the Andes in ‘80, when he purposely led the police to the graves of 53 girls between the ages 9 to 12 in Ecuador.
From now on, im just gonna shitpost all my thoughts.
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU TURN SNAPCHAT ON DARK MODE😭😭😭😭😭
I GOT A NEW PHONE AND ITS HELL!!!
From now on, im just gonna shitpost all my thoughts.
“I hide behind sarcasm because telling you to go fuck yourself is considered rude in most social situations.”
— Unknown
Who wants to be my penpal?
Im looking for a penpal so i can find a friend to write letters with :D
Every night at the same time exactly,
I step into the shower to wash myself for five minutes precisely.
I take the shampoo and scrub it into my hair,
Letting the soap drip into my eyes as I try not to swear.
I don’t touch the shampoo-mother says it makes my hair greasy,
She says it would make me look easy.
I run the soap bar over my body,
My stomach getting knotty.
My face starts to fall apart,
I begin to cry as I wish I could restart.
I fall to my knees as the hot water scratches at my back.
I feel the pain.
Gods do I love the pain.
The pain that almost makes me feel human.
The pain I so deserve.
Like the hounds of hell themselves, the water scalds my skin.
Making me feel human,
Oh so human.
- A.F.A Makar
Ok, i waited. I was patient, i waited five episodes where the FUCK is my pretty boy genius.
The gender euphoria when your workout starts showing results>>>>
Trans joy is something so unique and pure that it genuinely is indescribable. It is one of the best feelings in the world, especially when you don’t have the luxury to have a supportive family.
I sit in the bathtub. Now I understand why girls keep the water scorching. I sit down, feeling the water scratch at my back like the dog of hell. Now I understand why the girls get pretty after saying ‘beauty is pain’. I sit under the shower head praying that it will burn every last cell off my body-be-rid me of the sins that occurred in the last few hours. As I sit under the burning water I finally understand. I can feel something, some morsel of humanity within the pain I’m experiencing. I almost don’t feel like a monster as I claw at my skin. As I ask the gods why. As I cry to myself hearing those words my brother told me. As I question why he did to me what he did.
- A. F. A. Makar
I forget straight people exist. It’s crazy, cause like, I’ll be scrolling and then make it to a video of a man simping for Jena Ortega and be like “why are cis men simping for her-
Oh wait they’re straight”
AND THE WORSE PART?
I have a crush on a straight boy-