someone please send me asks or something ive had next to no interaction with anyone today including my mother.
the closest thing i had to a conversation today was being thanked for doing all the work on a group project, and the several times i apologized quietly as i ran away from someone while trying not to throw up out of guilt
Lost my breakfast to take my medication.
At least I’ll be able to regulate and hide better
someday, everything is going to turn out okay. you'll wake up with no blisters, no bruises, no scratches. you'll go about your day like normal, surrounded by people who care for you. you'll laugh and joke with them like you always have, and it will be easy to forget the hard times you had before.
it's all going to be okay.
stay safe.
thank you so much. there's so much going on that i don't even put in my blog but words like these make me feel cared about. I know there are people supporting me out there more then ever right now. Thank you for your kind words.
I'll keep posting. It's the only way we're able to face eachother right now.
I'm sorry.
hey if you're seeing this please send me asks or something i wouldnt mind interaction.
I don't think that's pathetic.
Art and dance are a wonderful way to cope.
God im so selfish, maybe if i had stayed, if that coin flip had failed, both of them would be okay.
I could have stayed.
I've done it before
Staying for the greater good even though I was hurting.
I should have stayed, then I'd be the only one hurting. Nobody knew because I was masking.
Nope nope nope nope nope nope
Yes, we used to be friends
NO, I am not getting with you no matter what you threaten, D
What makes you think I'd let myself make a mistake like that again?
You can go dig yourself that hole, I'm done listening.
I know what I want, and it's NOT a fake angel who wants me to abandon my friends for her.
You can go fuck off now, D
I cried there three times today. I’m glad you walked in on me actually being productive this time.
it’s okay usually followers get a mix of whoever they’re following so it’s not just on person who they see posts! if you have any questions let me know
Alright! Thanks! :)
So, first things first. I'm Ticking Time Bomb, which originates from my first interaction here, about me being an explosive landmine. I'm not a great person but I'm trying to get better.
I have a bunch of things fucked up with my life.
I kinda messed up some stuff with someone I consider my best friend.
My life is on a rapid decline, but i've pulled it up from rock bottom before.