I Would’ve Given You Some Food If I Knew You Didn’t Have Enough. I Always Have Extra

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

Lost my breakfast to take my medication.

At least I’ll be able to regulate and hide better

you're gonna be okay.

stay safe.

I know, I know I'll be okay. I know everything will be alright. I'll hold on with every last slice of energy I have to my name.

I've been beaten down before.

I just have to remember how to get back up.

Thank you anon.

I went off on D perhaps a bit too hard but honestly I need to make choices for myself

And honestly, I don't need someone trying to make me promise not to talk to my friends ever again just because I made a mistake.

ngl idk why she even came back to me in the first place.

I guess she wanted to try messing someone else up.

Honestly, if i had kept her around things would probably have gotten worse.

Taking time away is the only way for progress to be made at this point. My emotions are numbed for now but I know I’ll have a few breakdowns. That’s okay though. I have my brothers and I have my distant friends. This is the way I will grow. I don’t need to recover to progress with growth. The recovery can happen at the same time. I have lots of time, I don’t need to rush it.

As for my plans for school in the meantime, I think I’ll start hanging out with my classmates for once. There’s a few of them who interact with me on a normal basis.

I left some people waiting for me but I won’t rush to them. I need some time.

I will probably be posting some terrible stuff soon but I can almost guarantee I won’t act on any of my urges.

take time.

don't leave forever, just...

take time.

i don't want to never be able to see you again so just.

take time.

i will

i will take time.

I'll prove I'm better then him.

I won't take any easy way out like when he tried to.

This is where the parallels end.

Thank you thank you thank you thank you so much for teaching me to mask brother

I don’t think I’d be able to leave the house tomorrow if we never met.

I miss you brother.

I’ll come visit sometime soon

I don't think that's pathetic.

Art and dance are a wonderful way to cope.

I want to give you space.

What do I do if I see you in that stairwell?

I don’t know what to do.

I'm sorry for all of that.

It's okay to crash out though.

You deserve to let the feelings out.