Taking time away is the only way for progress to be made at this point. My emotions are numbed for now but I know I’ll have a few breakdowns. That’s okay though. I have my brothers and I have my distant friends. This is the way I will grow. I don’t need to recover to progress with growth. The recovery can happen at the same time. I have lots of time, I don’t need to rush it.
As for my plans for school in the meantime, I think I’ll start hanging out with my classmates for once. There’s a few of them who interact with me on a normal basis.
I left some people waiting for me but I won’t rush to them. I need some time.
I will probably be posting some terrible stuff soon but I can almost guarantee I won’t act on any of my urges.
i made a joke about devil may cry and my friends didnt get it cuz they dk what i am so now im being roped into watching it during designated crashout time
i would’ve given you some food if i knew you didn’t have enough. i always have extra
i wouldn't have taken it. ive already taken enough from you.
i appreciate you wanting to help me but i encourage you to wait until you think i've gotten better to try helping.
theres no use in trying to help me if you don't think im changing
im sorry i couldnt face you at all today
the wings and horns hurt so bad someone please distract me from this feeling
Being an empath sometimes means knowing what people actually think even when they lie.
I don't think that's pathetic.
Art and dance are a wonderful way to cope.
I will fix myself this time. This is the last chance I'll give myself. I promise you won't be disappointed. The last thing I'd want would be to let you down now.
I'm oddly calm for all the things rushing through my mind.
I guess talking life through with my brother helps.
Not my real brother, of course.
But I consider him family.
at least not only to me
i'm sorry to everyone involved i hope you know
make sure to think about them too, not just me
i don't think they'd want any parallels either...
sorry if thats not what you meant im crashing out and dealing with social interaction at the same time rn so idk what you really mean
She wants a date.
She wants to share rent.
WHY RIGHT NOW D WHY RIGHT NOW
WHY DO YOU DECIDE TO BECOME MY GUARDIAN ANGEL RIGHT NOW
I APPRECIATE IT BUT THE CONFESSION IS REALLY BADLY TIMED