Maybe You Can’t Let It Go Because You Know I Genuinely Care And I’m Working On It.

Jarvis, search "how to avoid an obsessive yandere who wants to hurt me and my friends"

i would’ve given you some food if i knew you didn’t have enough. i always have extra

i wouldn't have taken it. ive already taken enough from you.

i appreciate you wanting to help me but i encourage you to wait until you think i've gotten better to try helping.

theres no use in trying to help me if you don't think im changing

im sorry i couldnt face you at all today

At Walmart because my mom found me on my walk and brought me an iced coffee and talked me through all of my problems and reassured me and for once we had a conversation without any arguments.

Oh here’s a quote from her by the way

“You’re very gifted at building worlds and personalities”

She meant that because I’m a writer but she doesn’t know that’s my entire life story

At least I’m being myself now, not that that’s working

I had a friend send me one of these guides recently. I guess they really do know me too well.

ah, thank you pinterest. I really needed this.

I won't stop here. I'll keep doing everything I can to get better.

And I promise I'll stop letting myself get hurt.

...the marks on my arms look suspicious but I promise they're just scrapes.

i set off an explosive reaction just now didn't i

I would never have done this again.

I despise the person I was and the way i treated you.

I cried today.

I cried in that very same spot.

You wouldn’t have been able to tell though.

Cried with my head in my hands.

I cried there three times today. I’m glad you walked in on me actually being productive this time.

I have a better relationship with my brother than I do with any of my real family.