Latest Posts by whiteingale - Page 3

I am not fucking going outside why is it so cold in spring 😌

Women find this attractive but I’ll never do it.

I do want to punch him though, he’s heckin’ hezbollah (i am a fake terrorist so cool, right? tehehehehe)

That winter in spring is demoralising to fucjing look at

chudpol.ru=> www.churro.club

is now public again.

How do I make this transformation without remaining even more sociopathic-lookin’

Has me

Liking breasts remained my personality trait throughout my life?

I’ve really gotta change things.

I’m gonna be more mature.

Has me

Liking breasts remained my personality trait throughout my life?

I’ve really gotta change things.

I’m gonna be more mature.

I feel anger rn.

You know how I think now? I scream lout in my head, if I don’t do inner voice my instincts will take over and I will start getting slightly obsessed.

So I have to think slow but safe over fast and autistic.

Being stuck thinking also means less feelings…

This will be kind of meditation.

I would like to say to myself especially about my brain. I am the smartest.

No, I am very smart. Indeed. The way my brain works horribly diabolically different. In some peaceful environment, I most definitely look perfect. But I am really really fragile and I would like if you view me respectfully. My brain has OCD but big major way it works is that it doesn’t have survivor as direct priority. When it tries to use thought process it makes millions decisions to “improve” final outcome, in other words I am not satisfied until I get major damage repair or problem solution, that means I will keep walking through a rope on top of a flagship in the wind to search for solutions. Very often I end up looking differently, expanding my horizon and gaining relevant knowledge to solve the problem. But I get in such way that the brain encourages risky paths more. More time consumption, more work, less power. Yara yara…

When other people have flaws or weaknesses, it’s easier for me to see them, hell it’s super easy. Each one of them, there’s million issues I can pick up on however I am more of an eye. Making logical decisions is definitely my forte also abstract reality is …. Unbearable, my ocd hates making abstract decisions that put me in disadvantage. That cynical pattern behavior has been true all the times. Sometimes, between two somewhat good decisions or two identical ones my brain doesn’t comprehend not making tough choice anymore…

I am too used to keep improving a decision until perfectly satisfied.

I understand flaw in that logic. How do I move from here? How do I live more like normies? To me, it is mental brainhell.

Being stupid seems to be bad. Being too smart makes you stupider than an idiot. Being smart in general doesnt seem to be useful survival skill. Real friends are only ones who can make my life happier.

Theres lots of competition about jobs but ironically not enough for the most important jobs that are needed in society.

i really hate css when it gets stuck from cache.

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My darkest desire is to hop onto 4Chan one day, Post “The word incel was actually first coined by a woman”

and then watch the world go up in flames.

chudpol /int/ is public. The construction isn’t over yet, thoughever.

Chudpol.ru

Churro.club (new domain)

I figured out maturing and not gooning… its about attention.

Wall of text below.

Forget it. I’ll just do normal squats

Oddly i felt my abs cracking its kind of pleasant feeling

Almost unnoticeable too. Getting used to leg day is hard you see i have very bad stretchiness so its not easy for me to hold it angled

I have to keep clicking the screen so it loads o hate doing this dshit

Post ALREADY

My idea bein’ o algo

I have machines…

Lets do it eaaasy without weights

Woke up to do leg day but cant stretch.

Azur Lane schizo discuss.

I don't particularly goon or do anything like that, but eye candy waifus have always been curse, I HATE IT. I love it.

FUCK!

Waifus can be very sexy but gacha really pushed themselves to add as plently as possible in short process.

But quite from the majority, I prefer Azur Lane. To me, it is the better waifu game. I am just used to already have decided that it is better. Sorry!

Oh my muscles.... sorry I need to go get prtoein asap... holy shit

Ranking them, what makes the hottest waifus? Let's qualify it in different characteristics.

I think even with all other shit added, physical appearance plays major role in her "waifuness" aka sex appeal and it is what is true for gacha as well. Basically, no matter where you look waifus often are the ones who are sexually appealing characters and psychologically positive, these two together create a great waifu for the gacha game.

So, wide hips then big boobs, then skeleton - the jaw has to be round and short, its important that it is lower than 30% in idle position, collarbones are inversed and slight posture. A lot of times manga artists fail some of these parts and make female characters unattractive, anyway..

If you did it, you already have proper female character. (idk if anyone, but muscular women do look a bit like men outside of pelvis and jaw snca)

The next factor is the character background, it plays major role and divided into some simialr traits that give it waifuness. the character must be cute and be positive and friendly towards the "master" or something, she has to be feminine in personality aka helping cooking or gifting presents. In other words things like being capable mother and showing nurturing personality, and she has to have quirks that give her meaning as character, for example having allergies, being NEET nihilist ass hol or something like that or hating omelets or being good swimmer, or prankster or always sweating for no reason, well there are many traits you can add to them.

Note if she doesnt love children and is self centered, anti-waifu than it'd be practically improbable to turn her into one ever at all even in fan art.

Now comes out major important decision - how do characters interact and build sexual tension? If they don't, then they can just stay as eye candies. Otherwise, they can build tension through baiting, that forces male character to act or think lewdly, in other words it is sort of like how else you have villains who come back at the last second or how they get defeated at last second, when things get turned around - a plot twist, so in erotic way you can add a twist of... You know what, it's so long to explain that. Basically, there needs to be danger and chance of failure, I'll explain it that way.

Make it so that the sexual plot twist is shocking, or that the male character needs to be in conflict, something like exterior elements of the story, it's not always conflict but it is a form of something that is shameful but also shock.

Anyway, now that we resolved general path to waifu body - cute traits - feminity - character personality - sexual shock baits

we can look at different gacha and compare them.

Starting with Azur Lane, we have ambigious very cool concept of characters based on ships with random quirks, that already puts it pretty high, to add to that costumes are abstract which means they can be anything you desire including fantasy. That means there is no limit to how waifus can be transformed in doujin environment or anywhere else. I can take one of the characters and change the setting and the character will still remain the same personality, anyway. That gives a lot of hard potential. But Fate and Sennen Aigis have established characters with some storylines, which means youi cannot just imagine them differently plus the story tends to be clusterfuck and way too developed, again it devours ability of creative freedom. That said both excel at fantasy and specific designs, which means for example characters can wield weird weapons like magic swords or historical artifacts, something that they are innately attached to. That said, in sennen aigis it shows more dramatically. As there are plently of classes of different types of characters who all have very different design. That means that if the game has both mages, maids and nurses as class three cannot be truly mixed. Fantasy cannot exist if someone already made it for you and I think its big fault with fantasy titles, especially sennen aigis and taimanin which basically has written the characters half assedly in non-interesting manner.

Because there is so much of the lore that sucks and does not bring any satisfaction, it takes away both the creative freedom and interesting plot, instead pictures - is all you really get, and a little bit of text although it might be possible to make a doujin of sennen aigis and fate they might be difficult due to already existing story.

It makes me feel like there is no story because there is no genuine focus and therefore no interesting waifus but very boring outside of design.

Another thing to note is the clothes characters are wearing, it makes major part of the character that makes you think "oh yeah they have to wear this" unfortunately this is very common in fantasy worlds where the outfits symbolize major character theme implying limitation on character himself, i mean what else will they wear if not ninja clothing or knight armor?!.. Would you really make character change clothes are you put so much effort in making them for him? This is another thing that in my opinion Azur Lane is better at and has more fan-freedom in doujin.

if I were to write doujin for sennen, I would probably stay as inaccurate to it because there's no way to write it with these simple plots, I wonder if it'd be cool to add something to churro where people can roleplay and have their own dnd thing... It'd be pretty fun and I was thinking too about that stuff. Too bad its hard to force myself to do anything that is not short term entertainment or benefit.

Another obsessed ill patient.

I don't know why but one of the worst things that I experience daily is food apathy, more precisely I'd call it food hatred or food phobia. When I just do things on its own without much work, I am okay. But oh man, when I need to eat my brain gets really messed up. If you tell me I need to eat next week or 3 hours, to me that is being delivered a letter with execution date. It hurts me mentally when I got to eat, my brain slows down and I look like infected in Shikki. I have no clue why it hurts so much, maybe my brain cant handle the idea of slowing down to get extra fuel, but for me it is indeed awful.

I want to be jewish people.

For a week I wanted to make joke that banana flavored will look like Estus aka drinking protein is like drinking a real estus flask from dark souls.

I should hace bought orange.

brave for no reason decided to update the design making it impossible to see anything at all

now it is really dark

it looks so bad and i cant see anything... why did they remove bright colros? u cant customize either.

IT shits are worse than gooner caves. how can anyone live this subhuman lifestyle daily