April 2023 - Blog Posts

Haqay n omni

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Character: Fara

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This is fara!! she used to be my undertale fan oc but i changed her coloring more purple and patterns to be more original

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April is my month. April is the time I take a hold of myself and do better. In April, I will focus on weight loss, I will take school more seriously, I will take care of my skin better. I will be better.

LIFE ADVICE: ...

1)not to be dependent on people's opinions about me

2)do not judge people only by their appearance

3)not to ideals and not to look at the world through "rose-colored glasses"

4)not be dependent

5)do not sacrifice your interests for the sake of others

6)not to have small and narrow views on unpreparedness, to look for different exits and ways

7)not to impose will and opinion on others

8)not to be too focused on clean lines

9)share knowledge and development

10) doesn't argue much

11) do not close in yourself

12)get information in different ways

13)to retain emotional stability and wise composure

14)be patient

15)be constant, strong and free

16)don't be afraid to take risks, feel easy and free

17)self-realization and learning something new

18)read aloud and practice self-expression

Conclusion

While you are leaning things you need to think about them and examine them from many sides. By connecting them in many ways with what you already know…. you can later retrieve them in unusual situations. It took me a long time to realize that each time I learned something I should put “hooks” on it. This is another face of the extra effort, the studying more deeply, the going the extra mile, that seems to be characteristic of great scientists.

I have felt so many emotions this past month that I feel like I learned what it truly means to be human

𝒜𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒜𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓁, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐹𝓁𝑜𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓈𝒽! 🪷

23 April 2023- Reset

So, I know it’s been a while...

I’m sorry for not being consistent with posting on here. It’s been a really rough few months. 

There are multiple sources of the stress I’ve been experiencing, both in my personal life and at work. 

I’ve been really depressed and lonely and have been dealing with a lot of anxiety.

I haven’t been to the gym in several months, so I haven’t even had much to report here anyway...

I’ve been feeling horrible about myself and I feel like my life has been very stagnant. It also doesn’t help that my birthday was just a few days ago. I feel like this has added to the existential dread I’ve been experiencing this weekend...

I know I need to start taking care of myself again. It’s just really hard sometimes.

But, I intend to start doing that. I’m going to treat this coming week as a reset. 

Starting tomorrow, I’m going to restart my health and fitness goals. I’m going to start going to the gym again and incorporate more nutrient-dense foods into my diet. I’m going to start focusing on myself and my needs more. I’m going to revisit the vision board I made for this year and remind myself about the intentions I, originally, had for 2023 (before stuff started going to shit). I’m going to start journaling again. I’m going to become re-attuned to my spirituality and more proactive with my spiritual practices (e.g., manifesting, cleansing, meditating, etc.). I’m going to start trusting myself again and working on improving my intuition. I’m going to be more consistent with self-care. I’m going to continue to go to therapy and heal. 

I’ll do whatever it takes to start feeling better again.