Help Me - Blog Posts

I love getting into fandoms that I have a distinctive Favorite Guy vs Guy i am Obsessed with

"Ah I love this guy I'm gonna draw them and hold them and give them some self projection headcanons 🥰"

Vs

"Yes I understand that there's not that much in-canon Lore or any After Story for them but I'll make it. Ohhhh boy I'll make it. So much of it. Pages. I'll give them their ending. Happy? No. You've seen their source. I'm gonna put them through so much. Their character is mine now. This is My Fella. There is no going back. I'm making Playlist detailing all they have and will go through. I am instilling myself so hard into this guys perspective i might as well BE them. I am unwell."

It's just fun to me.

My friend needs to be put on a leash for this comment. All we was talking about was how tall Katakuri was tall

Give me random drawing prompts or something, I'm bored and have art block

So plz 🙏 (anything, preferred One Piece but idc at this point)

I wanted this to be like Luffy was hiding in the bathroom at a party but I had a friend ask why he was in the kitchen 😭

You know that feeling when you write up a beginning chapter for a story you had a great idea for. Then you end up revisiting it like a year later and you suddenly get a bunch of ideas for it. Then after you write a whole page for it you go pack to the three full pages you already wrote and you reread it and you just... THERE'S SO MANY MISTAKES! Now you have to spend THREE FUCKING DAYS rewriting just about every fricking line and your eyes feel like there bleeding because its 2:27a.m. on a Thursday and you're not even done cause you still need to fix all the mistakes in the new pages, and your character is starting to get as self deprecating as you and your head is swimming because your Spotify playlist is a jumble of 60's up beat happiness to 00's weird ass pop punk and what even is your life, WHY THE FUCK IS THE FAIRY TAIL THEME SONG IN THERE?!... N-no? Just... Just me? O-okay, well um, yeah that's all. Thanks for your time!

I'M ABOUT TO GO INTO THE SHOWER, HALF NAKED. I CHECK MY PHONE. WDYM TOWNE WEEVILDOING REBLOGGED MY TATTOO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 i'm shaking i am very very happy and very very autistic OH MY!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING SUCH AN AMAZING ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you know how I feel? I feel like I’m drowning, and I’m aware of it but I can’t do anything.

I know I have to study a lot, but I can’t. I can’t get myself to do stuff, to concentrate.

I know I have to keep my house in order and do the dishes every day, do the laundry. But I can’t.

I am gaining weight and I know I should and want to eat healthy and not stress-eatings. But I do.

I know that I should be active more and workout so that I have a nice body. But I can’t do it more than one day.

I know I should take care of myself. But I fucking can’t.

And I hate myself for losing control like that, not being able to control my willpower. I hate myself for knowing this shit and still procrastinate and watch a movie instead or surf the instagram. I know I’m wasting my time, but there’s this voice in my head that’s just so strong, when I hear it I say ‘screw it you’ll do it tomorrow’. And the worst part is I am allowing that voice to control me. I don’t know what to do.

I don’t know what’s happening to me, it’s like I’m losing control over my mind and my will to do things. I am telling myself every fucking day that tomorrow will be different. Tomorrow will be a new start, but I feel deep down that it won’t. I feel like I’m drowning in my own sadness.

I realized a few days ago that I’m in depression. And that hit me hard. I am alone, sad and depressed. And I am trying to fight this fucking thing everyday but I fail. You know what though? I don’t want to lose control to that little piece of shit, I don’t want to be unhealthy, fat and depressed. I will fight it and I will kill it.

And when I do, it will be the greatest win of my life.

I'm so normal about him please believe me

HELP PLEASE

HOW DO I START A RANDOM ONLINE CONVO WITH A DUDE I CONSTANTLY MAKE FUN OF BECAUSE HE’S ALSO A DICK TO ME BUT WE AREN’T LIKE...close. HOW DO I TALK TO PEOPLE?

Anyone else feel lost?

I don’t know what is happening in my life anymore and I want to know if there are others that feel the same. But everyday is the same and everyday I yearn more and more for some sort of shift into a fictional world or some feeling...but I’m stuck crying over my comfort characters, feeling absolutely helpless. How do I live in the moment? How do I feel something?

the mind wanders...and so does the eye

there isn’t a good explanation for this

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Can someone diagnose me?

I'm aware I have depression. I have cut myself multiple times and often don't have feelings and feel like I'm wearing a strangers mask. I believe I have minor anxiety and probably insomnia since I get 2-4 hours of sleep a night. 6 on rare occasions. What exactly is wrong with me and how do I change this? I'm way to scared to go to a doctor or even tell anyone.

Im currently so depressed I don't know what to do. Anyone? It's affecting soccer and school but I don't know how to handle it because no one really knows or cares.

I somehow survived the school day without crashing out and I now call one of my best friends senpai.

I keep fucking zoning out all the time and it’s been getting worse lately and I just went to pour myself a glass of milk and then poured it into my bowl of spaghetti noodles and hot sauce

i love the little drawing game on my nintendo🥰🥰

Guys I'm rewriting my WW2 TomTord Au, I started it back in 8th grade so it's time to rewrite😔😔 (EVERYTHING WAS INVORRECT AN I HAVE TO COMPLETELY START OVER RAHHHHH)

I imagine Luffy's happy memories/thoughts play back like a crayon-drawing animation

POV: Stuck doing art you don't wanna do but it's GCSE so you gotta brave through it even if it's two weeks late

Oh shit, it's me

i love your raph so much he looks like he needs a shell scritch (i own 5 turtles trust) and also some shrimp (trust) i think it would heal him

so you said your donnie slouches alot, could this mean maybe he isn't really 5,11 and actually 6,2 or somewhere close if he were to fix his posture???/?/ since slouching can make you appear shorter than actually are

oh snap well u might be onto something … raph is not gonna b happy about this. but wait how do u know my donnie slouches.. have i already said tht before ?LMAO

a friend?

WHAT WHY HAVE I BEEN SUMMONED

UHHHH

MY BROTHER IN CHRIST THIS IS THE SONG CHART FOR LONG COOL WOMAN IN A BLACK DRESS

HELP ME

anywayssss uhhhh @angelabsol idrk

i was tagged by @shanaraharlyah thanks court :)

💀 lmaoooo

i'll tag uhhhh @polyshowtimes @shinydudunsparce @queerb @inloif @billwasnot @woundedheartwithin and anyone else who'd like to do it tbh its just silly fun

mic and hound dog have howled at the moon together at least once

(most likely in a very drunk state after a party)

ANIME SPOILERS EP 99 PREVIEW.

OH MY G O D.

So this is my life right now

I shouldn’t be allowed to aimlessly scroll on Twitter or tumblr istg….

One second I’m liking fan arts of my favourite ships, the next I’ve soaked my boxers and wanting to hump my hand while whining into my pillow….😔😔

AND IM ALL ALONE!!!

someone help how to render hair no glue no borax

Hour one of listening to "Coconut Mall" from Mario Kart Wii to study. I am slowly but surely losing my sanity, however i am trying ti reach my goal of listening to it until my bf wants too call me, i lose all of my sanity, or if decide i'm done studying. i have 3 tests i must study for- i'm not sure i'll make it /j Its round 18 of listening to the same music and it feels like the world around me isnt real anymore- anyways- back to studying

Crying bc my friends aren’t straightforward

(They said more than like 5 words and I got confused)