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I’m going to be 19 tomorrow… damn… where did all the years go? It still feels like I should still be in high school, or middle school (thank god that I’m not, but you get the point… I don’t think I’m cut out for the real world… for the adult world…
Y'all should totally send us money for our birthday /j
But in all seriousness, it's our birthday, we're 19 now, and man do I wish we weren't, we're too traumatized to be an adult adult
My birthday is coming closer and I fricking hate it. I don't wanna grow up...
I don't wanna think about the future... I have no passion nor a plan for the future... I don't know what to do
Last year I ignored my birthday, I kept repressing the fact. It worked pretty well until my mom congratulated me, being reminded of that made me sad and I kinda distanced myself from her the rest of that day and then I felt bad about it.
I don't usually write such personal stuff on the internet but I had to let it out somehow