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Okay yall hear me out

everyone in dandys world with tails that match what they are

ow some of you might say "Oh Moss!! That's already a thing!!" I know and I looove it! One of my friends showed me their head canon tail designs for them and mmhp!! I love it!! And if you don't like it that's fine with me as long as you don't post hate on it I'm fine

Vent!!!!!!

So trigger warnings!! Death, and depression!! You've been warned!!

My aunt died Wednesday night from terminal colon cancer and it spread to her brain. My mom, dad and older brother are with my grandparents helping with funeral plans. My little brother and sister are stressing me out!! And mind you my little brother has anger issues, and my little sister has disabilities, like not being able to talk right, or thinking straight. Anyways as of this post my little brothers b'day is tomorrow, and my little sister has a concert to attend for her choir grade, and so that stresses me out even more, and we have 7 pets, and I have to take care of them, and we have two Rottweilers and they bark alot and it's annoying, and they are jealousy elementals and so they push people outta the way for love and attention, and you can't really get them to stop it we've tried a whole bunch!! Anyways why I'm posting this is to say sorry that I'm stressed, and looking for someone to talk to, crap if I could get a gf or bf that would be amazing!! I just want someone to talk to about my life ♥︎

Rant time

cw : ableism, school system

The school system here in the UK is so fucking ableist istg. So basically me and my younger sister have health issues which cause us to be off school for appointments and bad sick days. Our attendances are lower than average because of this. My high school has a policy of having 95% attendance or over, ours is about 88%. The school is hounding our mother with constant letters and meetings despite our absences being authorised. I hate being an inconvenience to my mother and feel bad about it but I know it's the fault of the system.

I'm just really annoyed that I'm treated as such a burden just because I'm disabled.

i would fuck it up to be a child on a quest to protect a beautiful blue pendant my mother gave to me and meet a charismatic, brave, good hearted young boy with a dream to find a mysterious legend running from pirates who eventually become enamored with our innocent and childlike wonder and faith in the universe and decide to help us protect the ethereal and cruel yet also tragically beautiful magic that connects it with an island suspended in the sky from this dude who's like my cousin or something, he sounds a lot like luke sky walker actually-

I feel as if I don't know myself.

I feel as if I don't know myself. 

        Not really, like I look in the mirror and see myself. Blond hair, mismatched coloured eyes, head to toe in yellow. But I also see a 15-year-old whose life is still being decided for them. Even with all the freedom, they could dream of. A world full of beautiful people and my soul decided this body, this life. I already came to terms with this though. 

I’d like to believe I chose this as some sort of afterlife where I was good in my past life. Or maybe I was bad. I feel like I would be a worm or something if I were bad but, being a worm would be significantly better than going to school every day. Only 8 months left though. Doesn't seem that long before college, which I know will be heaven. Less annoying people. I can focus more, have a usable library, have less social pressure, wearing my own clothes! The whole gist of it is so much better. Being a worm would be so simple, dig, eat? Get eaten by the early bird? Drink water? 

Okay, being a worm might not be that easy. I'm overthinking it a bit. A cat maybe? I like cats they are soft… well most of them. But they get fleas and into cat fights and the thought of licking myself so much, as well as annoying kids that would still bother me. I could be one of those indoor cats that are pampered their whole life, but the inbreeding and annoying fur and smothering old people. If I was a cat I would probably be a cat of a young college girl. 

College will be heaven. Well, at least my description of it. Worrying about the future but having most of it sorted, deciding in high school is the hard bit. And I bet the work would be fun. High school work sucks, it's all in books and all my notes are messy and confusing and I don't ever use them. ever. There is no point in writing them in the first place. I can have food at more practical times, better food in college for sure as well as free days when no work is required. The homework just seems nicer. 

Back to the main point, I don't know myself. Maybe I will in college. I already go on Fridays and am known for my overall confident fashion choices. Constantly showered in compliments. I think there would be more people like me. (Whoever ‘me’ is.) Someone with no set fashion sense, pescatarian, lesbian. Yea probably more lesbians. 

In the UK college isn't this big thing, I'm not moving away from my family or anything or getting a whole new friendship group, everyone is the same. I just like it more. More diverse people in my opinion, somehow, considering they are basically the same people. I guess in vogueing in them finding themselves like how I’m finding myself. Guessing people can change over an extended summer or just the annoying ones not doing my course. Yea I feel like it would be better if they just stayed away from me. 

Currently, all I know about myself while writing this is 1. I don't want to be a worm. 

2. I want to be a college cat in my next life 

3. COLLGE WILL BE BETTER THSN HIGHSCHOOL. 

4. I don't like annoying school kids. 

5. I’m someone with no set fashion sense, pescatarian, lesbian. 

Yet, not closer to finding out who I am. I guess it takes more figuring out than a short essay on random topics to figure that out. Shame. Guess ill have to wait for college.

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Headcannon that when Hizashi and Shouta are alone, a switch flips

Hizashi rests his voice and face

Shouta talks about his day and cat encounters

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Imagine thinking you're quirkless your entire life but somehow getting into UA a freak accident happens, aizawa couldn't save you, all might count save you, no one could save you

You feel the strength drain from your body

A warm wet feeling spreads around your stomach where you were impaled

But at the same time you feel cold

The heat, warmth and life left your fingers, hands, arms

You sit there, tears running down your face as you desperately tried to draw in a breath

You felt yourself choke. Unable to breathe or swallow

Cold

You now belong to death as your eyes grew heavy and the sounds of your teachers and rescuers slowly drowned to nothingness

...

Then your eyes shot open and you felt your body violently drag through rubble and huge chuncks of concrete...but it didn't hurt you were going through them

You were now outside, you saw teachers and rescuers still trying to get your body

You stand behind, in the last place you were safe

Heart, lungs, liver, nerves

You body slowly came to as you materialize

You suck in a violent gasp of air as you hit the ground. Teachers and rescuers whip around

Mics confused and broken voice:

Quirk: Ghost

Actives when the user dies. This allows them to become a Ghost like creature temporarily while being rewinded back to the last position the user was safe.

It takes 24 hours for the user to be able to do this again. It will not work on natural causes

Thinking bout if Aizawa trained the slight telekinesis of his quirk

Icy hot is a prime example of a quirk having two factors

So I feel like it's possible

I also feel like he just hadn't has a reason for training it?

I feel like aizawa got a quirk awakening after our lil guy Orboro died

Aizawa was saying how 'weak' he was then locked in and became a pro like top 10 or smth

So I think the same could happen to his telekinetic power thing

But nothing has really been physically out of his reach

He hasn't had a reason to stretch his capture weapon full length

I also don't think he's needed to grab something or someone so bad that he activated erasure without thinking

Lame example: Falling in the shower and your brain goes "GRAB LITERALLY ANYTHING‼️⚠️‼️" and you grab the water because...yknow...

Presentation Micheal (Hizashi <3)

TW ⚠️ MY OPINION 🗣‼️🔥

I feel like people irl and people in mha forget that Mic is a hero...Like we know he's a hero, but like... He works a UA for a reason-

I feel like we gloss over the fact that he can really mess up your day if he wanted to...even without use of his quirk [Dj punch]

Heros are trained to be able to keep going for a while even without their quirk! He could REALLY f someone of when needed and I feel like we don't respect him enough for that!!

He's also extremely smart!!

Bookie isn't just a radio host and dj with a fun personality shawty can wreak you!!

#treatallheroesequally!!

unpopular opinion

I WANT THIS FUCKER DEAD

HE'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING I JUST WANNA STRANGLE HIM HE ADDS NOTHING TO ANYTHING I FIND GENUINE ENJOYMENT WATCHING THIS FUCKER BURN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I HATE HIM SO MUCH LOOK AT HIS STUPID FACE

HE'S SO RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH HE'S SO STUPID I JUST WANNA PUNT HIM TO THE SUN SO BADLY SEDLO;GHFSALIJKGAKDRGHZJKDUFHGLJKDZXFGLKJSDZG

Thank you for your time :)

After reading the entirety of The Book of Bill, including the lost Journal 3 pages, I HATE Billford. I *HATE* THE SHIP WITH EVERY SINGLE FIBER OF MY BODY. WITH EACH INDIVIDUAL LITTLE ATOM AND MOLECULE IN MY BARE BEING, RELEVANT AND IRRELEVANT, THE MERE THOUGHT- THE MERE *IDEA* OF BILLFORD'S EXISTENCE- MAKES MY BLOOD **BOIL** LIKE A STEAMING HOT CUP OF TEA.

‼TW: SPOILERS‼

Bill mentally, physically, & psychologically tortured Ford. When Bill was possessing his body when he was asleep, he physically HARMED Ford by scraping and slamming his knuckles against the metal doors leading into his laboratory. He almost THREW HIM OFF THE ROOF OF THE DAMN SHACK. "Omg toxic yaoi!!!! Literally exes!!!!! 😍🤭" That is not 'toxic yaoi', that is an abusive relationship between an insane thousand year old demon and his victim. Quit romanticizing abuse.

"WILLOW YOU'RE JUST BEING DRAMATIC, EVERY FANDOM HAS THESE PROBLEMS!!!! QUIT WHINING ABOUT IT YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP 😡" That doesn't excuse it though, it's still a disgusting ship and should rot in Hell with Billdip, Mabill, Fordstan, Mabdip, Gideonabel, Stanbill, Stanbel, Standip, and etcetera. If ANYONE I know interacts with posts involving these ships I named *positively* (keyword: positively), you will be blocked ON SIGHT. Absolutely NO hesitation whatsoever. /srs I pray to the gods above & below that this reaches the right people...

Hope this helps!!!!! ☺️💕

FYM THE BARFING GNOME GETS A DOORABLES FIGURINE BUT FORD DOESN'T? Look I get it, the barfing gnome is a funny joke that the fandom enjoys, BUT GIVE MY HUSBAND THE SPOTLIGHT GODDAMNIT— THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED WITH HIS SCREENTIME TOO 😞

He's a major part of the lore, he's an INCREDIBLY BUILT character (imo because some might disagree but idc), he's ADORABLE (again, imo), AND HOW ARE YOU GONNA HAVE STAN MERCH BUT NOT HAVE FORD MERCH? THEY'RE TWINS, YOU CAN'T JUST HAVE ONE HALF OF A PAIR AND SHOVE ROBBIE OR GIDEON OR THAT FUCKASS BARFING GNOME IN THE OTHER HALF'S PLACE. It's just not right! You can't have Stan without Ford, and you can't have Ford without Stan.

End of my rant... maybe.

Am i the only one who hates reader inserts? Like I read this cause I wanna escape the problems in my life, not have to envision myself having a spectacular variety of other fucked up problems!

me looking for ace/aro characters: lets go gambling!

[character's sex repulsion is used for jokes] aw dang it

[character is put in sexual situations despite disliking it] aw dang it

[character's identity is ignored by fandom] aw dang it

[characters creators sexualize them] aw dang it

[aro character gets 'fixed' by true love] aw dang it

[aro/ace character is literally an animal] aw dang it

[creator messes up definition of asexuality] aw dang it

[characters asexuality is never brought up in media] aw dang it

Can someone let the internet know that EVERY FANDOM has cringe in it and that EVERY FANDOM has its bad apples? "MHA is the worst bc it's cringe" "the gacha community is horrible, it's all inappropriate!!"

But weren't we taught not to lump people in a box? To not assume or judge a book by its cover? Every fandom has a toxic side. And just because the toxic side is louder in some as compared to others, doesn't make everyone who likes the series bad.

(Side note, kinda off topic, but how do people call Tumblr toxic when Reddit, 4chan, Twitter, and kick exist as platforms?? Also, isn't the side of Tumblr ur on filtered by your interests? So in order to find the bad side, you have to be actively looking for it?? Any who, rant over)

I have a crush on a girl and like 90% sure she’s straight! I am tweaking, like she’s cute and funny and hkgjdjdjks she has blonde curly hair and freckles and she looks like she would be a surfer like she gives the vibe of midwestern idk just ahhhhh

Omg I figured out why my c.ai wasn’t sending me emails to sign in! It switched my account over to a google account(that used the same email) without asking me. I found out on accident when I was so done so I decided to just sign in using my google account and guess what? It had all my old characters and my personas. Anyways when I did this it notified my mom a I convinced her my friend sent me the link and I hadn’t read it because apparently when we set up my new Apple ID she set it up to connect with hers, anyways she blocked it cause I convinced her and she didn’t look through it and now I can’t use it at all so that’s why it’s dumb switch from passwords was dumb. Anyways I switched over to janitor ai. It doesn’t suck but c.ai is so much better for long story RP’s and that’s what I used it for. Fuck my life :(

when u look up elf on tumble I’m looking for either silly little elf guys not understanding mortality or time or world building NOT AN ELF GIRL WITH HER TITIES OUT!!!!!!