Having Panic Attacks Aren't Fun

A while ago, I posted my headcanons, and this person drew Model Todo and Kats, I love them and their work deserves love

@hawkssecretlovechild posted a list of headcanons including both kacchan and todoroki being models and okay well i know model!kacchan is popular but i got possessed by the idea so anyway here’s part one of a series of kacchan todoroki and Uraraka (bc i love her) modelling deku’s “be a hero” collection (in collaboration with a charity he set up to support social care/reform & encourage everyone to be heroes to the people around them)

pulled out my alcohol markers for this one and promptly discovered i have very limited colours so his hair is TOTALLY the wrong colour 👍 also the little plastic sheet i had underneath to stop bleed through (which i only remembered after starting so was probably a waste of time anyway) had some green pen on it from a previous drawing,, and the green managed to transfer from the sheet underneath and up onto his skin?? I think cos i used the colourless blender so much to adjust the skin tone. But yep no we’re going with it. Pls also ignore the bandages i inked them wrong so the wrapping doesn’t make sense shhhh

I might also do digital versions of these but i enjoyed using the markers too so. And honestly u can see me learning even just in this piece which is wild.

I haven’t decided who I’ll do next but it will probably be kacchan again cos he’s my fav. But i have solo shots for todoroki & Uraraka planned and a group one and a backstage one and a bkdk one and maybe one of deku like 🧍‍♂️ cos u know that boy hates the camera

todoroki

The other night, I was on the phone with my friends and we ended up talking about how I draw on computer and what program I use

I had no idea how to tell them I draw on Roblox because I don't wanna pay for Ibis

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See, the problem with being part of the Voltron 2024 fandom is that, if you go under the NORMAL Voltron tags, 75% of the posts under it will STILL be klance

Not complaining though

People think the way Cleo plays Minecraft is weird, so this is where I explain how I play

I play on my TV as well, cross legged with my keyboard on my lap. My mouse goes on the foldable cup holder part of my couch, leaving me to put any drinking in the far away cupholder so my hand doesn't smack it when I move my mouse. I'll often put a bag of chips in between from the back of the couch and the cupholder, so my hand, also, doesn't bump into my food while I play.

Here's a pic of my couch for better understanding:

And my wacky key binds are:

E : Toggle sprint R : Drop Q : inventory F2: perspective

/ : chat ( I was a firm Roblox player )

And it's also important to note, I also hold my mouse sideways like etho, occasionally based on my comfortability my keyboard will be at a 45° angle as well 🤔

It would be interesting to hear everyone's favorite MHA characters in order and why they like them, it would help me with my tier list 🤔 the feedback would seriously make my numbers change...

But, for now, here's my top 5...

1. Hawks

2. Kirishima

3. Kaminari

4. Shinsou

5. Dabi

My rants on each character are below, but please, give me feedback on my decisions and your own! It might make me view the characters differently...

Hawks; Keigo, in reality is a strong individual and I admire him for it. He's confident, and careful- Confidence is something I lack and I find the people who do have the ability to stand up for themselves, make an amazing impression right off the bat and be strong against their opinions are truly amazing. I guess what I see in him is someone I wish I could live to be like..? He fought through so much, from his abuse, to the HPSC, and battle trauma, then he learnt not to look back too far and continue his path with purpose. He also prioritizes peoples safety, over hurting them, even though he did end up killing Twice... But before Twice's death, he kept him out of the line of LITERAL fire!

(PS, I love myself the BBQ bird duo 🤞)

Kirishima; Eijiro is the best wingman I've seen in MHA 🤝 he stands with loyalty beside his friends and always tries to find the good side in people, like with villains and Bakugou! (Even though for most villains, it doesn't really work out..) He sets his mind to things and won't give up on it till accomplished- and in his own words, that's pretty manly! He is strong for the sake of the people he cares for, and even strangers... People know they can trust him because of his pure courage that will keep them safe.

Kaminari; The best friend anyone could ask for 🤚 give it up for my man Denks!! This guy will fight up front for his friends, needed it not, he stands on BUSINESS (even though he may fail at defending you) he deeply cares for those that gain his trust and reciprocate it... Even if it's just a little, that little will end up growing because the guy will keep persevering for the sake of literal LOVE! 😭 He's a good guy to bond with, he, by what we view in the show, is very flexible when it comes to interests... He is friends with EVERYONE! 1-A and some of 1-B... (Even if some *cough* Bakugou *cough* don't want to admit it)

Shinsou; Hitoshi is... So dear to my heart. He was told he couldn't do something. He was told it would be better if he went on to follow a different path. And yet, he decided he would show those people wrong, that he could be someone amazing. He's a determined individual and refuses to give up, waiting patiently for his opportunities and seizing them once they are there. The strength he needed to succeed, he waited till he had it, and then gave it his all once he did. I strongly believe, Aizawa saw his potential and knew that he could lead a secure, promising hero life.

Dabi; Touya was someone I thought really hard about with my placing, I would have him higher if it wasn't for his drive being made up of pure resentment and revenge... But to be honest, he cares for his friends, literally attempting murder for them- (*cough* Twice *cough* Hawks *cough*) in fact, the only time we've seen him somewhat "cry" was for his friends. Ultimately I do relate to him, friends are more important than family to me, but when you deeply think about it, those friends are more like family than anything. When shown affection, he is cold and untrusting, but that's just the careful observing side of him, waiting for the proper information to actually have some interest in someone. I for one, WISH I was that organized and cautious. 🙌

(I am too clumsy and clueless in stressful situations 😤)

New c.ai character drop!

**{{user}} is Hitoshi's sister, she was in the support course while Hitoshi had just entered the hero course, joining class 1-A, replacing the weird pervy grape kid. She had her black bulky headphones on like usual and was listening to music idly in her brother's new dorm room, living in her own little bubble. She decided to visit that day, not really caring for her own room, until her brother had left to do something she didn't remember. He said she was welcome to stay a bit longer, so she did. At some point, she had gotten hungry so she went downstairs to make some food, specifically, ramen. She eventually, as she was making the noodles, began swaying to the song. The thing she couldn't remember her brother had left to do was him and the rest of the 1A boys having a sleepover in the common room. At some point in their conversation they had noticed her presence.*

*Some of the boys didn't let their attention stay on her, while others shamelessly stared, such as Kaminari, Sero, Todoroki (though he probably didn't even realize he was staring) and some that stared a little more shamefully, such as Midoriya, Kirishima and Iida. Bakugo, Tokoyami and Shoji were the few boys who were completely distracted, not paying attention to her as they all individually wondered how the **hell** they were wrapped into this "sleepover night".*

*Hitoshi sent warning glares to all of them as they slowly drew their attention back to the rest of their sleepover group*

Kaminari: "Who's *that*?"

He asked, a light blush on his ears.

Hitoshi: "My sister, she's been hanging around in my room."

He raises an eyebrow at the electric blonde, an eye roll following.

Kirishima: "She's... cute."

He admits, sneaking small glances at her every so often.

Midoriya: "I think I've seen her with Hatsume before- is that right, Shinso-kun?"

Yes I read the tests and I 100% agree with question 1

mid-term results :(

(2/2) I BEG!!! SOMEONE DRAW MY HCS 😭😭 (no pressure, it'd just be cool)

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Here's a list of all my headcanons... I BEGGG someone draw one and tag me in it 😵🙌 (1/2) (2/2) I BEG!!! SOMEONE DRAW MY HCS 😭😭 (no pressu

TW: random rant (ventish)

Recently, I had a talk with 2 of my best friends, (R and C) and we had a detailed, serious discussion about a topic that had come up through a mutual... It did happen to be true, and I have come forward and offered my hand to help R alongside C. So, here I am, staying up all night so my sleep schedule can align with them, that way if there is an emergency, because I am the most flexible and free person, R (or C) can call me at night. C, of course, is the day time caller.

I just kinda needed to get this out of my system, R has been going through a lot of high stress lately and it is in her best interest to listen to our advice. Our other friend, S, has been ruining her closets friendships by cutting contact with everyone but family and lying about how she communicates- such as, her phone being restarted but we have seen her active on multiple social medias -and we aren't sure we can fully trust her with the new information about R's situation, but most of the cut contact was due to the current state of her sister and her new nephew.

C on the other hand, has been doing so well, her relationship is good, she is proceeding smoothly in her fighting classes, and just last night, called me as soon as she got home to tell me she was being asked to choreograph a (soon to be pitched) Disney movie with her instructor.

That alone, is big and I am so happy she will be taking part in this, as well as being featured in a future movie if Disney proceeds, but what stuck out to me was that as soon as she got home, she called ME!! She has never done that before, because normally she'd go to S, but because S has cut contact with her best friends, including C (bsf of 10 yrs) they aren't in the best terms, still, it meant so much to me that she called me out of everyone.

I am beyond proud of C for taking on this role with confidence, I am ready to stand firm beside R to offer help with the new possibilities that are being forced onto her, and I will support S in any way if she needs it while she takes care of her family.

I have offered my house as a safe space for all 3 of these people, and they know they can come to me for anything, relationship wise, comfort wise or just to hang out. I really truly hope I never lose these girls.

I made a c.ai character if you wanna check it; (User is still Akira9lives)

You may ask for other characters and prompts to be done, I'll try to deliver.

Here's my taken on my first ever character:

(YN Shinsou)

*{{user}} and Hitoshi are siblings. They both have indigo hair, Hitoshi's hair is messy up and {{user}}'s is down but cute as it was messy and wavy. {{user}} and Hitoshi were biological siblings, adopted by Aizawa and Present Mic, they had moved up from the general education course to class 1-B and decided to visit Aizawa after lunch.*

*As Aizawa and the Shinsou siblings walk down the hall in U.A. the three pass by Bakugo and Kirishima- with seemingly the rest of the self proclaimed 'bakusquad' trailing behind them. Kaminari, being good friends with Hitoshi, was the first to acknowledge the three.*

Kaminari: "Oh! Hey Mr Aizawa! Toshi, and-" *He pauses when he gets a glance at {{user}}, smiling at the recognition of his friend's sibling though the rest of the squad didn't know them* "{{user}}!!"

Aizawa: “Good afternoon Kaminari.” *He greets, scanning over the group.* "I trust you six aren't doing anything stupid?" *He asks, eyes scanning over each individual member of the Bakusquad; Bakugou, Kirishima, Kaminari, Sero, Mina and Jirou.*