Latest Posts by almightybagel - Page 4

I can actually relate to most of this list, though I don’t call myself semiverbal (this is not to say that others who relate to this aren’t allowed to call themselves semiverbal) (if that makes sense) (I’m just not sure if I can consider myself semiverbal)

(I’m not sure where I fall on the verbal? scale?)

what semiverbal looks like for me:

going entire days without talking except for a few words and not noticing

going entire days saying maybe one word answers

communicating primarily through text and typing the majority of the time if i can get away with it

forgetting how to physically speak sometimes. i will know what words to say but mouth won't be able to do it

words getting mashed up and slurred together for no reason

communicating in scripts and preplanned words

if no script prepared, it's extremely difficult to come up with coherent words on the spot

constantly saying the wrong words and nothing like what i meant to say

always having to have somebody else go with places in case of needing to speak, so they can talk for me

blanking out on words and just not responding to people, sometimes walking away because too much pressure to speak

having to have someone else make phone calls for me, anything that involves a phone call i can't do

keeping like 3-4 aac methods on me at all times but still being scared to use them because that means communicating, why not just point at stuff instead

echolalia

stealthy echolalia

Thought I should clear things up and say that this “no clinical evidence of connective tissue disorder” is only on my most recent exam thingy

So every now and again I look over a note thing (idk) that my cardiologist sent to my primary physician (yes I do have access to this) and towards the bottom of the note he lists a thing of diagnoses and in that list is in his words: “No clinical evidence of connective tissue disorder”

What does that even mean??? Like I’m pretty sure I don’t have a connective tissue disorder and I’m taking “no clinical evidence of connective tissue disorder” to be indicative of that, but what was the point of putting it under “Diagnoses”?

This doesn’t necessarily require/need any answer. Really I just felt like venting(?) out my confusion of this phrasing(?), but if you happen to know and wish to answer my inquiries go ahead

REAL

Like why can’t I be a being of mist or something???☹️☹️☹️

Nonbinary dysphoria is wack bc sometimes I look in the mirror and I’m like oh no I look too masculine and too feminine at the same time. 

Sometimes you just want to look like a blob. 

Shoutout to the aromantics who want partners

Shoutout to the aromantics who don’t want partners

Shoutout to the aromantics who are also asexual (aroaces/ aromantic asexuals)

Shoutout to the aromantics who are also allosexual (alloaros/ aromantic allosexuals)

Shoutout to nonSAM aromantics

Shoutout to aromantic people of all kinds

Welp changed my profile picture

Might change it again in the future

Or not

Who knows? 🤷

Trying to figure out what I want my profile pic for this site to be is a lot harder than I thought it would be

Might just rotate(?) between different pictures

Trying to figure out what I want my profile pic for this site to be is a lot harder than I thought it would be

Might just rotate(?) between different pictures

Wow, I’m officially 20…. 🧍

Welp, time to go and edit all my social media bios 😗✌️

Me coming to the realization that I literally turn 20 tomorrow:

I don’t really have any specific reason for this other then sheer curiosity as well as boredom

I most certainly agree with this

starts punching and tearing at everything in a blind rage. i want AROMANTIC characters i want characters with not an OUNCE of romance about them i don't JUST want aroace characters i want AROMANTIC characters that AREN'T ASEXUAL i want people to headcanon characters as AROMANTIC not just aroace i want fandom to treat AROMANTICISM as AROMANTICISM, and not a SUBCATEGORY OF ASEXUALITY. RRRAAAAAAAAGHHHHHH

[ID: banner reading "don't tag as ace or aroace"]

Here are the “more pictures” I said I’ll post

Enjoy these photos of my baby, I got more that I’ll post at a later time/date

Here’s an old (not really that old) photo of my dear lizard after escaping her cage (somehow)

Someone (idk who, I just know it wasn’t me) left it open and she decided to take the chance I guess 😐

Just replace Asthmatic with ADHD and then me too

I could even technically add Anemic

Uh, of course I have straight As!

-Agender

-Aromantic

-Asexual

-Autistic

-Anxious

-Asthmatic

So every now and again I look over a note thing (idk) that my cardiologist sent to my primary physician (yes I do have access to this) and towards the bottom of the note he lists a thing of diagnoses and in that list is in his words: “No clinical evidence of connective tissue disorder”

What does that even mean??? Like I’m pretty sure I don’t have a connective tissue disorder and I’m taking “no clinical evidence of connective tissue disorder” to be indicative of that, but what was the point of putting it under “Diagnoses”?

This doesn’t necessarily require/need any answer. Really I just felt like venting(?) out my confusion of this phrasing(?), but if you happen to know and wish to answer my inquiries go ahead

…Is that- is that NOT what it means???

i maybe should've realized i had autism when i AT 15 realized that when people say 'kisses!' through the phone they arent ordering you to blow them a kiss

IF THERE’S A WILL THERE’S A WAY

WHY CAN'T I JUST THINK IT INTO EXISTENCE

Hahahahahahahaha; me

Bitches who are aroace and agender fr js said

“No”

Why can’t I be as good at the college thing as I was at the high school thing

Wow the wind sure is winding out here today

I hate that the possibility of me not being able to finish college and get a bachelor’s degree is getting more and more realistic.

I’m relying on a scholarship type thingy that pays a big chunk of my tuition but it relies on my grades, I need like all A’s in order to be able to keep going to college. I know that theoretically I didn’t but I can’t help but feel like I failed.

It also doesn’t help that I can’t really work due to disability (I unfortunately was unable to get benefits even though one of my testers(?) said I need it).

So I’ve taken to texting my parents when I want something or just to talk in general, and my dad’s response of “use your words”, and/or “you can talk, use your words with me” makes me even more scared(?) to use an actual AAC app with them.

I mean just the first draft is due, I wonder I much trouble I get into if I just ✨didn’t do it✨

Have a whole essay due by tonight and I am 100% not ready 😭 (curse my tendency to procrastinate) although I believe we didn’t get any thing regarding this assignment until like Saturday, but still

Yes yes yes, this, this right here

I think more people should headcanon characters as repulsed, loveless, and non-partnering actually.

Have a whole essay due by tonight and I am 100% not ready 😭 (curse my tendency to procrastinate) although I believe we didn’t get any thing regarding this assignment until like Saturday, but still

on colors and being different and not being enough for yourself

(please reblog instead of liking)