Please come back to me. I regret everything. It hurts knowing that all my relationships are ruined and I'm the only one who's at fault. It's my fucking fault and now they're both gone
im a bad person
i only hurt those around me
everyones lives would be better if i was dead
i only ruin things
i shouldve died a long time ago
i shouldve never made it this far
im not going to get further in life anyways
im going to die before im 20
either from su1cide or from my illness
i hope i die soon
everyone would be better off that way
(sooner or later im gonna sl1t my throat or ove3d0se on my meds or h4ng myself from a tree in my backyard)
reblog to kill yourself
I really wish I could protect my mutuals from all harm and idiotic dumb shit, inside and outside of the internet
Slowly becoming more suicidal to where I'm not even planning on going to college anymore or furthering my credentials for my planned teaching career because I'll probably either be dead by then or too dysfunctional to even perform in college/as a teacher. Who wants a teacher who will randomly leave for a psych ward intake during points in the school year
notes game
5 notes: I’ll wear my rubber bands like my orthodontist told me to for a day x5
10 notes: i’ll drink a cup of water or tea x1
20 notes: i’ll brush my teeth
30 notes: I’ll ask my mom for more multivitamins
40 notes: I’ll cut out diet sodas
50 notes: I’ll make an attempt to get clean from sh
max 5 notes a person
Just a reminder that having an ed doesn't make it okay for you to bodyshame people or hate on people that choose recovery, if you do things like that pls do not interact
charlie || they/them [non-binary] || pan aroace [demiro+aceflux] || scene teen || talk to me, i need more friends :`)
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