would love to hump a bulge rn
im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..
can someone explain to me WHY i crave alcohol even though im not an alcoholic and have only had extremely small sips that were soon spat out???
“its seems so long,
i need someone”
atp im finna need a non-p3d0 coach becuase ive been having SUCH bad binge episodes its not even funny anymore
a SINGLE crumb or two of (bland) rice cake entered my stomach because my father forced me to eat SOMETHING and now I feel like shit! Like I know it’s less then 4 calories for a crumb or two but still..
I haven’t been active buttt im planning to f4st the entirety of next week (Monday-Sunday) any tips??
hunger just feels so right
yesterday morning i was making a healthy low cal breakfest (like 140 calories) and my dad praised me and even took a picture of me...i have never been happier, like yessss, unkowingly support my ed!!!