At This Point I’m Just Gonna Repeatedly Smash My Heart With A Rock Until It’s A Pile Of Red Mush.

getting sick is my body's way of telling me to slow down and take a deep breath. as much as i appreciate the reminder and accept its what my body needs, i really don't want to be sick now of all the times to be sick:/

they hate me for my slut waist and recurring self harming behavior

I feel like something ppl don’t talk enough about is the fact that sh isn’t just a coping mechanism, but also an addiction. Once you start it is insanely hard to stop and you are more prone to doing other things as well

Vent post

Its raining!!!! I love the rain and my plants need it😊😊

tw: ed mentioned

met my younger self for coffee today...

she said, "we're still not skinny?"

"we've got something so much better than that, love"

shes not doing well... im worried

i love her so much and i wont survive if she dies

i miss her so bad, she looks so lonely in class and she actively avoids me. i miss her personality, her warm words and silly anecdotes. i will feel forever guilty for being the catalyst for our drift. it wouldve happened eventually because, he and i clearly didnt mix. but it hurts that i lost such a good friend and we are both suffering.

i found even more fairy dresses

while i admit, ive posted this on my private twitter previously...

has anyone ever noticed how flowers look like fair dresses, in Tinkerbell they use like, flower petals as clothes, but i reckon fairies are smaller than that, i think they wear upsidedown flowers as dresses