Shstegwggevr Girl Help Me I'm Thinking About The Experience Of Being The Only 'girl' In So Many Spaces

Wait this isn't some wild screenshot this is an actual ask you received? Honestly I don't doubt it's real. So called "detrans kink" spaces can get pretty wild and not in the fun way. Anon got what they deserved.

Considering his mention of kink I hope this is just an elaborate joke he gets off to, because honestly that would be the "better" ending, but it may very well be real unfortunately.

I voted for Trump and now that people found out they're going through my tweets and blogs and calling me transphobic. Especially because I have a detrans kink blog where I joked that Trump will make transmascs girls again. I feel like I don't belong in the LGBT community anymore and like I'm a traitor. I really don't know why it's so wrong that I voted how I wanted and I have the interests I do because every other trans guy I know agrees with me. I don't understand why I'm getting called out and cancelled for thinking just like every other trans guy. Is this something other trans guys are going through since the election? Or am I actually just a bad person like everyone keeps saying?

❤️ anon if I reply later

I think I genuinely want to end it all. Nobody cares about me, not in a way that matters anyway. I constantly get discriminated against simply because I'm a foreigner, and they make it incredibly difficult to navigate all the legal stuff in my new country. And even if I do have everything in order, sometimes I still get denied simply because "fuck you, that's why".

I'm also struggling with severe mental illness and trauma, which at this point I only expect to be neglected even further. Not to mention dysphoria and being trans amplifying the above tenfold.

I just don't see the point. I want to withdraw from society. It doesn't deserve me.

I've been getting told "it'll get better since like age 11. I'm 20 now. Let me tell you it has not gotten any better, and never will be.

Part of the harm of invisibility for transmen is being bombarded with a million "emergency HRT" resources by a hundred different well meaning groups and absolutely zero of them mention testosterone. If they do it's basically a footnote. Testosterone is necessary HRT medication too, believe it or not. It is harder to synthesize and it is federally restricted and I think that's EVEN MORE REASON TO RESEARCH AND LINK EMERGENCY TESTOSTERONE HRT‼️

“transandrophobia isn’t real” literally just this morning i walked downstairs to find on the tv a news story about “young mentally ill girls mutiliating themselves with double mastectomies” but yeah sure everyone loves and respects trans men

It's insane how (some) cis men think it's completely normal and okay to have a wife that loves them unconditionally and serves them at every whim and caters her whole life to her, meanwhile I feel bad and selfish for wanting one that will sometimes fuck me and actually give a shit about my personal life and give a bit of physical affection sometimes.

Maybe female socialization is real and it's making me incredibly dysphoric. Just one of those things transition can't resolve.

“Stop isolating yourself from reality” well tell reality to stop sucking

I'm not saying I'm mentally ill, but today I bought a new teddy bear because I had been looking at it for a couple weeks and finally caved into the temptation. Yet the moment I put it down on my bed, I felt an overwhelming urge of guilt and disgust and the need to throw it away and apologize to my old, trusty teddy. And now the new one won't stop looking at my with its devilish eyes and I actually want to get rid of it even though it's like brand-new but I also DO NOT want to touch that thing anymore.

I don't need things to be perfect. I just need someone to pretend things are perfect with me for a bit.

Not to be a hater but I genuinely hate the fact that people get disability checks for stuff like autism when I'm here, suffering crippling depression and dysphoria, as well as a health condition that makes endurance and stamina incredibly hard, juggling college classes, a job, and general life maintenance because I live alone, relying on financial aid for college students that disappears the moment I graduate(or get kicked out), and then my minimum wage job.

Idk, it just almost feels offensive to be juggling all that, when there's people who claim disability checks because they just find it so hard to talk to people, or because they're unable to focus on anything, and then they just sit on their ass and play videogames in their childhood bedroom all day, or in the free housing apartment they got.

People will call me jealous, and, well, yeah? Of course? Like wym somebody is getting free housing, free insurance, and free income while just sitting at home all day, when I'm constantly managing all the aforementioned and I get told to "just man up"

Fuck all the way off. I'll never support neets no matter how much they claim they're "fighting the system". You're an adult baby, and it's time to grow the fuck up.