Suicide isn't selfish, it's not your fault if you want to end your suffering.
What if you pass really well but you're still horribly dysphoric and depressed ššš. /j
Never forget that the purpose of transitioning is to make you happier not to make you pass!! You may never end up being able to pass but donāt let that take from your happiness.
I'm 72 days on T, and 2 days ago I noticed that a single hair had grown on my chin.
I don't have plans to have a full beard, but anyway, I think it's SO adorable š„°
I'd take this argument more seriously if you weren't the same people who acted like pap smear ad campaigns that said "people with cervixes" instead of women was the pinnacle of evil
not to be dramatic but the phrase "putting a bun in the oven" is disgusting. Not only does is objectify and reduce women, but also why are people so afraid of using the real word? Like there's grown adults who say "sex" as by spelling it out while whispering. These people can vote, drive, work a job. It's genuinely weak and disgusting.
Like just..... Sex, pregnant, vagina, uterus. Oh well gee would you look at that, I didn't get raptures out of existence. And neither will you. Just say pregnant instead of reducing women to their wombs and treated said womb as just another object or commodity to be used.
I've been getting told "it'll get better since like age 11. I'm 20 now. Let me tell you it has not gotten any better, and never will be.
Forever hating how a big portion of the internet is inaccessible to me because of some stupid shit I did at 16.... like do these mega tech corps realize how long "forever" is?
I can't have reddit on my phone. When on pc, I can almost never post or comment and hope it goes through the spam filter and automod. Discord is extremely limited to me and I can't participate in any server that requires phone authentication, which are a lot of big (official) servers.
I can already hear people complain "hurr durr, you don't need reddit and discord to survive", but can we at least recognize how fucked up it is to permanently lock people out of such big parts of the internet, especially with no way to appeal? I kinda jokingly sent an appeal for a 4 year old ban recently and they still rejected me, though I doubt a human even looked at it.
On top of that, discord and reddit nowadays are huge sources of information. Yes, they both have their dark and grim sides, but also a lot of information and communication goes through there. And I can't access that ever again because of some stupid shit I did at 16. Tell me that's not censorship and tech corps going on a power trip.
I hate how my biggest goals in life rn are to have a steady 9-5 that doesn't completely mentally drain me, and allows me to have an actual life work balance, live in my own 1 bedroom apartment with no roommates, where I can eat healthy homecooked food and actually own a functioning car I can drive. Why the fuck is that considered a wild dream nowadays? This was literally the standard/minimum like 20 years ago. Wtf. I don't want to do this anymore this whole world is bullshit why are human dignity(and rights) becoming a pipedream
No you donāt understand me calling you afab isnāt me calling you female itās me just referring to an event that happened in your life - where you were assigned female. Donāt question why I never call you a man only a āafab trans personā. Iām not misgendering you and if you think I am then you have internalized transphobia you need to work out.
I need every single person to understand how horrible tumblrās tagging system is
I go into the tag for epilepsy and its all flashing lights. We canāt use our own tag because people without epilepsy fill it up with improper warnings.
UseĀ āflashingā in place of āepilepsyā in your tags. You arenāt warning people of epileptics, youāre warning us of flashing lights. Please please tag properly. Epileptics say this endlessly and constantly and itās ignored. You are risking lives by doing this.
Hereās proof of what I mean:
society abandoned me. People don't even know I exist. People literally ignore me when I talk to them. Quite literally pretending I'm not there. It's literal torture. I'm seriously considering forcefully kicking the bucket early because of it.
Trans man, 19 years old, on T and post top, stealth in day to day life. This is my blog to post about trans stuff, as well as other queer stuff sometimes.
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