Im So Damn Tired

bruh it hurts

I tried to stop bl33ding for about 10 minutes...i hate this...Its like i can't control my body! Its getting too much...

NEW HAIR!!!!

i just shaved my hair...NOT LIKE BALD

just my sides! uhhh i think its called undercuts? it looks badass asf damnnn!

(my parents will kill me when they see)

I'm going to a new psychiatrist...

im so scared it will end up like always....them yelling at me that its my fault

What do you *mean* you're not funny anymore? You made a post *not even* (that's dated to only five days ago) where you were saying you're so pale, it reminded you of that Twilight scene. That shit's funny af to me. So I say you're doing just fine on that account, and I'm sorry that someone made you feel that you weren't.

Also, it's understandable to feel disappointed in yourself, but relapsing doesn't make you pathetic. Recovery is hard AF. The fact that you tried to stop at all shows how powerful you are. Sleep it off, pick yourself up right where you left off, and keep in mind what it was that triggered your relapse so you can plan around it in the future.

thank you for your kind words aaaaaa!!

i will keep this in mind❤️

real

If they only knew....

i hate being the second choice..Always the backup friend...like what do you mean you text me only when your friends dont have time? fuck this shit...like my friend just canceled a sleepover because his friend is not sick anymore and can go out💀

Im so fuckin pathetic

i just relapsed....fuck i was clean so long but i can't...

🔥😭

Help this is TOO real

healthy lifestyle!

I haven't eaten anything today..and now I'm drinking my third coffee...i feel shitty aaaa

IM PALE ASF OMG

my arm vs my sister arm😭😭help

im chronically online i dont need sun

i feel like Edward in that one scene

this is the skin of a Killer Bella...