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here’s another fun fact: asexual does not mean nonsexual.
asexuals’ relationship with sex and sexual attraction tends to be….complicated. there’s a bit of an idea of like, oh of course, you’re either sex-favorable, sex-neutral, or sex-repulsed, but honestly i see a LOT of discussion about how wildly different those can each look for each individual. some people are comfortable with some acts in very specific contexts, and deeply upset by them in all others. some people find certain forms of nonsexual intimacy (like kissing) to still be off-limits, while something most people might consider more charged (like nudity) is totally fine. a lot of us just kind of have a long laundry list like “this is fine, this isn’t, that one’s okay, that one’s always off-limits….” because the big secret is that “sex” isn’t really any cohesive act as much as a lot of little things that people just threw together and called one thing.
as for attraction: some aces are actually attracted to other people once in a blue moon, and simply don’t want to clarify that every time. some aren’t entirely sure, but don’t want to spend their whole lives guessing. some ARE completely sure they never have and never will feel an attraction.
at the end of the day, much like any label, this single word really doesn’t tell you much of anything about what a person is actually like unless you bother to ask them what it means to them.
Alt Zadr day 3: angst wherin Zim causes himself irreparable PAK damage and leaves Dib all alone @alt-zadr-b1tch3z
This hit so perfect for me since I grew up on Godzilla, my dad introduced it to me and it's something we watch all the time. My family jokes that he kind of looks like Godzilla too (big, grouchy looking stare, inhumanly strong). When I came out as ftm, this is almost exactly what he did for me! This video is gonna hold a special spot in my heart <3
this is so sweet 🥺🥺🥺
dib got a cool enchanted scroll off the dark web and tried to use it to stop zim from flushing dry ice down all the neighbors toilets and it just went downhill from there. yes i did take the ghost bunny things from mopiness of doom lol. gir keeps them and gives names to every single one.
another thing i did a while ago but 4got to post WHEEEEE
Do so long I wanted to make my entry for and at the same time I wanted to get experimental with coloring style.
Hope you like it 🥺
Fic fanart 👏 fic fanart 👏 fic fanart 👏
IF YOU SHOULD BEG by @xenovillain
I love the story and characterisation so much, very excited to see how this ends
cook ing?.
I just wanted to draw some clothes
I didn't read Bucky as flirting with Sarah at all. That cheeky smile totally said "I'm going to make your sister like me more than you" and I so desperately now want Bucky to become friends with Sarah and make Sam even more jelly than he already was
Challenged myself to only spend one afternoon on a colored animation+background✨🤡
Scene is from my Announcer fic, you can check it out if you‘re 18+ ;)
A dangerous night to fall in love
So that patch-up trope huh
some IZ art and kofi doodles from one of my streams
the last one is a scene from this fic :D
two doodles for the next chapters of my fics
the first one is for the next chapter of Galaxy Days and the second one is for the next chapter of ‘A Moment’ yes im procrastinating
For a minute in that montage of Dean driving Baby while Sam was living his life I absolutely thought Dean was going to drive by Cas in the onion field and Dean would see him and then it would cut to Cas and Dean in the impala just talking and laughing while Sam lives out his life and then they end up on the bridge and we get the Winchester reunion. I got that from that damn onion meta lmao
I always thought Supernatural missed the opportunity for making a truly beautiful series ending by not ending everything at the end of Season 5. Dean is possessed by Michael, Sam possessed by Lucifer. Dean breaks out of the hold because he wants to protect Sam, but knows how he would always have to kill him. Dean breaks Sam out of the hold and Dean kills the both of them while holding onto his baby brother and telling him ever6is going to be okay. They save the day with brotherly love and Castiel goes on to spread the Winchester Gospel.
But after Season 5 continued I knew that it would be hard to find a good ending to the show. It's never easy and while I haven't really watched the show in like 3 years I wanted to tune into the last one because I had loved this show for so long.
It wasn't a perfect episode and the amount of Olaf gifs that popped up after Dean was impaled had me rolling.
I'm glad that Sam got to grow old and have a son and live an actual apple pie life. I wish that we had seen whether or not he ended up with Eileen,, because I'm pretty sure she's alive and it just seems like he forgot about her.
I'm glad Dean got to be happy in the end, dying a hunter with Sam nearby, and living in a Heaven with all his loved ones. Driving Baby for how ever long he wants. I wish we had a montage of Dean meeting with everyone in Heaven before setting out on his roadtrip (would have been wonderful just to see the spn family in that context).
As much as I want Dean and Cas to be together forever, I kind of like this ending that Cas gets to be a good angel under Jack. It's kind of beautiful that he went on a journey from this stoic soldier to experience humanity and the gift of falling in love. I do wish we could have seen a reunion between Dean and Cas in Heaven. It wouldn't have even had to be destiel related, but just a friend checking in on another friend now that he is finally at peace (though I wouldn't oppose to more).
I love that Sam and Dean are reunited at the end and I love that we are given this perfect world with which there are no limits to what we can imagine for these characters after death. We were given a blank slate essentially to work with and I for one love and appreciate the gesture.
There I things I wish I had seen in the canon context of the show, but I had fun on the journey nonetheless. Thanks Supernatural for the 15 years of your time and effort!
So like... what is happening in next weeks finale?? I almost wouldn't be surprised if they made a 2 hour alternate universe ending to satisfy us lmao
Man! That destiel stuff linda came out of no where but I feel like it's so perfectly heartbreaking?
Like Dean just lost the one person (again) who got him the most (besides Sam), who TRULY and so PURELY loved him. I feel like Dean has always known that Cas's feeling probably were a bit more romantic, but never brought it up or avoided the subject because then he would have to confront those feelings and actually talk with Cas which is something Dean is not good at. Guy couldn't say "love" for the longest time, no way was he going to have an actual conversation about it.
And I honestly don't feel like Dean can handle such raw and genuine affection and adoration being directed at him. He's a self loather and when his best friend starts confessing to him he knows immediately Cas wouldn't be saying this to him either unless there was nothing after and that is just so heartbreaking on so many levels for Cas, Dean, and fans. But Cas fucking smiles and finds the beauty and happiness of being able to tell Dean how he really feels and how he sees Dean as a person which kind of just drives that knife in further.
Like what do you do with that kind of information when you are not good with dealing with emotions or talking about them? You're in a high stakes scenario, you are blindsided by a beautiful declaration of love from your best friend that you weren't ready to hear, only to have that realization and it's consequences taken out of your hands because there is no proper amount of time to process and react beyond "Don't do this" before they're killed?
As much as I would have loved for this ship to be happier I am a sucker for sad/angsty relationships and this type of ending (gay or het). The only thing better/worse would be for Dean to have been ready to hear it, but never gotten to do anything about it anyways because Cas dies.
So I make very few posts, and I try to stay away from things that are hot topics because I dislike conflict, but this idea..... we have all these awesome headless statues hanging around the U.S. right now, Halloween is approaching, and I hate to be wasteful... anyone wanna put pumpkins on these fellows and just have a bunch of potential headless horseman statues instead? They can all be holding one of those sticks with the horse heads on it to ride on
I honestly have no idea what this movie would even be about, but Human Kite and the Coon in the Cupid Me movie :P looks dramatic
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...........okay... I've enjoyed a lot of the SM/DP series. Pretty much all of it.
I'm a fairly trusting and optimistic guy and I very rarely poo-poo on stuff that is unfinished, because you never know how things will turn out.
And while I wasn't expecting things to turn out the way I wanted as the series was being cancelled, I was at least expecting.... something? A conclusion? Some kind of resolution to at least one character arc? .... possibly just less pages of event covers as the advertised "double length" volume.
... I'm not mad. It's not my story and it's just a comic, but as a fan and defender of the series I really felt kind of uncomfortable with the delivery of that ending. It kinda felt a bit bitter??
Dunno. Anyway, it's over.
As soon as I finish moving (end of June) and get my drawing tablet back and set up, I think I'm going to continue this series on my own. Just for shits and giggles and because Peter and Wade deserved better.
Debating on where to start up.
1. End of the Itsy Bitsy Arc
2. The Roadtrip
Depends on how much I want to keep canon-compliant.
Suggestions?
Head-canon: Can't help it. I'm convinced that Saitama became so obsessed with becoming a hero that he turned into a hero-monster and that is the source of his power up and his monster transformation was hair loss. Lol
Okay, if this 50th issue ends with Wade forgetting their friendship I demand a follow up series (Spiderman & Deadpool: Hot Second) in which Peter is frustrated that he invested so much time into giving Wade a shot and now Wade can’t even remember their time together so he starts aggressively pestering him to the point where Wade is very suspicious of his seemingly sudden involvement in his life and affairs and goes through a series of emotions ranging from concern that Spiderman has gone crazy to Spiderman is trying to kill him.
This way we get a series about Peter trying to be Wade’s friend as opposed to this one where Wade is the pursuer.
I just really want these two to keep interacting lol I’ll even settle for more cameos in their stand alone comics or just one-shot team ups parodying other Marvel team-ups. I don’t care, I just don’t want to be sitting around wondering when they’ll ever meet up again.
So there is like a lot of really fantastic spideypool fanfiction I’m soo happy. I’ve been reading a lot and doodling what I like so here have a bit from one of mattfrack ’s works: Better Than Being Alone. I could draw a few more from that scene.. I just love so much about it. Wade is all talk but catch him off guard with an unexpected kiss and you’ve got a guaranteed nice moment of quiet… however brief it may be.
The Spideypool Soul Mark AU that lives in my head lmao
I love to just think about shit like this, but I don’t really have the motivation to write anything. So here’s a picture instead and some of my soulmate AU head cannons! Wade’s Soul Mark:
Wade doesn’t get his soul mark until Peter is born. He is 7 at the time. Prior to getting his soul mark, Wade is worried that since he hasn’t gotten one yet that he doesn’t have a soul mate and that no one will ever love him (as his father and classmates make him feel). When he turns 7 he gets a very obvious soul mark. It’s a serious of thin threads of spider silk covering his mouth and cupping the sides of his face and on the center of his tongue is a small black spider. He gets made fun of as people tend to take it as even his soul mate can’t stand his talking and is metaphorically being told to stop talking. Wade doesn’t see it like that. He loves his soul mark, it feels like he is being claimed more than anything, the threads around his face feel like someone holding him. He has no idea why the spider, but he can’t wait to meet his soul mate. When he goes through Weapon X, the scarring and gore of his skin hide the thin threads of his soul mark that he loved. Spiderman debuts in NY when Wade is 22. He immediately falls and love and realizes exactly who his soul mate is supposed to be.
Peter’s Soul Mark:
Peter is born with a scandalizing soul mark. He doesn’t understand it as a child obviously and it’s not something that was discussed with him. Eventually, when he is around 9 and sees a sleazy guy on the street slap a girl on the ass does it click what the large red and black hand print with the smiley face drawn in the middle (complete with artistic blush colored skin around it) that is on his left ass cheek is supposed to be....(in case it’s confusing, basically his soul mark is Wade’s hand print in black and red with a smiley face on it that is shaded to look like his ass is permanently slapped).
Needless to say, it is easy to understand that when Mary Jane Watson comes up to him some 9 years later and slaps him on his ass one day and starts up a flirtatious conversation with him he immediately assumes his soul mate is her. The hand print is just as red as her hair too, come on, it’s gotta be her.
And here’s what the soul mark looked like prior lol I like him better in the first pic.