Patiently Waiting For Someone To Praise Me Or I Will Scream And Cry And Whine All Day

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

need to meet someone as unhinged and hypersexual as me with an equal capacity to be completely obsessed and romantically deluded who also likes to smoke weed, be in nature and watch violent movies...or i will pass away...

it is a very lonely existence when no one bothers to talk to me anymore

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i can’t wait for when chatGPT and ai image generation also crashes and each prompt cost $50 an attempt. oh you can’t get your stolen big tiddy anime ghibli art for free anymore? you want to buy real big boy art from real artists now? beg for it. beg for it like a dog.

keeping myself from cutting everyone off just because deep down I still have hope that some of them actually care and eventually will notice my absence.

part of my masculine charm is that i'm completely insane

breaking news: attention-seeking jirai girl (me) has killed herself after recieving no attention on the internet ♡

you know when you're talking to your friend who you also used to date and they're talking about their new love interests and it's all you can fucking do not to lose your shit and split on them and just listen and congratulate them because logically you love that person because they are your best friend and they also love you but shit just didn't work romantically between the two of you but now every time they talk about it you wanna put scissors in your ears because you feel so fucking lonely and disgusting and unworthy of the thing that everyone else has but you don't??

no me neither

A reminder that if you didn’t need a mobility aid you wouldn’t be day dreaming and fantasizing about how they would help you navigate the world and that no matter how much internalized ableism you hold it won’t change your reality about your conditions and you SHOULD do what is best for you because no one will punish you more than yourself if you keep ignoring your needs