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very does not look like a word

taking a little break from posting to lock in and shift because today gave me another thousand reasons to leave this reality

SHES HOME♡♡♡

My wifeeeeeeeeeeeee

me when i randomly start crying (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

2/17/2025

tell me why the fuck I was slapped awake while trying to shift through sleep paralysis????

was it even sleep paralysis like

sure it felt like it but also I was interrupted by my dogs barking in the background so it might have been void state

I didn't check if I could move or not lmfao

BUT LIKE IT HAPPENED TWICE

like not even slap to the cheek

it wa full on hand to the front of my face

like I felt a STING ON MY NOSE WHERE THE PALM HIT WHEN I WOKE UP

AND THAT WAS RIGHT AFTER I FELT MY SURROUNDING CHANGE INTO MY DR

WHAT THE FUCK

wanna shift but it feels hard? be lazy and ask the universe/gods to do it for you!

(kind of a method, but i hate the term now)

okay so who said that the universe or the gods can’t shift you? didn’t we say that realities are infinite therefore infinite possibilities exist? then why are we, again, limiting ourselves? now i’m pissed so you’re gonna hear me out.

assumptions create reality. therefore let’s say you’re hellenic pagan and you worship the god Hermes, then he sure as hell can shift you to your desired reality. why? because you believed so. because you ASSUMED he would shift you. he is a god who travels between realms therefore it should be easy to shift a mortal, no?

so if you struggle with self confidence you can still rely on the gods or the universe itself (which are still both part of you). give an offering and ask them with respect to shift you to your dr. and then just TRUST THEM.

in my opinion, and you can agree or disagree i don’t care, “aging up/aging down” aren’t a thing. like at all. i mean your consciousness is ageless, it doesn’t have a physical body. you exist at every life stage, even ones that don’t exist here. like, you’re not “changing” your age, you’re simply just becoming aware of that reality where you’re older/younger? it’s the same with face claims or shifting to be a different gender. it’s all still you, whether you decide to become aware of it or not.

again this is simply my opinion, you don’t have to agree with it 🤷‍♀️

it's valentines tmrw for me and I'm still working on my dr self art for sk8ti... so now I'm wondering what valentines is gonna be like when it comes around in my sk8ti dr.. like ok that the guys usually only give stuff like that to their gfs on white day but since I'm a foreigner... and so is Langa... would we both do it differently? I mean I'm sure we're both aware of the customs and we'd have to follow along... but the only thing I do on valentines is give candy/chocolate to my friends... so would I do that still? I mean I definitely would, regardless... I wonder if Langa would too, since he's kind of oblivious sometimes.. wait no. Scratch that, I don't think he'd even know that doing anything on those days is a thing unless his mom reminded him.

Wait but obligatory chocolate is acceptable... but isn't that only between gals and guys... yk what screw it I'm scripting that not a damn bad thing happens bc I wanna give treats to all my friends💥💥💥

excuse me...terf shifters? terf shifters have COMMUNITY? WTF

if you're in shiftblr and a terf, block me now. I don't want to see you on my dash again.

TW: "sewerslide" mention!!!

Venting lmao

Uhm so I've been going through it honestly. But I hate it because I'm pretty sure it's all just me and it's in my head as it usually tends to be.

Anyhow, long story short I've been feeling worse than ever and keep contemplating just giving up on everything. It's not even shifting it's just I feel that I genuinely can't. do anything. even the knowledge or the hope that I can js get out of here isn't helping. I keep crashing out honestly. I haven't felt like this in so long I was so sure I would never feel downright bad. I'm genuinely literally just putting pity on myself atp and it doesn't help thinking about it. but I cant ask for help they don't want to reach out to anyone, they wont let me.

But I want to try even if for just one last time to make it through. I would like to shift today, or even just change my state of mind despite it being really goddamn hard for me right now. I just hope it won't be my last time.