I'll Rephrase It. Don't Keep Me Around If It Won't Genuinely Make You Happy

At Walmart because my mom found me on my walk and brought me an iced coffee and talked me through all of my problems and reassured me and for once we had a conversation without any arguments.

Oh here’s a quote from her by the way

“You’re very gifted at building worlds and personalities”

She meant that because I’m a writer but she doesn’t know that’s my entire life story

At least I’m being myself now, not that that’s working

I should eat… but I can’t eat anything for another few hours or my mom will know I’m not sleeping again…

hey don't worry about that dumb coinflip post irls ok I've just removed the part of me who thinks about that and it won't come back.

Ik you wouldn't want me to get hurt so i wont. This doesnt just apply to you btw it applies to them and anyone else who might be looking out for me.

And if it seems like im only getting better for your sake, you should know I'm getting better for myself as well as everyone else. even if you didn't worry about me i'll still improve

I'm in a really good place right now and now I just need to wait it out because I'm sure you need more time.

Huh… this is weird…

So good news, I finally got re-hired by one of my old bosses. I love voice acting and this boss treats me well unlike my other one.

Bad news. I got hired late because I hesitated. Open roles are pretty scarce right now.

It’s going to be so damn weird voicing an angel.

Especially since I’m a demon.

Should I take an angel role or turn down the job idk what to do?

I can do better to stay out of sight. Would that be good?

Even they told me “You are just naturally good at disappearing”

I can do that again. I can disappear.

Jarvis, search "how to avoid an obsessive yandere who wants to hurt me and my friends"

reblog if ur doomed by the narrative

don’t be sorry

i won't ever stop apologizing for this

i made a joke about devil may cry and my friends didnt get it cuz they dk what i am so now im being roped into watching it during designated crashout time

maybe if D paid attention to ANYTHING i've said, she would know that im not interested in her

You've done enough damage, D. Leave my life once again