I Made Progress And Growth Today.

I can promise you that I'll do literally anything to prove I've made improvement.

make sure to think about them too, not just me

i don't think they'd want any parallels either...

sorry if thats not what you meant im crashing out and dealing with social interaction at the same time rn so idk what you really mean

Maybe you can’t let it go because you know I genuinely care and I’m working on it.

You know that I’ll get better

You know I’ll never do it again

Sometimes I feel like crying and curling up and crying more but I know if I let it out it’ll worry people and I still have energy to keep going.

I’m fine everyone I’ll be alright!

I just need to find a period of time to be alone while I break down!

I can’t afford to break down in front of you right now, and if I break down at home my mom will bother me about it.

All I can do is listen to opal! “You’re strong, I know you are!”

I’ll stay strong for all of you! I have time to rest when I’m alone!

I would never have done this again.

I despise the person I was and the way i treated you.

I'm working to make myself better.

But that doesn't mean you need to make a bad decision.

Make the decision you truly want.

I let myself get swept up by the first person who looked my direction instead of waiting for who I wanted to be with and everything is ruined. For both of them, and for me.

It wasn't me I swear it wasn't me I would never say anything like that I'm so sorry.

Whoever it was should be ashamed

It wasn't me I can promise you.

don’t be sorry

i won't ever stop apologizing for this

yeah im a jirai, the ladies (and gentlemen) call me the bomb 😔

you're a real fuckin jirai boy, aren't you