I Thought I Knew Who I Was, But It Was All A Mistake.

first vent post/introduction i guess?

So, first things first. I'm Ticking Time Bomb, which originates from my first interaction here, about me being an explosive landmine. I'm not a great person but I'm trying to get better.

I have a bunch of things fucked up with my life.

I kinda messed up some stuff with someone I consider my best friend.

My life is on a rapid decline, but i've pulled it up from rock bottom before.

I cried today.

I cried in that very same spot.

You wouldn’t have been able to tell though.

Cried with my head in my hands.

i made a joke about devil may cry and my friends didnt get it cuz they dk what i am so now im being roped into watching it during designated crashout time

She wants a date.

She wants to share rent.

WHY RIGHT NOW D WHY RIGHT NOW

WHY DO YOU DECIDE TO BECOME MY GUARDIAN ANGEL RIGHT NOW

I APPRECIATE IT BUT THE CONFESSION IS REALLY BADLY TIMED

even though she was supporting me i got rid of her. no way in hell am i abandoning anybody because someone like her told me to ever again.

I'm fixing myself and I don't need someone to try and derail me again.

See? I'm learning!

I'll keep posting. It's the only way we're able to face eachother right now.

I'm sorry.

it was so good i had to respond

you're a real fuckin jirai boy, aren't you

I have a better relationship with my brother than I do with any of my real family.

What have I done?

This isn’t how I imagined it

I don’t blame you

Why are you blaming yourself?

It’s going to be okay.

You’re going to be okay

If you’re okay I’ll be okay

Everything is going to be okay

I don't think that's pathetic.

Art and dance are a wonderful way to cope.