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idk what’s going on but IM DATING MY CRUSH?? and idk how but that’s progressively making me eat less bc when i’m with him at lunch and in class i don’t wanna eat around him 😻

i love this sm i’m getting skinner for him so he loves me more

i just tried on THE cutest outfit and i want to wear it so bad but i’m too fat!!

(the top is from brandy and it’s getting tight around my arms kms)

so new motiv bc it’s literally giving lana del rey summer in the best way and SOMEBODYS too fat to wear it.

sigh i think i’m gonna try omad this week

hey guys sorry i was gone for a bit

update time! + venting so tw?

so basically i starved and now i’m back binging and i hate myself! there’s also outside factors i’m not rlly gonna mention affecting me rn but life is jst taking a toll on me

my only comfort is either not eating at all or eating my whole house. ITS FUCKING APRIL AND IM NOT SKINNY..

i don’t think i can bring myself to step on the scale but yeah..

lil update ig thanks for hearing me rant - i hope you’ve had a great day 🩷

doing omad tmrw bc easter messed me up sooo bad oml.

but hey happy easter for those who also celebrate and know that jesus loves u 🫶

WAR IS OVER.

(i’m finally out of my binge cycle and starving again)

i hate feeling full, i want to feel empty forever

i just want to look as sick as i feel.

the brain fog is hitting hard rn but ik it’s worth itt

WHY IS MY COPING MECHANISIM BINGING SOMEONE TELL ME TO NOT EAT PLEASE.

i hate bday parties like why does there have to be cake stop making me wanna binge on it..

new fav motivation rn are these gorgeous tattoos bc they’d only look good on me if i was skinny

like hello??? the hip bone one is so ugh 😩

being short and 120 pounds is not for the weak id acc be so hot if i was taller but no 💔

spring break is here so i can finally do omad for a week thank the lorddd

my greatest motivation rn is literally me in a bikini bc wtf i am NOT looking like that this summer..

some spo i like

if i’m not thin by my summer vacay can someone js kill me

so exited for spring break bc then i can starve in peace instead of stupid school hunger and calories

upping my cals to 1.2k (yes ik i need to be lower) bc i need to stop binging hopefully this starts working 🙏

lowkey i forgot how normal people eat

intro since i’m gonna try to be active🎀

hi!! im new to posting on edblr but not new to being on it 🩷

STATS!

HEIGHT: 5’2

SW: 131

CW: 118

GW 1: 120✅ GW 2 115 ❌ UGW 110-107 ❌

any tips are appreciated🤍

can someone give me the most horrible m3anspo ever bc i would really appreciate it 🙏

Anyone dm me if they want to be an @n@ buddy! I don’t do pictures or anything. But I’ll talk about anything with anyone and I have a large variety of things I’m interested in!

When you get so lonely and empty you can’t physically eat.

Y’all I’m so so scared of hair loss and it’s so bad what do I do 😭😭😭

Binged… almost 2000 calories 😭😭😭 gonna fast tomorrow unless mom makes me eat then I’ll just have a 70 cal packet of tuna….

Is it hard? Yes. Do you have to ignore cravings. Yes. Does it make you unhappy? It can. Is it worth it? Yes it will all be worth it! LOCK IN AND GET THE WORK DONE! THE SOONER YOU DO THIS THE BETTER!!

7.6 pounds down since Sunday ✌🏼✌🏼

Wieiad

Black coffee- 5 calories. Two boiled eggs- 140 calories. Tuna in water- 70 calories Pink lady apple- 80 calories. Total- 295 calories

Six pounds down since Sunday!!!

Y’all what are things I can do to distract myself inside from eating??? I’m trying to find things so hard!!!

Feeling guilty for drinking only a black coffee<<<

Wieiad

Konjac noodles -15 calories. 1/2 cup unsalted chicken broth-25 calories. Pink lady apple- 80 calories

In total 120 calories.