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I have an urge to share with my thoughts about own fic with rdr OCs after I was crying and crashing my heart while listening to this song four days straight. Now I don't and just can't think about anything else than this angelic song and the animation I imagine in my head. But the problem is that it'll be spoiler (if anyone even read it), and I only released first chapter last month (after I was working on it from summer).
So the only one with who I can share it, is my friend with who I'm sharing and telling everything, but she don't have the opportunity to play rdr, and only know about the game from my yapping 💔💔
I wanna draw on this mf so bad but they're part of such obscure media that makes me think they're one of the only ones left in the world
I need to stop flirting with my friend oh my
She's giving me standards that I'm afraid no-one else shall fulfil and I
What do I do help me help me
Our texts are so unhinged but I
I don't think it's a joke anymore
Ffffuuuuccckkkk
Said in a singsong voice
Opened Tumblr today and so far have seen three Hamilton posts in under three minutes.
running a meme page for your city and having your bullies trying to befriend your memesona or wtv
So, um, I feel like I need approval for most of my actions, so here I am. Well, I have not yet reached 18 year old, but I'm kinda worried about what I will do when I grow up and if my parents will be okay with it.
I already have an idea, I plan to get into the gastronomy industry(a not so good one in my country), but I go to one of the best and expensive schools in my country, And I feel really bad about it, because if I go to a really good school+a expensive one, I should be something big to pay back right?
But I just don't feel like I can be something big! Just not my thing. Life is a competion now! Getting a job is a competition! Especially jobs like medicine etc. I don't like competition, that means I have to fight for something, I DON'T LIKE FIGHTING.
Anyway, back to the topic, I want to be something simple, not a doctor, not a scientist, I want to be a chef or maybe even a bartender(sounds like a dream job to me). I know I'm still young, I know I have time to think about things, but being in a school like mine, where each one of us is expected to be something big, it feels like I have no choice. I also want to mention that I don't have the best grades in things like math or science(the others are good....except French), they would probably be better if I put in the effort (which I don't).
My friend has a similar case, she wants to be an English teacher, her psychologist (clearly not from school (although the school is good there are a lot of shitty people and bullying)) says that the school does nothing to help her at all in achieving that goal. And she is very good at English, a C1 if I'm not mistaken (English is not our first lenguage).
So, I need opinions, please
I just took a character design class and I made this little clown who lives in an abandoned theater, they are poorly done because I did it in a hurry and now my hand hurts but it was fun
Under the cut is the first draft
You know, this is funny because I realized that my favorite characters are always two gay men..... and I've never really been attracted to either of them.... I just like romance... and I think I might be aroace or at least demi aroace.... and it kinda makes me sad that I might never be in a romantic/sexual relationship with anyone... I want to be, but I've never been attracted to anyone truly...
They say if you look at your favorite characters from past fandoms you'll be able to tell what your type is and I can say for certain mine is