I'm So Sorry. You Deserve Far Better Than Anyone I Can Be. I Cant Give You What You Want, But I Want
I'm so sorry. You deserve far better than anyone i can be. I cant give you what you want, but i want you to know that i will always love you. I really tried, but when we met, it was a completely different world.
Maybe someday though, years from now, when i get my shit together and im not suicidal, we can try again
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Why am i never enough for anyone?
I knew it was too good to be true. I just knew i couldnt be happy for long.
I had a family, once. Then i fucked up and things were never the same.
- the funny thing is, i don't take it back. Im happier alone, and i think that scares me more...
Its always in my mind, and it never goes away. I think about cutting all the time. That doesnt change. However, i dont want to anymore, and thats what makes me think im getting better.
- i mostly want the last time to be the last time.
I really tried to make this work, and I hope you know that...
It took me so long. I tried to stop loving him. I really tried. It took me so long. I couldnt go a day without thinking about him. Even after all the heartache, even after he broke me to my very core. But then i finally did it. I went a day worhout thinking about him. About the pain and heartache i felt. I was truly happy... if it were a thing. Then came the fall shortly after. Then new problems arose, and new people, just coming in and out as they please. But none hurt like him. None could ever match up to the pain he caused me.
Kissing you was the best and worst desision of my life.
Aint it funny how life changes...
im almost a month clean, and its all i can think about. i dont think ill be clean for much longer.
Ive become so impulsive lately, im scared of what i might do next.
-i might do something even more permadent than dying my hair, piercing my own ear, or kissing my ex
