hugoraph - raphaël’s & seokjin’s one and only
raphaël’s & seokjin’s one and only

"If this can no longer resonate, no longer make my heart vibrate; then this will be how I die my first death."

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3 years ago

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐉𝐎𝐎𝐍

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ ɪ

ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ ɪɪ

𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊𝐉𝐈𝐍

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

ᴊɪɴ ɪ

𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

ʏᴏᴏɴɢɪ ɪ

𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ sᴏᴏɴ

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

ᴊɪᴍɪɴ ɪ

ᴊɪᴍɪɴ ɪɪ

𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐆

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

 ᴛᴀᴇʜʏᴜɴɢ ɪ

ᴛᴀᴇʜʏᴜɴɢ ɪɪ

𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐊𝐎𝐎𝐊

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ ɪ

ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ ɪɪ

ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ ɪɪɪ

ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ ɪᴠ

ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ ᴠ

ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ ᴠɪ

ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ ᴠɪɪ

𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐓𝟕 / 𝐏𝐎𝐋𝐘

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐒 :-

ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ sᴏᴏɴ

3 years ago

faded love | pjm

Faded Love | Pjm

⟶ 𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦:〝 he doesn’t need to say it. because you can feel your husband, park jimin, falling out of love with you. 〞married couple au.

❥ 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔: jimin x reader

❥ 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑟𝑒: angst (rip sorry) ⋆ fluff ⋆ smut

❥ 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡: 16k

⟶ 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: couples therapy (is that a warning?), cheating/infidelity, some swearing, soft mushy smut, oral (female receiving), fingering, penetrative sex, creampie, lots of kissing, this is just v soft mushy sex, like super light softcore romantic porn

➵ 𝑎/𝑛: W H A T I S U P D E M O N S! I’m back with another instalment of the mixtape series, i sincerely hope you all enjoy it!! almost everything is read through and edited except the smut because like,,, its 4am and the sun is coming up and i’m ill and tired

⇥ part of the mixtape series

⏤ unedited

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The signs were there.

Your relationship with your husband, Park Jimin, was slowly fading; slowly dwindling into nothingness. You don’t really recall exactly why you’ve been drifting apart or what caused the start of the drift. All you knew, was that one day, two months ago, your husband had come home with a changed, indifferent air around him. Within that long agonising month, you had tried everything to garner his attention. You suggested bike riding down the Han River liked you used to when you began dating, trying to rekindle some of the love and passion in your relationship. However, Jimin had refuted the offer, claiming he had a busy day at work and he was tired. When you suggested a date night, something relaxing like a movie and dinner, Jimin had rebuked that too, not wanting to leave home. But when you’d suggested staying in and watching a film, he’d turned that down too; heading straight to bed instead.

For two months you tried whatever you could. From planned days in so that he could rest if he was tired, all the way to suggesting fun and exciting things like trips to museums or the park like you used to when you were dating. But each and every single idea was turned down with some excuse or another. At some point you began wondering if you had done something to annoy him or said something that caused him to begin pulling away from you. But no matter how much you racked your brain, you couldn’t pinpoint any thing. He was just no longer interested in spending time with you.

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3 years ago

i am literally sobbing rn

Infidelity

A NIGHT TO REMEMBER | SEOKJIN VERSION

WORD COUNT: 9K

You and Jin had been divorced for a year but you’re forced to see each other when your son is found cheating on a test. After being called into school you both agree to make more of an effort being civil with each other, but it’s not long before history repeats itself. Family dinners turn into stolen kisses and ruffled bedsheets, but there’s one problem with your new arrangement. 

Jin’s wife.

warnings: angst, forbidden love, divorce, cheating, explicit smut, rough sex, oral sex & strong language 

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masterlist | ask | song

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3 years ago

Hii!! Can you please give recs about cheating and regret?(any member) It doesn't matter if the ending is happy or not, I just want to cry skskksms🤧🤧 Thankyou love!!💖💖

🌷 Here you go, anon 😊.

Thank you dear authors for these fics! ♥️

Note: I don’t condone and support cheating. These are just works of fiction and I appreciate how these writers tackled the scenarios. 

Hii!! Can You Please Give Recs About Cheating And Regret?(any Member) It Doesn't Matter If The Ending

BTS Infidelity/Cheating AUs

implied or suspected | member cheating on OC | member x OC cheating on partners | OC cheated on member | Member being cheated on by SO

There are fics I can’t recall the title/s of but I’ll try to update once I remember. I didn’t include fics that romanticizes it (like pwp type)

Hii!! Can You Please Give Recs About Cheating And Regret?(any Member) It Doesn't Matter If The Ending

Jungkook

Break up With Your Girlfriend @pradaksj - 1920s

Chasing Pavements (ongoing) @guklvr - married bestfriend!JK [4/5] not really full-blown cheating

Comfort Inn Ending @joonbird - established turned exes, idol!au [7/7]

Decalcomania @floralseokjin - established relationship [2/2]

Forever Has a Limit @readyplayerhobi -  husband!jk drabble

Ghost in my Bed (ongoing) @yeojaa - exes!au, e2l, rockstar [4/?]

I’d Rather be Dead + Everything I Wanted (ongoing) @starshapedkookie - fratboy!jk [2/3] 

I Hate You, I Love You @jungblue - bestfriend!jk, unrequited love [2/2 + drabbles  morning truths + when spirits spill]

Love is Not Over @moonnightyoongi   - established relationship [7/7]

Mutual Help (ongoing) @personasintro - bestfriend!au, broken up sad boy Jungkook (not really a cheating au but topics of cheating are touched upon across chapters. Also, this is the only reason I visit wattpad 😁. It's really angsty too!) [33/?]

Paradise @lunar-jimin - ceo x secretary

Rain by nijoon [AO3] - husband, divorce!au

Red by @7deadlysinsfics [AO3, but they'll repost on tumblr soon) - affair 

Slow and Steady @yoonia - artist!jk, husband!jk

Snapdragon + Daffodil @dfdph - fratboy!jk, college au (part 2: doctor!jungkook, doctor!reader, exes au)

Sound the Alarms @littlemisskookie - bestfriend’s boyfriend [8/8]

Splinter @/jungblue - exes reunion

Stubborn Love @hoseoksyn - modern day royalty, bodyguard

UNDO @/moonnightyoongi  - affair, college au (01 02 03 04)

Way Down in Bed Stuy @minstrivia - sister’s boyfriend; very angsty

Yoongi

If Walls Could Talk @smoochkooks - fwb!au

Stay High @personasintro - exes!au

UNDO @yoonia - exes!au (I remember needing a moment to calm down after reading this fic) [one shot + 7/7 drabbles]

Wrong hoseokiehopie [AO3] - fuckboy!au [10/10]

Wildest Moments @/joonbird - producer!yoongi [7/7]

Somebody Else @sincerelyourfangirl -  Your husband found solace in somebody else’s arms. [6/6]

Third Wheeling (ongoing, updates every Sat) @untaemedqueen - ceo!au, married!yoongi, pregnancy [17/?]

Jimin

Come Home to Me...Darling @roses-ruby  - husband au [2/2]

Faded Love @jamaisjoons ​ - husband au

Taehyung

Cheater @/personasintro -  Ten proofs you got to find out the truth but you were too blind in love to see.

Let Love Be Enough @jingabitch ​ - exes!au, divorced couple

Hoseok

Swan Song @avveh​ - Lord!hoseok x maid!reader 👀 [2/2]

This is Not a Love Story @sincerelyourfangirl - almost wedding

The Story of Us @/littlemisskookie - in a diary form, suspecting JHS of cheating

Namjoon

Stranger I Met on the Bus @9uk - strangers2lovers

Promises @jeonsweetheart - husband au, idol au [5/5]

Break Up With Your Girlfriend @lovetrivia - TA!Namjoon  Namjoon has a GF who broke his heart (but he still wants her until our tease OC comes along 😉)

Seokjin 

Infidelity @jungk0oksthighs - ex!husband

My Tiny Secret @personasintro - mistress AU 

Hii!! Can You Please Give Recs About Cheating And Regret?(any Member) It Doesn't Matter If The Ending

Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook

Everything Goes @/jamaisjoons - fuckboy!kth

Get Someone You Love @bangtaninink - exes!au, pining koo

House of Cards @aiimaginesbts - friend!kth [10/10]

Jungkook x Reader x Yoongi 

Hidden Stars @/jungblue​ - idol!au [5/5 + drabble]

I Feel You in my Heart (ongoing) @purpletaecup ​​ - exes!au, discussions of cheating   [11/?]

Jimin x Reader x Jungkook

Intoxicated @sugarjaee -  fuckboy!jk, jimin comes in latter parts  [6/6 + drabble]

Right of Way by fringesofinsanity [AO3]  I can still hear hearts shattering 💔 [12/12]

Taehyung x Reader x Jimin 

Slight Changes @jiminimoon - idol!au, appearance of Hwarang actors (lol) [11/11]

Hii!! Can You Please Give Recs About Cheating And Regret?(any Member) It Doesn't Matter If The Ending

🌷 posted: 2021 Feb 11 🌷 other lists 🌷 I love to read so feel free to recommend a fic =) 

Hii!! Can You Please Give Recs About Cheating And Regret?(any Member) It Doesn't Matter If The Ending

Please note that the fics are NOT mine. Please show these authors love by reblogging their fics, giving them feedback, and engaging in any positive interaction you can think of! 🥰

Hii!! Can You Please Give Recs About Cheating And Regret?(any Member) It Doesn't Matter If The Ending
3 years ago

❦bts masterlist❦

welcome to my masterlist ♡

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“for the ones who dream of stranger worlds”

MUST be 18+ for mature content labelled ‘M’

© amourtae ; please do NOT repost or modify any of my works without explicit permission.

❦ key: A (angst) ,, F (fluff) ,, S (smut)

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3 years ago

"Because I still love you."~ Kim Taehyung

"Because I Still Love You."~ Kim Taehyung

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader

Genre: ANGST

Requested by: This lovely person whom I can't seem to tag hehe

Summary: Taehyung breaks up with you with a promise to come back.

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"Tae?"

A soft smile grew on Taehyung's face at the gentle whisper that reached his ears. A satisfied hum buzzed out of his chest as he wriggled around in the confined space of the couch to face you. With swollen, red eyes that were dazed with sleep, Taehyung blinked a few times so that he could focus on the gentle glow of the kitchen light that kissed your cheek golden.

"Was I snoring?" he teased you, raising a hand to push your hair out of your face before fondly stroking the side of your head. You shook your head, resting your hand against his bare chest and sighing deeply.

"I just missed you."

"I'm right here baby," he frowned. "Did you have a bad dream?"

"I was just thinking," you whispered, your eyes scrunching shut at the quiver in your voice that betrayed your strong façade. Before he could catch sight of the tears shining in your eyes, you swiftly lodged your face into the curve of his shoulder, holding him close against you.

"What were you thinking about?" he let his lips rest over your ear.

"About how much I love you?" you short titter escaped when he traced his finger over the outline of your back. "Stop, that tickles."

"I know it does," he smirked but stopped his actions nonetheless. "Do you know what I was dreaming of?"

You shook your head, "What?"

With an amused sound, he gently pushed you back to take a look at you. "I had a dream that we had two kids, a girl, and a boy. Our girl was tall and she had your smile, and she was carrying our son in her arms. You know who she reminded me of?" he spoke quietly, his eyes following every place his finger traveled.

"Me?" you wondered. He nodded instantly, a wide smile taking over his expression. "Yes, you." He pinched your nose lovingly.

"She looked so responsible, with her gorgeous brown hair up until her shoulders. She had the kindest eyes, but what made me feel the happiest was the way she was caring for her brother. She held him so carefully, so delicately, she looked over him with the fondest eyes, and I just knew that even if I had to die at that very moment, she would never forsake her baby brother, she would always make sure that there would never come a day he goes hungry," Taehyung's eyes glistened under the dull light that came from the kitchen, looking down at you proudly.

"That was the very first time I had a dream about our future. Our children. And it makes me fall in love with you even more."

"Tae," you whispered. He nodded, brushing away the tear that rolled its way down your cheek. "We'll get there, sweetheart," he assured you, placing a firm kiss on your forehead.

"I'm afraid," you mumbled under your breath, holding onto him tighter in fear that he would disappear any moment. He frowned again, this time catching your face properly in his palms.

"Why?" he asked you, his voice low and gentle.

"I don't know," you let out a shaky breath, lowering your gaze.

"Hey, talk to me," he urged.

"Taehyung," you sighed, sitting up and turning away from him. He followed soon, but he stayed behind you, his hands pulling you back against his chest. "What if we don't make it?"

"Don't say such things, love. Why won't we make it?" you could hear the frown in his voice.

When you didn't reply, he lay his head upon your shoulder, reaching for your hands and intertwining them together with his own. "I love you, I need you to know that, okay?"

He sighed in relief when he felt you nod. "I love you too."

"Tell me what you feel," he muttered against the fabric of your t-shirt.

You looked down at his fingers that had enveloped your hands within his. Brushing his thumb tenderly with your own, you leaned into his embrace.

"I'm afraid I'll lose you."

Taehyung nodded, and you felt the ghost of a smile tug at your lips when he pulled you impossibly closer to his chest. His head was still lowered, a technique of getting you to open up without the fear of being pressured by someone's gaze. "You won't."

"I am scared of things going wrong if people find out about us."

He nodded again, lifting his head just a little so that he could kiss your shoulder blade. "We will face it together."

"I'm afraid you will leave me," you finally whispered, a teardrop falling onto his wrist. Taehyung froze behind you, his own eyes filling with tears at the fear that laced your voice. He had never seen you so afraid, so vulnerable, so broken before him.

"I won't," he mumbled against your skin, keeping his lips attached to you as he whispered it again. When you bent forward and began to cry, he moved with you, keeping you right against his heart and crying with you. "I won't leave you, baby. I won't."

"I'm scared Taehyung," you cried softly, his heart breaking at the feel of your tears falling onto his hand. He nodded, pulling you back so that you could lean against his shoulder.

"Hey, hey, listen to me, sweetheart, please," Taehyung mumbled, kissing away your tears and resting his face against yours. "There are so many people who already know about us, right? The boys have supported us from the very beginning, the company gave us a green signal too, do you remember how much we fought so that they could let us stay together? We can fight the world, as long as we stay together."

You let Taehyung hold you, one hand keeping both of yours in his grasp while the other wrapped around your chest, firmly attaching you to him.

"And our parents know about us too, sweetheart. Remember how my mum almost got us married when we went to meet her for the first time?" he giggled at the memory, his heart fluttering at the soft laugh that escaped your lips. "That was wild."

"Right? And I wouldn't want to brag but I know I impressed your dad with the very first conversation I had with him."

"All you said was, 'It's a pleasure to meet you, Sir,' and he fell for you," you chuckled softly, tilting your head towards him as he kissed your temple.

"I know he did, but my favorite part was when he told me that I was the best boyfriend he could have ever asked for his daughter." He whispered, squeezing your hand in assurance.

"We have so many people who love us, and most of all, we love each other. It's one of the strongest weapons to use when we have to fight the world, baby."

"I know," you pulled his arm closer to you. "I guess I was just overthinking."

"I won't ever leave you, Jagiya. Not happening. Imma kick it with a big fat 'NO', just like our dance move in Dynamite," the two of you began to laugh softly, a glimpse of the morning sun peeking through the windows.

"You promise?"

He finally turned you around in his arms, leaning forward to hold your lips with his in an embrace of its own.

"I promise."

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Promises.

Dreams.

A future.

Love.

When did such things begin to play hide and seek? You needed to know because these very words finally decided to play games with you.

A very cruel, heart-wrenching game.

You struggled to stay connected, your fists clenched and lips trembling as you watched the man who once comforted you with his words turn into a monster. A monster whose face turned a deeper shade of red with rage, droplets of spit spurting out of his lips with each word that he spat at you, the same lips that would kiss away your pain every single time. The same lips that mouthed the words that made you think it would've been better for him to just take a knife and stab you right in the chest.

It hurt. It hurt more than words could ever express as you stood in front of the man you struggled to stay connected with. Gone was the man who dreamt of a future with you. Gone was the man who promised to never leave you. Gone was the man who wished to fight the world hand-in-hand with you. No matter how much you tried to look for that very man, it was as if he ceased to exist. All you could see was a monster, a liar, a heartless, cold man who blamed you for things you were once most afraid of.

It made you feel ashamed to even bring his name to your tongue, it made you want to dig a hole in the ground and disappear, because his dark gaze made you feel so small. Yet you stood upright, with your eyes connected to his. When all else fails, you are the only person who can stand up for you, right? You are the only person who can make sure your head is held high, you are the only one who could save up enough energy to just stand, and face it like the woman that you were...right?

"Leave."

"What?"

"Did I stutter?" you asked him calmly, even though your tears were on a trip of their own. "Leave my house, right now."

"Why are you acting like this is my fault?" Taehyung's voice suddenly lost its punch, lowering down to a milder tone.

"I'm sorry Taehyung. It's my fault. Everything is my fault, okay? Are you satisfied now?" you sighed in defeat, your eyes burning with tiredness.

"Do you even realize what you have done?" he questioned you.

Unable to believe the audacity of the man in front of you, your jaw clenched in pain. "Yes. In fact, I do, do you need me to write it down for you so that you can stop shoving it into my face?" you yelled.

"I know I made a mistake Taehyung! I should've been more careful. I made a mistake that I've always been afraid of making but for the stupidest of reasons, I let my guard down because YOU," you pointed an accusing finger right at him, "You promised me that no matter what happens, we would fight this together. You held me that day and told me that you would never leave me and you ask me if I realize what I have done?"

He stood silently, his own eyes beginning to water at your words, which made you laugh in disbelief. "You do not have the right to be crying Taehyung. You walk in here after not contacting me for a week! And you break up with me because I simply wanted to hold your hand in the godforsaken park that you took me to?"

"Stop," he warned you, shutting his eyes.

"Really Taehyung? Really? I let you speak and take out all your anger on me because yes, whatever happened has negatively impacted your career, but didn't I always tell you that this day would come? And now you want me to stop?" you cried out, pulling at your hair as you watched him cover his face.

"Okay," you sniffled, wiping your tears away and pushing your hair behind your ears. "Let me tell you what is about to happen. You walk out the door and go fix whatever issue it was that led you to break the one woman who trusted you with her life. Go and apologize to your 'fans' and tell them you're sorry for dating someone without asking for their permission. Go and ask for forgiveness from the company that you slog day in and day out for, only because you wanted to be human for once."

"(Y/n)-"

"I'm not finished," you stated firmly, instantly silencing him.

"Once you leave, you better accept the fact that we are done. For good. Because there is no way in hell that I would be able to live with a man who broke me the way you did today."

To distract yourself from the clenching pain in your chest, you sat back down on the couch. The exact same couch that held memories that made you want to cry all over again.

"(Y/n), can you give it some time, please?" he pleaded, kneeling in front of you and holding your hands in his. You looked at him with tear-filled eyes, watching him as a pained look overtook his expression. "Let it settle for a while, please baby."

"Are you really asking me this? After all the things you told me today? You blamed me for the way your fan count decreased Taehyung, you blamed me for the insults that they never forget to bombard me with every single day. You told me that our relationship was the reason why people have stopped listening to your music?"

"No, no...please," he begged you, resting his head on your lap. You simply looked at him, your head beginning to throb. "Please, I'll come back to you, I swear, just give me some time. I'm sorry."

"It's not okay," you shook your head, pushing him away gently and looking him straight in the eye. There were tears falling from them, and you sat back and wondered how it was possible for him to be crying right now.

"I don't want you to come back to me, Taehyung. I cannot be with you. You hurt me, more than anyone has ever hurt me. You broke me to pieces today," you whispered, finally breaking down in front of him. Taehyung shook his head, sitting back down on the floor and crying into his hands, soft sobs causing his body to shudder as he heard you cry before him.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." he blubbered messily, "Please, let me sort everything out. Give me one more chance, baby, please. Let me come back to you."

Taehyung suddenly jolted upright, leaping towards you on his knees, grabbing your hands and holding them tenderly to his lips. With sorrowful eyes, he looked up at you, utterly broken at the pain he could see on your face. "I"m sorry, I'm sorry for not fighting for you. I'm sorry I gave up on you, but please, give me a chance to make things right. Please. I can't lose you, that was never my intention."

You sighed, shaking your head and releasing your hands from his grip. "You lost me the moment you gave up on me, Taehyung."

"No," he cried, standing up with you and stopping you from walking away. "I said I'm sorry, please give me a chance to convince them, I'll come back to you, I'll hold your hand and take you out for a date with no shame and nothing to hide. I'll show the world that I'm in love and one day when we get married I wil-"

"Taehyung, stop," you whispered, suddenly overwhelmed as you held your palm to his cheek. He began to cry instantly, leaning into your touch with his eyes shut. "What's the point in fighting for me now?"

His eyes opened, reaching up to grab your face within his warm hands. You inhaled sharply, your heart still leaping at his touch.

"Because I still love you."

Why would he say that?

Why did he have the power to break down all the walls you built up just to protect yourself?

Why was it so real?

It hurt so much to hear him say that. It broke you even more than it did when he yelled at you a few hours ago, yet you didn't stop him when he pulled you against him. You didn't push him back when he kissed you like there was no tomorrow, you couldn't stop your hands from desperately grabbing onto his collar as his fingers pulled your head closer to him. You couldn't. Even though you tried, you just couldn't.

Because you still loved him too.

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"Because I Still Love You."~ Kim Taehyung

WHY DID IT HURT SO MUCH

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If you enjoy torturing yourself as much as I do, try All the things I didn't do💔

3 years ago

never have i ever thought of this pairing, but the way you close this part is really impressive!!! i cant wait to go through the next chapter and find out what is taehyung up to about his relationship with oc...

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↳ Index [Chapter 09 - Parasomnia]

Pairing: Namjoon x f.Reader 

Warnings: Smut, dom!Namjoon, kissing, fingering, finger sucking, public sex in a library, he is being a little bit pushy, confusion 

Wordcount: 7.1k

a/n: besties we are going down together

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“Is this seat taken?”

You look up from your book, coming face to face with Kim Namjoon’s smiling face. His dark rimmed glasses are perched up on his nose and one single strand of his raven hair is hanging into his eyes.  

“Uhm…not really, but do you have to?”

He laughs, cocking his right eyebrow up in surprise.

“Did I do something to deserve such a cold shoulder?” he asks.

“I honestly don’t want to talk”, you say and look back into your book.

You can feel him looking at you and the dozens of books you had piled up on the table before you. You try to ignore it.

“Vampires”, he says, studying your features, “you struck me as a lover for the supernatural the moment my eyes fell on you.”

You close the book on East European folklore and look at him with an exasperated sigh.

“What do you want Namjoon? Did Taehyung send you?”

“Taehyung?” Namjoon chuckles. He takes off his brown leather bag and sits down on the chair beside you, turning to you, “why would he send me?”

“Because of what happened last week? Obviously.”

Namjoon reaches for a book and opens it. He skims through it mindlessly, making you grind your teeth in annoyance. If he messes up the little markings you put in there, you will personally end him. He drags his pointer finger over a line talking about the horrors of blood drinking, closing the book afterwards. He looks into your eyes.

“I have no idea what happened between you and him. I’m actually here to gather research material for the paper I am due to write next week”, he explains, lifting his notepad so you could see it.

You cringe, “god sorry, I should have figured. Sorry for snapping at you, I’m just a little moody lately.”

“It is already forgiven”, he assures you with a sweet smile, “may I ask what happened? I missed you in our Tuesday lecture today.”

You sigh and shrug your shoulders.

“I honestly have no idea. I was with Tae, you know?”

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3 years ago

Masterlist

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BTS reaction to their s/o getting in a car accident

BTS reaction you like them but they like your friend

[Hyung Line] [Maknae Line]

BTS reaction to playing Pokemon GO with their s/o

BTS reaction to their ice skater s/o getting injured

BTS reaction to their s/o not wanting kids

BTS Hyung Line reaction to their crush liking another member

Songs that remind BTS of their s/o

BTS reaction to their s/o moving them to tears

BTS reaction to their s/o shaving off their hair

BTS reaction teaching their s/o how to dance

BTS reaction to having a crush on another member’s best friend

[Hyung Line] [Maknae Line]

BTS reaction to their s/o getting late night snacks

What Disney song BTS would sing with their s/o

BTS reaction to s/o being afraid of the dark

BTS reaction to the silent treatment (fluff)

BTS reaction to their pet doesn’t like their s/o

BTS reaction to their s/o talking to themselves

BTS AU: Finding their soulmate [Hyung Line] [Maknae Line]

BTS reaction to the members making a dirty joke about s/o *

BTS members as your boyfriend [Hyung Line] [Maknae Line]

BTS reaction to their s/o finding a bug

BTS members as your best friends (HC)

BTS reaction to kissing their crush + holding their hand

BTS reaction to getting their wisdom teeth pulled

BTS reaction to hearing their s/o singing in the shower

BTS reaction to their s/o walking in on them showering

BTS reaction to their s/o finding them smoking

BTS reaction to their s/o scaring them

BTS reaction to s/o jokingly threatening them after they apologize

BTS reaction to sleeping with their best friend when drunk*

BTS reaction to ruining the mood*

BTS reaction to breaking up with s/o and regretting it {Hyung Line} {Maknae Line}

BTS reaction to s/o wanting them to be their first time*

BTS reaction to s/o being an airhead/gullible

BTS reaction to having a POC s/o

BTS reaction to s/o having chubby cheeks

BTS reaction to rejecting you

BTS reaction to their s/o being younger

BTS reaction to their s/o getting hate during mukbang stream

BTS reaction to their s/o being short

BTS reaction to you confessing your crush on them

BTS reaction to accidentally yelling at you

BTS reaction to their s/o having a stalker

BTS reaction to their s/o crying over character’s death

BTS reaction to their s/o kissing them in front of the others

Downsides of BTS Member’s (HC)

BTS reaction to their s/o calling them pet names

BTS reaction to going to the zoo with their s/o

BTS reaction to finding out they’re gonna be a dad

BTS reaction to their s/o asking to hold their hand in a crowd

BTS reaction to their s/o getting sunburnt

What BTS would put their s/o’s contact name as

BTS reaction to their s/o crying over them dying in a fanfiction

BTS reaction to you leaving love letters in their locker

BTS reaction to their wedding

BTS reaction to their s/o learning Korean

BTS reaction to being their crush’s bias

BTS reaction to not being their s/o’s bias

BTS reaction to their s/o graduating

BTS reaction to finding out their s/o’s mother passed away

BTS reaction to finding out their s/o sings very well

BTS reaction to their s/o not being touchy

BTS reaction to their s/o having an identical twin

BTS reaction to picking their s/o up from a delayed flight

BTS reaction to their s/o overworking

BTS reaction to their s/o having one meal a day

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Seokjin

Can’t Keep Lying

Namjoon

English battle with s/o

Stargazing

Yoongi

Pranking him with a fake hickey

Tsundere!Yoongi, your birthday

J-Hope

House of Memories

Dance practice with his s/o

Jimin

None yet

Taehyung

Art Museum with s/o

Jungkook

Visiting his s/o’s hometown

Member’ teasing him about your relationship

3 years ago

fuck i almost cried

Can’t Keep Lying

PLOT: Jin’s been distant lately. Maybe it’s the work flow, maybe it’s something you said. Or maybe, maybe it’s just the girl at work.

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Genre: Angst

Pairing: Jin x Reader

Warnings: Language

It was happening again. Jin was absent. Well, not completely. Jin was there, as he always was in the late afternoon, sitting at the kitchen table eating his dinner. But you could see it in his glossy eyes, see it in the way his fork mindlessly pushed his food around the porcelain plate, he was absent. His mind was elsewhere whilst his still body sat in the seat of your kitchen. This had become your normal. The chatter and laughter you two shared before, replaced by an unsteady silence ever since he began his new acting role. You cleared your throat, his eyes finally showing some sign of life as he glanced up at you.

“How was the filming today?” You asked, hoping you sounded more uplifting than you felt.

“It was great!” He also smiled back at you, a taut, fake smile that you’d been receiving more and more lately. You were becoming increasingly aware of Jin’s changes in behavior, that fake happiness had began to forge on his face often. Normally, he could go on for hours. He would tell you about his day, he’d tell you what he’d done and what he was up to. He’d always talk in a very animated and vivid way, fueled with enthusiasm and excitement. Then he’d lovingly question you about your day, you’d go watch a movie or go for a walk together, and then curl up to sleep. That had been your routine. But Jin didn’t continue the conversation further, you knew that after he was done eating he’d go shower and fall asleep before you could say anything. He no longer made jokes, or kept you up teasingly poking at your sides and chatting. You couldn’t even remember the last time you’d heard him genuinely laugh.

“Jin.” You said. You were done letting him put on this little act, you needed to know what was wrong. “Talk to me.”

He didn’t look up. Jin’s eyebrows knit together, a concerned look covering his face as he set his fork down.

“You know that I would never want to hurt you, right?” He asked. You nodded, even though he was still not looking at you. “.. And I realize, that as much as I would hate to, I’m going to. Because there is no way I can go about this, that will not hurt you. There’s no good way to let you know this.”

You pushed your plate away from you, your heart was pounding. You were afraid now, everything suddenly seemed at stake. You were running over the memories in your head, wondering if you’d ever done anything wrong, if you had anything to do with what he was about to say. Jin finally looked at you, you nodded at him to go on.

“As you know, I’ve gotten along with the crew on the film I’m working on. There’s a lot of people on it. The director is talented and kind to us, the cast members are amazing and great to work with. There’s Jiwoo, Jaehyun and.. Oh, I did tell you about Seoyeon, didn’t I?” He asked, the tone of his voice became more nervous at the mention of her. You did the only thing you’d been able to do, nod. This was where it was getting difficult, Jin was visibly hesitating to speak again as he reached out and held onto your hand. You wanted to pull away from him, but something told you this might be the last time you got the chance. So you gripped onto his hand and listened. “Well, Seoyeon. She is a love interest of my character, you know that. We were both understanding of it, it’s only a role and it’s part of the job. We did not hang out afterwards, she knows I’m with you. We kept it all professional. One day we went out to celebrate the shoot going well, and we spoke. After that, we kept in touch. Then we started hanging out together on set.. And off set. I’ve realized over time, that maybe, well..” Jin was not one to stammer over his words, but he couldn’t help it. “I’ve realized that-”

“It’s not just part of the role.” You whispered, almost afraid to say it. In the short silence that followed, you wanted Jin to laugh and shake his head and tell you that you were wrong. Unfortunately that’s not what he did. Instead he just bit his lip and looked away.

“I think I fell in love with her.”

You were frozen. Everything was gone for a second, and when you finally came to your senses you felt the warmth in your limbs and realized that your hand was still in his. You yanked your hand away, the chair legs forcefully skidding on the ground as you came to a stand. Jin jumped in surprise, he was also rising to his feet. There was finally emotion back on his face, fear and confusion.

“I love you Y/N.” Jin assured you, but it was of no comfort.

“No, no you don’t. Maybe you did, but you know you don’t anymore. That’s what you’re trying to tell me, right?” You choked.

“.. I just can’t stay with you anymore.”

“So you told her you’d leave me? So she’s waiting for you to come back, single? I was just the obstacle in your way?” You spat. The silence from the male proved that you were correct yet again. Why couldn’t you just be wrong? He looked composed, serious, maybe a little hurt but not anything compared to how you were feeling. His empty hand was back at his side now, his eyes searching you for understanding.

“Then I guess she gets what she wants. I want you-” You paused as your voice cracked, taking a breath before trying again. “I want you, to grab your stuff, and get out of my house.”

Jin’s eyes widened in shock. He knew that it would resort to this eventually, but hearing it is something different. He never actually did mean to bring you so much distress, but he needed to tell you the truth while he still could, and a part of him really did love you. He moved towards you, trying to grab onto your arm and mumbling your name softly. But you pressed your hands into his chest and pushed him away. “No! I’m going to go outside, and go for a walk. By the time I get back, you better be the hell out of my house!” You stormed past him, your throat was drowning with the tears you were swallowing back. You threw the front door open, stomping down the stairs and walking down the sidewalk. The sky was turning dark with night time, the wind had also began to pick up. Your lungs filled up with chilling air everytime you sobbed, the cold was nipping at the tears on your cheeks turning them into trails on your red skin. But you refused to return. It’s a surreal feeling. Heart break is in every movie, every book, every song. People all over the world who pour out their feelings of pain, and you can sympathise with them, but it’s completely different when it’s you. To realize that this person that brings you so much joy, who accompanies you everywhere and makes you who you are, is going to be gone. You don’t get to wake up to him anymore, you don’t get to hold his hand, you don’t get to kiss him. You do not get Kim Seokjin anymore, and there is no one in the world like him that can replace the memory he’s left. The worst part of it all, is knowing that someone else will. He is someone else’s joy now, leaving you wondering if perhaps you just weren’t good enough to make him stay.

You were walking and shivering for so long now, you couldn’t feel your toes. You finally decided to make it back before it got any colder or darker than it already was. As your house came into view, you stopped when you realized that Jin’s car was gone. You stared wide eyed at the driveway, slowly piecing together what had happened again. And then you started running, your shoes pounding the cement as you sprinted down the road and to your front door, throwing it open. You started to take big unsteady breaths as you looked around, his jacket was gone, his shoes at the door were gone, his papers on the coffee table were gone. You ran up the stairs, down the hallway and into your shared room hurrying to the closet. You flung the large doors open so fast they collided loudly with the wall but you didn’t care, your eyes scanning the small room. The shirts he had hanging up were gone, his pants were gone, his shoes and hats were gone.. Jin was gone. You thought you’d already cried it all out, but then there were more tears pouring down your cheeks. You stumbled back, slumping down besides the bed and bawling your eyes out. So that was it. You’d told him to leave, and he had. You’d held his hand one last time, and now you wouldn’t ever again. Your cries were muffled by your knees as you pulled them up to your chest, clutching onto your jeans.

“Come back.”

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3 years ago

kim seokjin fic rec list (Ⅰ)

Kim Seokjin Fic Rec List (Ⅰ)

here’s a list of my favourite seokjin fics, please show lots of love and support to these wonderful authors and their blogs, some of these fics contain smut so no minors allowed ♡

a- angst s- smut f- fluff ❣- ultimate favourite

Burn after reading by @triviafics a (spy au enemies to lovers au)

first love by @jjkpls f s a (dad jin mom reader)

View by @noteguk s (ceo jin lawyer reader) ❣

one more time by @ssscentral f a (heartbreak and pining) ❣

no diving by @softyoongiionly f s (boyfriend jin) ❣

once bitten, twice shy by @fantasybangtan f (doctor au)

can’t keep lying by @1rosex a (cheating au) ❣

Her by @googikoo s a (infidelity readers is his wife’s best friend) ❣

Cheater Begger by @kittaebrat a (boyfriend jin)

For the glory by @mingoyeob s

youthful by @namjoonchronicles f (domestic au dad jin)

29+1 by @taeescript f (ceo jin)

Midnight hour by @serenehwa s (relationship au)

So what by @joheunsaram f s (bratty oc) ❣

Picnic date by @lovelyjin22 f (idol au established relationship au)

Little Black Book: The One You Hate by @bluewhale52 s (strangers to lovers au friends with benefits au) ❣

In Need Of Orders by @lemonjoonah s (Kingsman AU)

My Tiny Secret by @personasintro s a (mistress au) ❣

One step by @cutechim f a (pediatrician jin single mom au)

Fixate Inc. by @untaemedqueen f s a (CEO jin secretary reader) ❣

How to lose a guy in 10 days by @tayegi s ft. Best friend Jungkook ❣

Satisfy by @suga-kookiemonster s (kim line x reader escorts au ceo au) ft. Taehyung and Namjoon ❣

Better with you by @ve1vetyoongi s a (fake dating au arranged marriage au) ❣

la douleur exquise by @junqkook s a (soulmate au unrequited love au ) ft. Yoongi ❣

tonight by @mimikookie f a (established relationship au)

Blurred Lines by @yoonia s (sexual tension au teacher jin teacher reader tattooed biker jin) ❣

my type by @floralseokjin s (nerd jin) ❣

crystallised by @floralseokjin s a (fuck boy jin) ft. Yoongi ❣

small tuna fish by @floralseokjin f s (college au friends to lovers au) ❣

time fades away by @floralseokjin s ❣

daddy dearest by @taesinferno s (married dilf jin infidelity au age gap) ❣

éffleurer by @sugaurora s (CFO jin) ❣

half-baked holiday by @ddaenggtan f s a (bakery au friends to lovers au idiots to lovers au) ❣

wash ‘n dry by @seokoloqy (college au)

christmas under wraps by @joheun-saram f s (nurse jin doctor reader) ❣

platonically horny by @joheunsaram f s (best friends au friends with benefits au) ❣

novel complications by @joheunsaram f a (love triangle best friends to lovers au strangers to lovers au) ft. Taehyung ❣

with you by @yoonpobs f s a (divorce au marriage au childhood friends to lovers au) ❣

danger by @xjoonchildx s (hate sex) ❣

better than before by @minjoonalist s (ex jin)

if just for rain by @yoondoze f (friends to lovers au)

I Just Want You for My Own by @joonscypher f a (unrequited love au friends to lovers) ❣

Opaline Moon by @missgeniality f s a (idol au friends to lovers au) ❣

thunder by @ppersonna f s (friends to lovers au)❣

the bitch next door by @littlemisskookie s a ❣

distance by @kz-i-co f s a

the snuggle is real by @chimoona f s (established relationship au)

sugar sweet! by @ditttiii f s (established relationship au) ❣

Kitchen Confidential by @yoonjinkooked s (enemies to lovers au) ❣

slow. dirty. wet. by @clouditae f s (friends to lovers au) ❣

3 years ago

for me | dilf!jk drabbles

⤷ A collection of drabbles accompanied with dilf!jk

⇢ all drabbles contain mature content | 18+ | warnings listed in each drabble

!there is no taglist!

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↳ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬; jeon jungkook, the man you’re hooking up with on a daily basis and conveniently is your neighbor, happens to bring news with him one day – one you’d never expect unless you see it with your own eyes

⇢ read here

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↳ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬; while adapting to being a new dad, he doesn’t forget what an asshole he can be – and it all starts from one bitter feeling

⇢ read here

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↳ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬; you’re one knock away and jungkook uses that opportunity, although there should be a different reason behind his knocks – one that you and him both know he owes you

⇢ read here coming soon

3 years ago

SENTENCE STARTERS INSPIRED BY QUEEN SONGS

part one — angst

“please stay a while”

“don't lose your heart”

“so sad it ends as it began”

“how I loved you, how I cried”

“you'll get forgotten on the way”

“love of my life, don't leave me”

“was it all wasted? all that love?”

“I have no heart, I'm cold inside”

“you're the victim of your crime”

“each morning I get up I die a little”

“save me I can't face this life alone”

“it's always a rainy day without you”

“someday, one day, we'll come home”

“you've captured my love, stolen my heart”

“I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be”

“I've been facing this alone for much too long”

“because you don't know what it means to me”

“who dares to love forever, when love must die?”

“if I can't go to heaven will they let me go to hell?”

“funny how love can break your heart so suddenly”

“I've been looking back to find where I went wrong”

“I would surely die if you dismiss me from your love”

“there's nothing in this world to be sure of anymore”

“too much love will kill you just as sure as none at all”

“it started off so well, they said we made a perfect pair”

“for every star in heaven there's a sad soul here today”

“so please don't go, don't leave me here all by myself”

“one day we're loving each other then we're fighting one another”

“I was looking for some good old satisfaction, but pain is all I got”

“I used to bring you sunshine now all I ever do is bring you down”

“don't you hear my call? though you're many years away don't you hear me calling you?”

3 years ago
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↳ Index [Chapter 08 - Prandiculum]

Pairing: slight Jimin x f.Reader, Taehyung x f.Reader

Warnings: suggestive themes, Jimin being a lot, blood drinking, Tae being angry, confusion

Wordcount: 5.3k

a/n: boy if you don’t-

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You really like the songs of birds. You have always liked the songs of birds, even when you were a little girl – too naïve for the world and with far too much energy to spare – you really liked birds and their singing. It calmed you down, but also made you think of many amazing stories in your head. Most of the time those stories were about the topics those little fellas were singing about. Where the spots for catching worms were hidden in your garden, how the air all the way up in the sky felt like, or maybe just about how many people they have pooped on today. You had the silliest stories for every kind of bird and its melodies.

Now that you are all grown up – still maybe a little naïve but feeling far more tired than energetic – the music of birds reminded you of home. Your parent’s house is surrounded by a spacious garden, so your childhood was filled with happy whistling and little songs, hence the many stories. So whenever you are woken up by the songs of birds, you feel like you are back in your childhood bedroom, ready to start a new day of adventuring.

So when you open your eyes to a new day and don’t find yourself in your bedroom, you are confused. Now bear in mind, you hadn’t expected to wake up in your childhood bedroom, your mind was awake enough to realise that this was impossible. But you had expected to wake up in your apartment. White walls, which were slightly yellowed from all the previous people living in it, a big water stain on the left corner of the ceiling, the smell of your radiator heating up. But you weren’t greeted by those things, instead the clear blue sky greeted you.

You blink a few times, rubbing at your eyes when the image still remains.

“Huh.”

The sky is still here even after you rubbed your eyes. You look at your hands and start counting your fingers. You have more fingers in dreams, so your father always told you. You only have your required amount, not one more and not one less. So you aren’t dreaming. You are actually resting under a glass dome. Also what is that smell? Like old books and expensive wood?

You look around. A library.

“Oh!”

You must be stupid in sleep. You stayed over at Taehyung’s place, now you remember! This is his library, a secret he shared with you last night before you and him spent hours watching the stars and kissing until your lips were tender. You touch them, feeling your heart flutter. Last night was so amazing. He took you dancing, walked with you under the moonlight, showed you his most precious possessions and then told you that you are important to him under the starry sky and then fell asleep with you while you were resting in his arms.

You giggle, hiding your face behind your hands. Last night was epic.

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3 years ago
All Works Are Written By Me. Do Not Steal Or Copy!

All works are written by me. Do not steal or copy!

Disclaimer: All stories contain strong language & mature content!

mini masterlist – a collection of small drabbles

All Works Are Written By Me. Do Not Steal Or Copy!

⏤ S E R I E S:

↳ PROHIBIDO. | brother’s best friend au | fluff, angst smut

synopsis; Namjoon is an art himself. Shame that he’s forbidden - he’s your brother’s best friend. And your colleague..

chapters: index | ongoing

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⏤ O N E – S H O T S:

↳ BELLISSIMA | parents au | fluff, smut

synopsis; once your husband finds the meaning behind your rejection, he’s having none of it

chapters: 01 | completed

All Works Are Written By Me. Do Not Steal Or Copy!

⏤ O N E – S H O T S:

↳ A PLAN | friends with benefits au | fluff, smut

synopsis; You’ve a plan — trying to dominate your extremely dominant roommate who also happens to be your friend with benefits. 

chapters: 01 completed

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⏤ D R A B B L E  S E R I E S:

↳ MY TINY SECRET | unexpected pregnancy, mistress au | angst, smut

synopsis; Pretty face doesn’t make it up for an ugly personality. And Kim Seokjin is the perfect proof of that.

chapters: index | completed

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⏤ S E R I E S:

↳ AWAY FROM YOU | divorce au | fluff, angst, smut

synopsis; Trying to divorce Yoongi might be harder than you thought it’d be. Especially when you’re having a two year old toddler.

chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 ongoing

drabbles

↳ MONACHOPSIS | fluff, smut, angst, mini series

synopsis; After receiving unpleasant news that doesn’t allow you to grow your family, your husband comes up with an idea that unfortunately involves his brother whom he despises

chapters: index | ongoing

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⏤ O N E – S H O T S:

↳ NEXT DOOR | neighbor au | fluff (?), smut

synopsis; Your neighbor doesn’t respect your complaints about him being loud, but you don’t let it slide so easily. 

chapters: 01 | completed

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↳ STAY HIGH | exes au | fluff, angst (?), smut

synopsis; You’ve to stay high to keep your ex out off your mind when he comes back into your life.

chapters: 01 | completed

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⏤ S E R I E S:

↳ HOPE WORLD [ON-HOLD] | enemies to lovers au | fluff, angst, smut

synopsis; You’ve decided to try dancing class, but the one who teaches you how to dance actually hates you.

chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | ongoing

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⏤ O N E – S H O T S: 

↳ THE BOSS | boss!reader | fluff, smut, tiny bit of angst

synopsis; In the middle of important business meeting, Hoseok spreads his mouth free and it almost costs you one of the greatest business deals. You’ve to remind Hoseok who’s the boss.

chapters: 01 | completed

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⏤ S E R I E S:

↳ ONE TIME THING [ON-HOLD] | best friend’s boyfriend au | fluff, angst, smut

synopsis; What are you going to do when your best friend asks you to have a sex with her boyfriend?

chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05  | ongoing

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⏤ O N E – S H O T S:

↳ ADAYWITHOPPA | smut, fluff

synopsis; adaywithoppa is a website where you can book a tour guide, what happens when you book one without you knowing?

chapters: 01 | completed

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↳ ONLY YOU | single dad, best friends to lovers au | fluff, smut, tiny bit of angst

synopsis; You’ve been always there for your best friend, even when he became a single dad

chapters: 01  | completed

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↳ SUCKER | vampire au | smut, angst

synopsis; You wish you’d pay more attention to Jimin. Like, how his eyes kept changing color. How cold his skin was, too unrealistically to be natural. Or one second, he flashed you with his sharp canines and the next one he didn’t have any. How much he craved for you, but not the way you thought he was.

chapters: 01 | completed

All Works Are Written By Me. Do Not Steal Or Copy!

⏤T W O – S H O T S:

↳ CHEATER | cheater au | angst, smut

synopsis; Ten proofs you got to find out the truth but you were too blind in love to see.

chapters: 01 | 02 | ongoing

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⏤  S E R I E S:

↳ DRUNK [ON-HOLD] | alcoholic au | fluff, angst, smut

disclaimer: this story contains alcoholism, strong language & mature content [do not read it if you’re sensitive about alcoholism]

synopsis; You fell in love with Jeongguk so hard thinking he’s everything you’ve ever wanted. But there’s a one catch – he’s an alcoholic.

chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | ongoing

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↳ MUTUAL HELP | fake dating, best friends to lovers au, slow burn | fluff, angst, smut

synopsis; In order for you to pretend to be his girlfriend, he helps you with your sexual desires - he calls it a mutual help

Available on Wattpad only!  

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↳ SLEEPOVER | best friend’s brother au | fluff, smut

synopsis; Jeongguk is your best friend’s little brother who invites you to have a sleepover at his place. Nothing can happen, right?

chapters: 01 | completed

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↳ STRAWBERRY LIPS | professor au | fluff, smut

synopsis; it’s not your fault your professor is extremely young and oh, so hot

chapters: 01 | completed

3 years ago

Cheater | kth [oneshot]

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⏤𝒔𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔; Ten proofs you got to find out the truth but you were too blind in love to see.

⏤𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: oral sex [female and male receiving], strong language, penetrative sex, protected sex, cum eating, creampie, soft sex

⏤𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: angst, smut

⏤𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕: 16.8k

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The darkest side of the love is, that it can break you in seconds. It makes you strong but weak at the same time. It depends on the person you’re in love with — and if that person is in love with you as well.

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3 years ago

i really THOUGHT tae would bring oc home to be 'an evening meal' for him and his friends, but THANK GOD HE'S JUST A REALLY SWEET LOVER CAN I PLEASE DATE HIM RN

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↳ Index [Chapter 07 - Sidus]

Pairing: Taehyung x f.Reader 

Warnings: none just the CUTEST FKCING DATE!!! and Taehyung being the dream man 

Wordcount: 6k

a/n: this is self-indulgent and I am not ashamed to admit it lmao

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Taehyung closes the door behind him as carefully as possible.

“Quiet now darling, we don’t want to wake my roommates”, he whispers, holding your hand as he is tiptoeing through the entrance hall with you.

“Okay, okay I got it”, you whisper back, stifling a giggle. You are walking on your tiptoes again, looking left and right every so often.

Sneaking around with him makes you feel like you are ten again. As if you and your childhood crush came home late from playing outside the entire day, now sneaking through the corridors and hoping that your parents wouldn’t wake. With your hand tightly clasped by his’ you tiptoe up the stairs. The moon illuminates your way.

“Stop laughing”, Taehyung warns quietly, looking over his shoulder. He carries fondness in his eyes and a mischievous grin on his lips.

“Sorry I just can’t help it. This is so exciting”, you whisper, hiding your mouth behind your hand.

Taehyung smiles fondly, pulling you closer. 

“Hush darling”, he whispers, nuzzling his face into your hair and pinching your sides playfully. 

“Tae”, you squeak, “stop it this is-”, you giggle loudly. 

“Quiet darling, quiet”, he teases, tickling you gently.

You giggle and squirm, hiding your face in his chest. 

“You’re not helping”, you whine. 

Taehyung laughs fondly before leaning in to kiss your cheek. 

“You are beyond adorable." 

You lift your head, gazing at his pretty face. Like silver porcelain. His skin looks beautiful in the moonlight. You can’t stop yourself from reaching out and touching his cheek, running your thumb along the soft skin under his eye. 

He leans into the touch, turning his head so he is able to kiss your palm. He does so with his eyes closed. It makes your heart flutter and your skin tingle. 

“Come now”, he breaks away from you, holding your hand again, “let’s hurry.”

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3 years ago
He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨
He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨
He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨
He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨

he’s just the prettiest ✨✨✨

+ bonus: jimin’s thighs enthusiast

He’s Just The Prettiest ✨✨✨
3 years ago

Willow| JJK

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Summary: You were always there for Jungkook, no matter the intensity of the trouble he was in, you were always there for him.

genre: college student! Jungkook x reader!, best friends to lovers.

Warnings/tags: Angst, fluff, smut, fingering, oral, mentions of unprotected sex, panic attacks, insecurities, accidental pregnancy/child, dirty talk, pet names.

Words: 23.7K

A.N: Hello, it is finally here, i hope you enjoy it and let me know what you think with your comments and asks, knowing what you guys think mean the world to me, really you have no idea how that lifts up my spirits when I don`t feel motivated, anyways, please enjoy lovelies <33333

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You look around the coffee shop where Jungkook was supposed to meet you twenty minutes ago, you didn’t plan on meeting him there, it was just understood between the two of you even a ritual if you had to give it a word, both of you came to this shop to grab coffee before your classes and usually you were the one getting late not him, never him, never even when you were kids, Jungkook was always the impatient one, his impatient nature forced him to do things early, meeting you somewhere to hangout was nothing different, he was always before time and you were glad because you never had to wait instead, you always got scolded for not being on time even if you are five minutes late. You lean back in the seat, chewing on your bottom lip as you look outside the window. No sign of him. You look down at you phone, his chat still open, a thread of your messages sent to him can be seen but still nothing from him, he wasn’t even at home when you left in the morning. You huff. Is he okay? Your best friend instinct kicks in.

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3 years ago

HOME ; kth

HOME ; Kth

pairing: kim taehyung x reader

genre: ANGST!!!, exes2lovers

word count: approx. 2.5k

summary: you run into your ex-boyfriend at a bar. the only problem is that you are still very much in love with him. — anon‘s request is here.

warnings: so. much. angst., crying, alcohol, did i mention angst, kissing, swearing

songs i listened to whilst writing: hold me down — daniel caesar

a/n: my requests were close but anon requested heavy angst and i took that and ran with it. i LOVE writing angst because i enjoy inflicting pain! (just kidding) i hope you like it anon, and i’m sorry it took a while!!

HOME ; Kth

Blind dates sucked ass.

That was the one thing you were sure of, as you sat at the bar, swirling a glass of water — you’d been tempted to order something stronger, because God, you were tired. It was Friday, and you’d had a long week at work. You hadn’t wanted to come on this stupid blind date anyway, but your best friend had insisted. You’d tried telling her that you still hadn’t really moved on from Him, but she wasn’t having it. So here you were, perched at a bar, completely sober and completely alone — the guy had stood you up.

It was humiliating, being the only person in the bar alone. Everybody else was with a group of friends, or with a partner; and judging by the pitying glances some people had thrown you, it was embarrassingly obvious that you’d been ditched.

You huffed our a breath and glanced at your watch. It had been fifty three minutes — it was time you accepted the dude wasn’t showing up. You downed the glass of water, and made to grab your purse — but before you could slide off the stool, a painfully familiar voice sounded behind you.

“YN?”

You froze, your back to the speaker, and a thousand thoughts raced through your mind, tumbling and tripping all over each other. And then you turned around and suddenly your chest was tight and your throat was closing and your eyes were stinging because it was Him, it was Kim Taehyung standing right in front of you.

The first thing you realised was that he looked good. No, good wasn’t the right word — he looked better than good. Even when the two of you had dated — because that’s what you were, you were exes — he had always been beautiful.

“Tae?” you croaked in surprise.

His already round eyes widened even further when you called him that, and you cursed yourself silently. You couldn’t call him that, not anymore.

“YN,” he repeated in a soft breath, lowering the mask on his face, and there was something you couldn’t read behind the surprise in his eyes.

He used to call you angel, not YN. He used to say it was because you were his guardian angel.

You let out a breathy laugh. “Wow — I — hi! What — what are you doing here?”

Taehyung smiled slightly and took a seat next to you at the bar. His jeans brushed your bare knee as he did so and you swallowed thickly. He gestured to the two people standing next to him, and with a jolt you realised it was Hobi and Jimin underneath those face masks. “You remember Hobi and Jimin, right?” Taehyung asked cautiously.

You nodded, reaching up to hug the two men tightly. “Yeah, of course I do!” Taehyung’s friends weren’t easy to forget. All six of them were so welcoming and bright and happy, that soon into your relationship, you’d felt they were your best friends too. You missed them.

Hobi and Jimin hugged you back tightly, full of how have you been and how is Jia, and how is your job and did you know how much we missed you.

Then Jimin exhaled and clapped his hands. “Hyung, let’s dance,” he declared, grabbing Hoseok and dragging him to the dance floor as you giggled.

Taehyung remained in his seat,and he quirked a brow at you, a habit you knew so well it hurt. “So, what are you doing here? On your own?”

You laughed slightly bitterly. “You remember my best friend Jia?” He nodded. “She set me up on some blind date today. The guy didn’t show up.”

Taehyung’s face dropped. “Bastard,” he cursed emphatically. “I’m sorry, angel.”

Both of you froze at the nickname, which had slipped so automatically off his tongue. You exhaled shakily and then shrugged. “Don’t be. I didn’t really want to be here anyway.”

You blinked and then decided to give Taehyung the easy way out of this conversation — you would leave and he could enjoy the rest of his night. “I was actually just about to leave.”

You made to get up, but a warm hand grabbing your own stopped you. “Wait!” Taehyung blurted. “At least let me buy you a drink,” he added slower. “I want — wanted to catch up. Only — only if you want to, of course!” he added hastily, and you could tell how flustered he was getting, with reddened cheeks and stumbling words.

You smiled softly. “I’d love to,” you said, and sat back down. Then you darted a glance to the dance floor — “They won’t mind?”

He shrugged. “Nah. I wouldn’t be able to keep up with their dancing anyway.”

“I don’t know,” you teased lightly. “From what I remember, you’re just as good as them.”

He shook his head vehemently, a laugh bubbling out of his chest. Something in your chest tightens at the sound, because God, you forgot how well you knew him. You knew every nervous habit, what every flick of the eyes meant — you knew he hated half the alcoholic drinks in existence, loved Bing Crosby — you knew how he’d dance to jazz music while he made you pancakes in the morning. You knew how he’d grab you by the arm and force you to dance with him. How he’d feed you a bite of anything he ordered, even if you ordered the same thing — how he’d insist of having a bite of your own and claim that yours tasted better.

There was a lump in your throat, and suddenly you couldn’t meet his eyes. Your eyes flicked to the bartender, who Taehyung had just flagged down.

“Soju for me, and…“ he glanced to you with an easy smile that sent your heart fluttering. “You still drink margaritas, right?”

You nodded, and as the bartender left, you couldn’t help a strained smile. “Can’t believe you still remember my order.”

Something in his face softened. “Of course I remember,” he murmured. And suddenly the air was thick with tension, thick with all the things the two of you never said, and all the things you did say.

The breakup last year was one of the hardest things that ever happened to you. You had never stopped loving Taehyung — how could you? He was so easy to love, so hard to hate. You couldn’t hate him — he could hate you, though. The way you left him; you were letting him go, because how could you make him stay with you? When he was one of the most famous men alive?

Simply put, he was too good for you, and while you knew that, he didn’t. He’d begged you to stay, and you hadn’t. It was really your decision to leave, and yet here you were with tears stinging the back of your eyes and your nails digging into the palm of your skin.

“Don’t do that,” he said suddenly, and he took your hands gently in his, carefully unfurling them so your nails were no longer digging onto your skin. “You’ll hurt yourself,” he murmured, but you could still hear him over the thumping bass in the bar.

You swallowed as you watched him bent over your hands. Your throat was closing up, painfully tight and no matter how much you swallowed, it stayed that way. “Taehyung,” you choked out, and he finally looked up from your hands, and his expression immediately morphed into one of concern.

“Let’s get out of here,” he said decisively, and throwing a bill down on the bar and shouting to the bartender to forget the drinks, he took your hand and led you outside the bar. Luckily, people were too wrapped up in each other to notice BTS’ V holding a random person’s hand.

He didn’t let go of your hand once the two of you were outside, either. Instead, he kept it in his as he pulled you down the street, and the scene was so familiar but so painful that you could have sobbed. The two of you had gone for late night walks often, and it had always been just like this — him leading the way, your hand tiny inside his. And then he’d tell you you looked cold and give you his stupid scarf, the scarf you still had at the back of your wardrobe because he had refused to take it back, telling you that you would be cold without it. What he didn’t know was that you felt cold without him.

Taehyung led you to a park bench — not just any park bench, your park bench, the same park bench the two of you always sat at, whether it was one of your midnight adventures or an afternoon walk or an early morning coffee shop visit. The two of you sat in silence, but he never released your hand. He clung to it tightly — you remembered that about him. He always clung to your hand like a lifeline, like it was the only thing keeping him grounded.

Before, you would have leant your head on his shoulder. Maybe asked him to sing for you. Ask him to cuddle you. No matter what you asked, he always did it without complaint — until you asked him to let you go.

Taehyung was the one to break the silence first. “You left without saying goodbye,” he whispered, and there was something so excruciatingly pained in the way his voice cracked that finally forced the tears out of your eyes until they were slipping down your cheeks.

“I’m sorry,” you choked out. “Tae, I’m sorry, I’m so fucking sorry, I really — I don’t — ”

He cut you off with a gentle, “Shh.” And then he was pulling you into his arms, smoothing your hair down. “Don’t cry,” he begged. “Please don’t cry, I hate it when you cry. It’s okay, angel, it’s okay. You’re okay.”

“It’s not,” you sobbed into his chest. “It’s not okay, I hurt you really bad and I’m so sorry.”

“It’s okay,” he repeated thickly, and that was when you realised he was crying too.

“I’m such a bitch,” you said angrily, pulling back and wiping tears from your face. “I hurt you so much and I didn’t even give you the reason.”

Because it was true — you hadn’t told Taehyung that you weren’t good enough for him; you knew he wouldn’t understand, wouldn’t believe it, and so you simply hadn’t given a reason, just asked him to let you go. And he’d fought you, begged you to stay, until both of your throats were hoarse from fighting and crying, and then he’d given in. “If that’s really what you want,” he’d said, and you had felt your heart shatter at those words because of course it wasn’t what you wanted. But you had needed to do it, for him.

“It’s okay,” he repeated now, carefully wiping tears from your cheek — in vain, though, because they just kept falling.

“I’m sorry,” you sobbed again. “I’m really sorry, I should have told you why, I really don’t — ”

“How many times do I have to tell you it’s okay until you believe me?” he said sadly and he pulled you back against his chest, his arms wrapping around you tightly. You remembered him holding you like this all the time, and you’d told him, ages ago, it had made you feel safe. He’d loved that.

“I asked you to let me go because I thought I wasn’t good enough for you,” you confessed finally, your voice small, and muffled by the fabric of his clothes.

You felt him stiffen. “What?” he said sharply, and you sucked in a breath. You knew this would be exactly how he reacted.

He pulled back to cradle your face in his huge hands. “What the fuck, YN?” he said tightly. “You — you thought what? Why the fuck would you ever think that?”

Your eyes flicked away from his intense gaze, and again, you swallowed painfully. “I’m sorry,” you repeated, your voice small.

“Angel,” he whispered. “Look at me.”

You looked at him, looked at the tears filling his eyes and the tremble of his lips. He was so close to you, so close that it hurt.

“You idiot,” he saidsoftly, without any real feeling behind it. “You were — you are — always, always enough for me. You were more than enough for me, you made me so fucking happy! You were everything to me, why couldn’t you see that? Why can’t you see that?”

Your only response was to hitch a breath, voice breaking as you murmur his name. “Tae...”

But he wasn’t finished. “If anything, I’m sorry,” he said thickly. “That I didn’t show you enough how much you meant to me.”

You shook your head. “No. No, that’s not true, you showed me it more than enough times, Tae, this wasn’t your fault.”

And then he dropper his head on your shoulder, pushing it into the crook of your neck, and you held him there, suddenly overwhelmed with memories because the two of you had sat here on this same park bench in the same position countless times, but this time it was killing you both.

“I’m sorry,” he was mumbling into your neck. “Please don’t go.”

The last sentence stole your breath, because you were thrust back to the memory of that night, the night where you left him. He’d asked you a thousand times, please don’t go. And then he’d said he’d let you go, but he‘d asked you to stay one last night, and he’d looked so heartbroken you didn’t have the heart to refuse him. And so you slept one last night in his arms, wtih his head pushed into the crook of your neck and the remnants of tears on both your faces. You’d woken up before him, and his limbs were entangled with yours and he was holding you so tightly, like he was afraid you would slip away.

He was right. You did exactly that. You slipped out of his arms. You made him pancakes, and left them on the kitchen surface. And then you’d pressed one gentle kiss to the forehead of the sleeping man, and walked straight out of his life.

“YN, angel, please,” he said now, raising his head to look you in the eye beseechingly. “Please, can we try again? I need you, it always hurts without you with me, I really need you.”

You hesitated, and then you wiped the tears form your face and tried a shaky smile. “Yes. Yes, please, I want to try again, I want to stay with you.”

Something in his face brightened and he pulled you into his arms even tighter Han before and then he was kissing the top of your head over and over, whispering, ”God, I missed you like hell.”

“I missed you too,” uou whispered hoarsely into him, and then the two of you leant back to look each other in the eye. You don’t know how made the first move, just that suddenly the two of you were kissing, melting into each other — and finally, the tightness in your chest loosened. You were home.

3 years ago
CERTIFIED LOVER GIRL ♡ KNJ X FEMALE READER

CERTIFIED LOVER GIRL ♡ KNJ X FEMALE READER

idolverse // social media au

featuring ! bts && ateez

pairings ! kim namjoon x reader // oc x kim hongjoong // sibling!song mingi x reader // platonic ot7 && ot8

summary: park y/n is more than just an international pop star; her versatility is nothing to be played with. with the love of her fans worldwide, a college degree to fall back on (just in case she ever decides to switch careers), a loving family — what more does she need? will a business partnership turn out more to just being a partnership? what happens when she meets bts?

updates ! anytime on FRIDAYS & SUNDAYS

taglist ! open

a/n ! soo boyfriend was really messing with my brain & i honestly got lost trying to write it … so i’m trying again with CLG. this is something that would happen in my desired reality LMFAO!

some info: to me, y/n will be a complex character, and the relationships can & most likely will get confusing if i don’t make y/n’s backstory — it’ll explain everything you need to know about her! especially how her and mingi are related :)

clg && ace

#001: HOPELESS

#002: THE PARK Y/N

#EXTRA: YN & HER PAST PRT ONE

#003:

enjoy the ride! it’ll be a long one, filled with fluff, angst, and smut.

3 years ago

Masterlist

These are all works of fiction - any resemblance to persons or actual events is purely coincidental.

©hamsterclaw 2021

Masterlist

Open Chest

You and Namjoon lost touch after medical school. You aren't expecting to see him again, until he turns up for a fellowship at your hospital.

Part 1 Part 2 Epilogue

Americano

You've just opened your own cafe in a small suburban town. Namjoon owns the hardware store next door. He's hot, he's handy and suddenly you are in way over your head.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Spread

Your hospital is under siege in the middle of a pandemic. Featuring Hoseok.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Never Mind

You and Jimin analyse risk for clinical trials. Namjoon? He's just there for the ride.

Part 1 Part 2

Masterlist

Cash Money

Despite your better judgement, you indulge in a Christmas eve night of debauchery with Jin.

Part 1 Part 2

Trainwreck

Jin is a federal agent who is forced to improvise when the train he is on is hijacked. He pulls you into a dangerous situation, and now he has to get you out of it.

Part 1 Part 2

Logbook

You and Taehyung are meant to be competing, but you end up enjoying each others' company instead. Featuring cameos from Jin, Hoseok and Yoongi.

Part 1 Part 2

Double Team

You, Jin and Jungkook solve problems for the city's elite, albeit by unconventional means.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Masterlist

Trocadero

You and Yoongi have known each other since school, forging lives for yourselves in the city you both love. One night changes the trajectory of your lives.

Part 1 Part 2

Spinning Out

You are an expert in your field. Nothing fazes you, well nothing did, until you meet helicopter pilot Min Yoongi. Suddenly you are spinning out of control. Featuring almost all of Bangtan.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Security

You and Jin are in charge of security at a hospital. A new influx of doctors arrives - and they are all ridiculously attractive. Featuring all of Bangtan.

Part 1 Part 2

Rota Issues

You're doing fine, bossing it after unexpectedly becoming a single parent to your nephew. Yoongi isn't convinced. Featuring Taehyung.

Part 1 Part 2

Night Light

Yoongi walks into your 24 hour diner one day, bringing with him more drama than you are prepared for.

Masterlist

Criminal

You are investigating a murder with your partner, and the things that you uncover hit uncomfortably close to home. Featuring Taehyung.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Benny

Jungkook drives you crazy. You aren't sure how you're going to survive the next few months working with him without doing him bodily harm. Featuring gorgeous paediatrician Yoongi.

Part 1 Part 2

Foundation

You know Jungkook is a fuckboy. So why are you letting him fuck with you? Featuring Yoongi.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Double Team

You, Jin and Jungkook solve problems for the city's elite, albeit via unconventional means.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Masterlist

Terra Firma

You've got this. So why does Hoseok keep trying to help you? Featuring Jimin.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Spread

Your hospital is under siege in the middle of a pandemic. Featuring Namjoon.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Virtuoso

You were a professional violin player for years. Hoseok was your high school sweetheart who paid a price for it. Now that you're back in town, he wants to hear you play again.

Masterlist

Logbook

You and Taehyung are meant to be competing, but you end up enjoying each others' company instead. Featuring cameos from Jin, Hoseok and Yoongi.

Part 1 Part 2

Criminal

You are investigating a murder with your partner, and the things that you uncover hit uncomfortably close to home. Featuring Jungkook.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Unravel

Your time in Paris with Jimin is like a fever dream. Featuring Taehyung.

Part 1 Part 2

Masterlist

Unravel

Your time in Paris with Jimin is like a fever dream. Featuring Taehyung.

Part 1 Part 2

Never Mind

You and Jimin analyse risk for clinical trials. Namjoon? He's just there for the ride.

Part 1 Part 2

©hamsterclaw 2021

3 years ago

Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: angst

warning: none

wc: 583

song rec: just a little bit of your heart - ariana grande

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I don’t ever ask you where you’ve been. I don’t feel the need to know who you're with.

Your eyes are locked on the tv when the front door opens. Jungkook once again comes home two hours later than he is supposed to. At this point it would’ve been a surprise if he came on time.

Once he takes off his jacket and shoes, he walks over to the couch to give you a kiss on the forehead. “Hi, baby.” He plops down next to you and puts arm around you, pulling you closer. “Hey.” You simply respond, hesitating before laying your head on his shoulder.

I can’t even think straight but I can tell that you were just with her. But I'll still be a fool, I'm a fool for you.

You bite your lip when you smell her perfume on his shirt. He didn’t even bother to hide the mark on his neck too. You wanna cry and scream but you feel numb. This has happened numerous times that you don’t feel anything when he comes home like this. Your friends have told you plenty of times that you should just leave him, but you just keep coming back to him.

Jungkook was your first ever actual relationship. You have never loved someone like you loved him. He is all you know.

You thought you were pathetic for not being able to leave him. For still loving him when he clearly didn’t love you anymore. You didn’t understand where it went wrong. The first year of your relationship was perfect.

I don’t ever tell you how I really feel. ‘Cause I can’t find the words to say what I feel.

He made sure you smiled everyday, comforted you on the days you were sad, went on little dates as much as possible and took you to the best restaurants every weekend. He was you everything and you were his. He would always make you feel special.

A month or two after your first anniversary together, Jungkook started to change. Getting annoyed at everything and picking fights with you. After every fight he would just shrug it off and blame it on frustration he built up from work.

Of course Jungkook didn’t act completely cold towards you. He would still bring you flowers and hold you until you fall asleep. But you two started going on fewer dates and he would act very distant at times. After a while he would get home from work late and instead of being with you on weekend’s, he’d go out drinking with his friends, at least that’s what he told you, and get home the next day.

And nothing’s ever easy, that’s what they say. I know i’m not your only but I’ll still be a fool, ‘cause i’m a fool for you.

At first you didn’t think anything of it but one night he came home with very visible marks on his neck. You went crazy as he confessed that he cheated. You told him that you never wanted to see him and he needed to get the hell out of your apartment. But two days later you were quick to let him in, thinking his apology was genuine.

The same scenario happened a few times before you just stopped reacting. You knew you could never let go of Jungkook, even if you wanted to.

I know I’m not your only, but atleast i’m one. I heard a little love is better than none.

3 years ago
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look

never gonna stop thinking about this look

3 years ago
Red Color Was Created To Be Worn My Him
Red Color Was Created To Be Worn My Him
Red Color Was Created To Be Worn My Him
Red Color Was Created To Be Worn My Him

Red color was created to be worn my him

3 years ago
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look
Never Gonna Stop Thinking About This Look

never gonna stop thinking about this look

3 years ago

[+18] like no other • kth one shot

pairing: taehyung x reader 

word count: 6.937

genre: smut 

rating: +18 | explicit 

warnings: strong language, teasing, dirty talk, oral [f receiving], fingering, orgasm delay/denial, praise kink, sir kink, creampie, nipple play, rough sex, unprotected sex

au: exes 

trope: sex with the ex 

tags: shameless smut, big dick!taehyung, possessive!taehyung, best friend!jimin, best friend!yoongi

crosspost: ao3

summary: great chemistry is an extreme waste when people are terrible at communication and feelings.

☆ disclaimer: this is a work of fiction taken from the depths of my imagination, which takes place in an alternative universe (AU) and has no real connection with people, places or organizations. everything you will read is fictional and created by me. i do not authorize its reproduction, translation or publication, partially or entirely © mrsparknamjoon

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3 years ago
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“You change universities after moving towns. Your new university is an old, ancient building with secret tunnels and whispered ghost stories. There are two fraternities, which for some reason always seem to be in a quarrel. Alpha consisting of Kim Taehyung, Kim Namjoon, Park Jimin and Min Yoongi. Handsome, porcelain skinned men, who act as if they are out of another century and for some reason everyone on campus seems to be scared of. And Sanguis consisting of Jeon Jungkook, Kim Seokjin and Jung Hoseok. Men with skin just as pale and their faces just as beautiful, who always wear sunglasses when it is light outside and who never seem to open their curtains. And for some peculiar reason you always find yourself in the middle of them….”

Pairing: OT7 x f.Reader with main Taehyung x f.Reader

Genre: Mystery, Fantasy, Romance, Smut, University!AU, Vampire!AU

Warnings: This story contains very sexually explicit scenes, cursing, blood & blood drinking, morally grey characters, violence and death. If you are sensitive to such topics I advice you read with care.

Wordcount: in-progress

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~ New chapters will be posted every Wednesday & Saturday at 5pm CET! ~

#01 - Initium

#02 - Rendezvous

#03 - Brunch

#04 - Schauspiel

#05 - Turbatio

#06 - Swing 

#07 - Sidus

#08 - Prandiculum

#09 - Parasomnia

#10 - Rain

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