always searching, for serenity, now im on the; edge of reality.
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Hello, my name is Lama, and I am from Gaza City, specifically in the northern Gaza Strip. I grew up in a loving family of resilience and hope, with my parents working tirelessly to provide us with a life of dignity and opportunity. My father was our steadfast provider, and my mother was the heart of our home. I have two brothers and three sisters, the youngest of whom is just six months old. She is frail and often sick due to the lack of proper food and medicine. My siblings and I have shared dreams of education, careers and a bright future. But life in Gaza is marked by hardship, and when the war began, everything we had built was shattered. My older brother, a kind and a courageous soul, was martyred while trying to secure basic necessities for our survival, my younger sister was gravely injured, and the cost of her treatment weighs more than the universe to us, now the responsibility for my family has fallen on my shoulders.
Our home, once filled with warmth, laughter and memories, has been reduced to rubble. We have been displaced more than thirty times from place to a place with nothing but the clothes on our backs. Each time we returned, we found more destruction, we always clung to the hope of rebuilding, but in the last attack, our home was completely destroyed, we are now homeless, living in unsafe conditions with no shelter to protect us from the cold nights. The loss of our home is not just the loss of a building, it’s the loss of safety, stability, and the place where our dreams were nurtured.
With my father unemployed since the beginning of the war, we have no income to provide even the most basic necessities. Water, food, medicine, warm clothes and blankets-things that many take for granted-are beyond our reach. Every day is a battle for survival, and every night is a reminder of the dangers and struggles we face. I am determined to care for family and give my younger brothers and sisters a chance to grow up with hope. But I cannot do it alone.
I am reaching out to you with a plea for compassion and action. Your support can help us rebuild our lives, restore hope, and secure a future where my family can live in peace and safety. Every donation, no matter how small brings us closer to survival and dignity. Please for the sake of god and humanity, help us in this time of desperate need.
“Maybe everyone’s busy, and maybe my voice isn’t reaching…but I’m truly exhausted.”
I’m a daughter from Gaza, living through hardships that words can scarcely capture. For weeks now, I’ve been running a fundraising campaign—not for luxury or personal gain, but because my family and I desperately need a chance to rebuild our lives.
I’ve worked and studied for years to become a physical therapy graduate. Today, I’m standing at the very last step of my journey—unable to pay my graduation fees and unable to collect my diploma. My future, my career, even my family’s hope in me, is all on hold.
Nothing hurts more than coming so far and stumbling not because of lack of effort, but because of circumstances beyond my control. My parents are struggling under the weight of bills and rising costs; our home is under constant pressure, and the last thing we need is one more obstacle to a decent life.
It’s been days—three long days—since my last donation arrived. Every morning I open my campaign page with a small spark of hope, only to see nothing new. The longer the wait, the heavier my heart grows, and the more slim my chances feel.
I’m not asking for charity. I’m asking for solidarity. A small contribution from you can make a world of difference. Help me pay my fees, collect my diploma, and finally step into the workforce so I can support myself—and in turn, my family.
If you can’t donate right now, please share my campaign. A simple share could reach someone who can help.
Campaign link:
Thank you for any support—no matter how small—for giving me and my family the opportunity to stand strong again.
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Hello, I am yara Mohammed from Gaza Palestine and you know what has been happening in Gaza for months and we have died from hunger, bombing,poverty and deprivation of our basic rights, 21 years of happening, wars and patience, and now we have lost everything, our home, our dreams, my family, my friends, my studies, and we have lost everything, and we are dying from hunger, poverty and lack of aid other than the heavy bombing, and now I hope to get out of prison with my family to rebuild our lives from the beginning and new, I hope you can help me, if you have the ability even a little donation can make a big difference for them, so please consider clicking the link below to donate or share. Support me and share the links with friends 🙏🏻🥹🍉
https://chuffed.org/project/129940-support-and-help-ahmed-family-from-gaza
Hello!
I cant donate because i have no bank account but i will reblog your posts
We Are a Family in Gaza — We Have Nothing Left but Hope
We’ve lost our home, our jobs, our safety — and now we’re fighting just to stay alive.
We sleep under blankets of dust. We wake up to explosions. We go to sleep hungry, and sometimes we stay that way for days.
We have no source of income. No savings. Nothing left.
Your donations are the only thing keeping us alive.
We divide one meal between all of us. We drink water that isn’t clean because it’s all we can find. Our children no longer ask for toys — they ask for bread.
Leaving the house to find food could mean not coming back. But hunger doesn’t wait for safety.
We don’t want comfort. We don’t want luxury. We just want to survive.
If you can help us, you’re giving us more than food — you’re giving us a chance to live one more day.
And if you can’t donate, please share this. Someone else might be able to help.
Please, stand with us.
Every action matters. A single share, a heartfelt prayer, or a donation starting at just $5 could give us one more day of life.
Vetted!!!
(#167 on the verified fundraiser list by el-shab-hussein and nabulsi) (but we had to make a new gfm campaign cuz our old organizer stopped contacting us).
# dlxxv-vetted-donations
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This isnt just another post, another number, this is somebodys life.
Hello world, I am Afnan, 25 years old, from Gaza.
I finished studying laboratory medicine and practicing my profession weeks before the war
I was preparing myself to study for a master's degree and open my own medical center and achieve my goals and the goals of my family ❤️
Do you know what happened suddenly? 💔
The war came and shattered all my hopes and goals.
My only goal now is to provide a living for my family "water, food, safety, a tent"
I am now, in the heart of the event, in front of the fire and smoke trying to make something to satisfy our hunger 😔😔😔😔
Follow and read my suffering and oppression and do not ignore me, please💔
Don't leave me and my family alone, donate a little, it will save us 😔😔😔
https://chuffed.org/project/131321-support-a-doctor-to-fulfill-her-dreams-support-her-family
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" Please donate and share to help treat Abdulrahman 🙏🏼❤️ "
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⚠️‼️PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE⚠️‼️
We have collected $15,337 raised of $20,000 !🇵🇸
🇵🇸 save family lost their home ,dreams and everything in Gaza 🇵🇸
This is my home before the war and after the war how it became💔💔💔
Before: After:
We have been through many wars before, but this war was not like the ones before it. Our lives were turned upside down. We became displaced from one place to another. We are the Anas family, residents of northern Gaza, specifically in the Shujaiya area. In the first week of the war, we fled our home because everyone considered our home to be in a dangerous area. We moved to the Rimal area, specifically in the middle of Gaza. There, we received the news that our home, which contained all our beautiful memories, was bombed. Suddenly, it was gone!!! Just thinking that your home, which you worked hard on and built from scratch and took a lot of your life, was gone in less than a second ! After a while, we left the sands to the Al-Zawaida area because of the heavy shelling. We stayed there for about two weeks, and then the terrorist army asked us to go to Rafah. We actually fled for the fourth time to Rafah and stayed there for two months, some of the most difficult days of our lives, as there was no way or means to live a normal life. 😔😔 After that, because of the invasion of Rafah, we moved to Deir al-Balah. Now, we are in very difficult and oppressive circumstances.
We are asking you with all shame to support and stand by us in these difficult circumstances that everyone knows because we lost our home, our work and any stable source of income. Thank you all.
🔗 🔗 Gofundme link for donations 👇👇👇👇🔗 🔗
Please, we are in dire need of you and your support. If you cannot donate, you can share☹️❤️🥹
Even $5 will make a big difference and save us!
Verified by : @nabulsi
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We will not forgive ..
We will not pardon 🙂↕️🙌🏻
"We are alone" ‼️
"Every night, Me, my husband and my children , and I sleep in fear, praying that it won’t be our last night alive. We live with constant terror, and all we wish for now is to survive and find safety. Please, we are begging you—help us with any amount, even the smallest, so we can escape this nightmare and find a place where we can live in peace."❤️🩹
Your donation saves hundreds of lives.
Israel continues the massacres in Gaza.. 232 souls taken in less than an hour! We are dying before your eyes—please, don’t leave us alone! Save us, do something... protest, donate, participate. I don’t want to die!
In recent days, we have witnessed a dangerous escalation, with renewed bombings and stricter restrictions. The border crossing has been closed, preventing the entry of much-needed humanitarian aid. 😞💔
With essential supplies running low, prices have skyrocketed, making it even harder for families like mine to secure basic necessities. We are facing incredibly harsh conditions and holding on to any hope we can find, but we urgently need your support to survive these difficult times. 🥹🥹💔
If you can help in any way—through a donation or by sharing our campaign with others—it would mean the world to us. Your support has been a lifeline, and I cannot express how grateful we are for your kindness.❤️🩹🙏🏻
Donation link:
https://chuffed.org/project/123265-from-house-to-tent-nuha-needs-help
@gazavetters
@90-ghost
Mohameds son is in hospital for burns from the shell bombs, and his wife is in egypt being treated for cancer. He is alone with his two daughters and himself he needs to feed, and he needs funds for his son and wife in hospital.
He also has a kitten that is in need of food
Do not live a life where you will have to explain to your grandchildren how you saw them suffering and dying yet you chose to ignore them.
now, A poll for reach
"Help me, please… let’s bring back hope and life to Abdulrahman — the little boy who used to run, play, and laugh like any other child. Today, he faces an unknown fate, trapped between pain and fear. Don’t leave me alone, and don’t let Abdulrahman fade away before your eyes. My heart is breaking… he’s slipping away slowly. Please, save him."
"Please, share and donate, so our message can reach the whole world. We need every helping hand—don’t let our pain remain in the shadows."
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Urgent appeal
I am Jaafar from the besieged northern Gaza Strip, I am 24 years old. I had many dreams and ambitions, but because of the war I lost everything. I lost my dreams, my university and my job. I have nothing left. My family and I live in danger of death every day and every night. I have lost many of my friends, but I still have some hope of rebuilding my life and dreams. So please help me rebuild my life. If you cannot doate, you can convey my voice and my suffering. 💔🥹
Any donation you make will instill hope in my heart again. Please do not ignore
https://gofund.me/e82fb539
@bunnydracula
This campaign is #192 on @/gazavetters vetted list, shared by @90-ghost , and shared by @bilal-salah0!
Poll for reach!
@bunnydracula
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"My family is struggling in the midst of a dark war, waiting for a hand of mercy… Every small donation, every share of our story, is a light in our darkness and the most precious gift we could receive. Please, don’t leave us alone."
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Mohameds family is in dire need if help. This isnt just anither post, this is peoples lives.
I spent my life caring for my wife and children, never sparing any effort to support them. But today, having lost the hand that once provided for them, I find myself unable to afford its treatment alone. Please, extend a helping hand—my need is great, and my hope lies in you.
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Please, Mohamed's family is in need of help.
You do not want to live a life where your grandchildren will ask, and you will have to explain to your grandchildren that you saw people suffering and decided to ignore it.
هل يمكن لأحد أن يشعر بمدى العذاب الذي أعيشه؟ يدي مكسورة، لم تعد تصلح لحمل شيء، ومع ذلك، أجبر نفسي كل يوم على جمع الأخشاب وتكسيرها وبيعها، ليس لأنني أملك القوة، بل لأن أطفالي جياع، وأخشى أن يناموا دون طعام. الألم ينهش عظامي مع كل حركة، لكني لا أستطيع التوقف، فلا أحد غيري يعيلهم.
وزوجتي هناك، بعيدة عني، تكمل علاجها في مصر، وأنا عاجز حتى عن الوقوف بجانبها، عاجز عن فعل أي شيء سوى أن أرسل لها ما أستطيع من القليل الذي أكسبه. أقسم لكم، لم أعد أحتمل، تعبت، جسدي ينهار، لكنني لا أملك خيارًا.
أناشدكم، أتوسل إليكم، بأي شيء تستطيعون، أي مساعدة، أي يد تمتد إليّ قد تنقذني وتنقذ أطفالي من الضياع. أرجوكم، لا تتركوني وحدي في هذا الظلام.
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"We do not wear Eid clothes; we wear the shroud."
hello friends, mutuals and followers!
in the last few days i have been sharing the story of mohammed al manasra and his family, and today i ask everyone for another favor. mohammed is also on instagram and he directly asked me to share this QR CODE (left) so anyone can follow him on insta and share his story there too.
the intention is to increase the reach of the fundraiser and find more possible donors who are not here on tumblr, but can help.
in complex cases like these outreach their story is extremely important. it gives everyone knowledge of the situation and the opportunity to donate any amount possible, an important way to reach a goal as quickly as possible, which is an important need at this time. abdul rahman needs to be transferred from hospitals! mohammed, sarah and lynn need to eat and survive! mohammed's wife need money for cancer treatment!
i also added the QR CODE for his campaign so anyone can share easily on their instagram stories as well. (right)
what you can do right now:
save the images on your phone/computer;
open your message apps, other social medias, any online place you can reach people;
send it to your friends, family, followers, mutuals, coworkers, colleagues, and/or anyone who can also do the same thing;
follow mohammed's instagram account;
keep talking to people you know about what is going on with his family and how can we, as a community, help him reach his $30,000 goal.
don't forget to keep sharing the direct link to his fundraising campaign that you can find here:
and the verification here: #192 in the vetted fundraisers' list by @/el-shab-hussein and @/nabulsi.
from the river to the sea, palestine will be free. 🫒 🍉 @save-mohamed-family
we count on you! please help! much love. 🇵🇸
hey, we need your help!
mohammed, my friend, has a fundraising campaign that is currently at 34%, finally surpassing 1/3 of their goal, but we still have a long way ahead on helping the al manasra family on getting $30,000. it would be wonderful if you could share it and donate to them!
any amount matters so much! $5, $10 or even more would make such a amazing difference. can we try to get to $15,000 before the end of may? mohammed's son, abdul rahman, desperately need care after getting severely injured and burned. this is urgent!
donate / verification (#192) / mohammed's profile
@save-mohamed-family
$10,300 / $30,000
Hello
Can u help me
VERIFIED; #1045 ON THIS SPREADSHEET
PLEASE SHARE THIS FUNDRAISER AND DONATE IF YOU HAVE AT LEAST $5 TO SPARE. EVERY DOLLAR COUNTS TOWARDS SAVING LIVES!
€44,084/€48,000 as of Jan 28th
Last donation was €20 NINETEEN HOURS AGO; Can you match that amount?
We are close to achieving the goal😭
Plzzzz donate 🫶🏻
update 🚨🇵🇸
we tired of lying to ourself and saying it's been a while and it's been over. Tell us , oh days, what did we do to deserve all this pain?
we spent our life learning so that we wouldn't be in pain, and we found ourself in pain from that war that stole everything from us.😔
Please help us build a new life and achieve our dreams🙏🇵🇸
please If you could donate 20 euros, it would make a huge difference to us Thanks.
updated 🇵🇸🚨🚨🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸
Hello everyone👋🇵🇸
please help us reach our goal we have only reached 4% of our main goal which is 35k€ please help us reach our small first goal 2000€ we lost our house and everything we own please help me as a father I ask you to To help me complete my children's education and rebuild our completely destroyed house,
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please don't be stingy in helping me. Thank you.
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Update🚨🇵🇸🇵🇸
Today, the war in Gaza has stopped after a year and a half, thank God.
We cannot return to Gaza now because we do not have a house or even the travel expenses. Please help me, even a little, so that we can return and I can rebuild my house.
Thanks to anyone who helps even a little 🇵🇸🙏🏼🙏🏼
Hello, I'm hamdi 🇵🇸 After 100 days of displacement, my family and I found ourself forced to leave our home and land in Gaza. 🏡💔 The journey to Egypt was not a choice, but a necessity imposed by the harsh conditions. we crossed the border, carrying with us scattered dreams and hopes for a better life, but we quickly realized that displacement was not the end of the suffering, but the beginning of a new chapter.
In Egypt, we are stuck between a bitter alienation and a painful reality. 😔🚧 We do not have residency, which makes every step difficult and every day full of challenges. Prices in Egypt resources are unforgiving, and the ones we brought with us are quickly melting away. 💸 While we try to endure and survive, our hearts remain attached to Gaza; The homeland that never leaves our minds or leaves us for a moment. 🇵🇸💔 Our loved ones there live under siege, and we live under the burden of alienation and worry for them. Every day in Egypt feels like an endless wait, and every contact with Gaza opens a door to pain. 📞💔 Returning to Gaza did not alleviate the anxiety, but rather confirmed to me that the suffering continues, whether we are inside or outside.
We may still have 300 days to reach the “goal” that we do not yet know, but until then, we will continue to face the challenges of life with patience and strength, waiting for the day when safety and stability return to us and our loved ones. 🍉🌈🤲 Donate now: In these difficult times, every donation makes a difference. Your support can help alleviate the suffering of families living under siege in Gaza and facing the challenges of daily life. 🇵🇸❤️🍉🤚 Please put your hands in mine and support my children🙏🙏
https://gofund.me/504921a8
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Hello lm hamdi ,I humbly ask for your support by reblogging this post on your account to help me and my family. As newcomers to Tumblr and GoFundMe, we are in desperate need of your kindness and support. 🙏🇵🇸🍉😔Please donate 🙏🏼Let's reach the goal as soon as possible .
I am sorry but i have no banj account so i cannot donate but i will reblog your posts
I am a mother from Gaza, living in harsh conditions due to continuous shelling and violent explosions. I have been forced to move from one place to another with my little daughter Ghazal, who was born amidst this war. I need your help to buy a tent and supplies for her so we can be in a safe place.
Please consider donating to support us during this difficult time. Help Tia; she deserves a better life. Thank you to everyone who offers their assistance! ❤️ #Gaza #ChildAid"
@omegaversereloaded @punkitt-is-here @tamamita @skunkes @ot3 @valtsv @sabertoothwalrus @90-ghost @komsomolka @sawasawako @wolf-aid @hotvampireadjacent @certifiedsexed @isuggestforcefem @3000s @chokulit @ankle-beez @pitbolshevik @pissvortex @prisonhannibal @apas-95 @neechees @memingursa @afro-elf @vampiricvenus @turtletoria @marxism-transgenderism @beetledrink @bevsi @beserkerjewel @feluka @i-am-a-fish @spacebeyonce @b0nkcreat @11thsense @boobieteriat Please don't let us die alone here. Donate, share, like anything.
Please don't let us die alone here. Donate, share, like anything
I am a mother from Gaza, living in harsh conditions due to continuous shelling and violent explosions. I have been forced to move from one place to another with my little daughter Ghazal, who was born amidst this war. I need your help to buy a tent and supplies for her so we can be in a safe place.
Please consider donating to support us during this difficult time. Help Tia; she deserves a better life. Thank you to everyone who offers their assistance! ❤️ #Gaza #ChildAid"
@omegaversereloaded @punkitt-is-here @tamamita @skunkes @ot3 @valtsv @sabertoothwalrus @90-ghost @komsomolka @sawasawako @wolf-aid @hotvampireadjacent @certifiedsexed @isuggestforcefem @3000s @chokulit @ankle-beez @pitbolshevik @pissvortex @prisonhannibal @apas-95 @neechees @memingursa @afro-elf @vampiricvenus @turtletoria @marxism-transgenderism @beetledrink @bevsi @beserkerjewel @feluka @i-am-a-fish @spacebeyonce @b0nkcreat @11thsense @boobieteriat Please don't let us die alone here. Donate, share, like anything.
Please don't let us die alone here. Donate, share, like anything
If hunger were a man, I would kill him.
How can I fulfill the hunger of three children in the midst of this mass starvation?
After my husband's capture, I'm responsible for providing for them.
I see my children tossing and turning for hours before going to sleep because they are hungry, knowing that I can only provide one meal a day.
My heart hurts when I can't provide them with the most basic rights (food and safety).
I am in a difficult situation after miscarrying my four-month-old daughter because of the fear and panic of running from the constant bombardment.
Every day I send thousands of requests for help to many, but few respond.
If everyone who watches my story sends 25€, it will contribute to my treatment, my baby's treatment and feeding my children.
Please please please donate my family
🔗 My number has been verified by @gazavetters, and it's the first number on the list.
Gaza is dying of hunger and there is no one to support it. Help these children and consider them part of your family.
Gaza is being annihilated, so what is the world waiting for?
Frankly and briefly, the situation in Gaza cannot be written about in a mere post or expressed in a mere picture or video clip. The situation in Gaza is more like an end-of-the-world movie, but this movie is titled
The End of Gaza!!
There are many, many people who no longer care about the Palestinian issue and the Gaza war, as if it has become from another world or as if we are not human beings like you.
The Israeli occupation shells the vicinity of the European Hospital in Khan Younis with more than 10 missiles, causing widespread destruction and dozens of people missing under the rubble.
At dawn today, the Nasser Medical Complex was targeted and a number of martyrs were killed.
The aggression continues against civilian and medical facilities, amidst a suspicious international silence towards crimes committed against innocent civilians.
Isn't nearly two years of this humiliation and persecution enough for us? We are human beings, we are tired and we do not have the energy to bear any more. Please help us and save the lives of innocent people and children 💔
Gaza is being annihilated, so what is the world waiting for?
Frankly and briefly, the situation in Gaza cannot be written about in a mere post or expressed in a mere picture or video clip. The situation in Gaza is more like an end-of-the-world movie, but this movie is titled
The End of Gaza!!
There are many, many people who no longer care about the Palestinian issue and the Gaza war, as if it has become from another world or as if we are not human beings like you.
The Israeli occupation shells the vicinity of the European Hospital in Khan Younis with more than 10 missiles, causing widespread destruction and dozens of people missing under the rubble.
At dawn today, the Nasser Medical Complex was targeted and a number of martyrs were killed.
The aggression continues against civilian and medical facilities, amidst a suspicious international silence towards crimes committed against innocent civilians.
Isn't nearly two years of this humiliation and persecution enough for us? We are human beings, we are tired and we do not have the energy to bear any more. Please help us and save the lives of innocent people and children 💔