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fit/bodycheck lol

honestly it's pretty fun to do this but EHAT IS IT WITH MY KNEES WTH THEY ACTUALLY LOOK FAT 😭😭😭

idk should I do fit checks regularly???

binging: 😄😁

my thighs are touching again: 🤬🤯😳😣

What I want my thighs to look like

just another day waking up f@t :/

on my mind 24/7

bestie sleepovers but it’s us buying low cal snacks and watching triggering movies

have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓

I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)

"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝

I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆

To all my future partners this is how you deal with me. /nsrs /vent

this is mostly directed towards the 3d babes but like..

idk where y'all are getting that obesity is "glorified" in our society?

I really don't think obesity is promoted in our society, or at least not in the way that people say it is. I think it's a much more sinister reflection on capitalism.

1) obesity is something that systemically affects poorer communities because the food they can afford is worse for them.

2) we have created a society that makes it extremely hard to afford the time to exercise, eat properly, take care of your family, take care of yourself, and deal with all the other stressors of life. a top contributor to obesity is stress, and that's not to be taken lightly.

3) people who are even a little overweight are proven to be treated worse in the medical industry.

so these people get stuck in a loop of eating things that aren't good for them, stressing out constant, and then paying a bunch for often expensive and ineffective medical help, eating the same shit, stressing, and coming back, over and over again.

but when you go to a doctor, and you are even a little high on the BMI scale (which is an inaccurate system anyways) they will treat you like shit, often ignoring conditions that have nothing to do with your weight, even if they are life threatening. I've experienced it myself and watched my family experience it.

this is all to say that saying obesity is being glorified, or saying that being anorexic is healthier than being obese (which is factually untrue, you can die from anorexia way easier and way quicker than being obese) is just a reflection of not thinking deeper about these issues, and not caring about people struggling.

when you see a large group of people engaging in a destructive behavior and your first thought isn't "why?" but to rather hate on the people suffering, there is a problem there.

you are not better than anyone else for struggling with an eating disorder. you are not better than someone who "lets food control their life." food controls your life too, because you are still constantly thinking about it and restricting and counting calories and obsessing. if anything, it takes up way more space in your head than it does theirs.

the enemy shouldn't be each other, it should be capitalism. the same people that make you feel like shit so badly you abstain from one of the basic things needed to live are the same people who are systemically causing obesity to profit off of people's suffering. they make us hate each other because a society divided on every front is easier to control and make money off of.

you are a victim. and so are they. we all are.