I'm Not Good Enough

I see you online. Those messages I sent never seen for hours, days. I get that your busy. But being online for hours and don't have a chance to talk to me?

Blood on my wrist, i wanna die (I couldn't resist i just had to. I said only one cut and got carried away, haha! Not only my wrist, i did my chest too, and maybe next time, my stomach and legs)

Literally the only thing that's keeping me sane on not trying to end myself is him. I try so hard just for him... ♡

If I don't reply, well you know why 🔪 #vent #kms

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I so badly want a thigh gap the widest thigh gap AHHHHHHH #vent

I just wanna say, if anything happens... to me. Thank you. All these thinspo pictures and photos are so motivational and inspiring and so very beautiful. But I'm slowly dying and might go to a hospital for force feed. I don't want to go to the hospital nor i do really want to die, the doctors said for me to open my eyes and change and get my head screwed on because I'm in danger to myself. Haha! Trust me, I know what I'm doing. i don't need you guys to yell at me because I already know what I am doing to myself, but nobody will understand, but myself. I'm not sure what will happen later, tomorrow, somewhere in the future, but I'm not going anywhere (I hope) again. Thank you.

You don't get it, you just don't get it.

HAPPY GAY MONTH BABES🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️💋🫰

I matured too quickly. I regret it